If you want to do some things, you should do it. Whether you are satisfied or not is not that important. At least, you have an explanation for your own heart.

Today is also a good day for travel and the weather is good, so I chose to take a minibus out of Xinyi City.

The reason is that I remembered that I wanted to buy towels and slippers, and by the way, I went to my alma mater in high school to have a look and get pregnant.

The time to go out is 12:40 noon and the driving time is 1:00 pm.

Well, I like to wear headphones and listen to music in a car, which makes me enjoy it.

Today's outfit is a T-shirt with casual pants, and a plaid shirt is added to the outside of the T-shirt. The sleeves of the checkered shirt are rolled up and button-buttoned. The feet are wearing red basketball shoes that are similar to running shoes, plus a backpack.

Well, by the truth, when others see me at first, they will think I am a student.

Reason: Today is just the weekend, and many students took a bus out of Xinyi city, and I was confused about it.

Hahaha, in fact, my real purpose is to go out and find a sense of existence. After staying at home for a long time, it seems to be out of touch with the world and no longer exists.

So, I need a return rate and a sense of existence. Sagittarius, I am so weird.

It took me a total of more than 40 minutes to get out of Dacheng to Xinyi City. The only thing that impressed me was that the dressing style of female students nowadays was much more open than that of the female students when I was in high school. The visibility of legs was getting higher and higher, and the fabric of pants was getting smaller and less. As it turned out, society had improved.

After getting off the bus in Xinyi City, I went shopping first to see what changes were happening.

Well, it was obviously a weekend, but there were very few people on the street.

When I was in high school, every weekend, there were many people on the streets, which were very lively.

It seems that high school students nowadays don’t like shopping much anymore.

Well, okay, then go buy towels and slippers first.

I found a store selling daily necessities and looked for what I wanted. After I bought towels and slippers, the boss's wife asked me if I wanted to buy a bucket.

It seems that she really treats me as a student.

It doesn't matter, I am indeed a student, I am just a non-high school student.

After that, I went to visit the former site of Jinjiang Market. Although it was the former site, the converted underground shopping mall there was very good, with the feeling of a big city. When I walked inside, I felt like I was in Shenzhen.

Well, the mall is particularly popular among young people.

When I went in, I didn't buy anything, just to see if there was a chance of turning back.

Well, I didn't expect that there was.

Of course, the factor of turning back is not my face, but my height.

When I appear, I always have several pupils bulging slightly, as if I lit up before my eyes.

Although I was a little recap, I was not very happy. After all, when I looked at them young, I always felt that I was old. I didn’t like to play, eat and drink, and I just like to surf quietly.

While walking around, a couple passed by me. To my surprise, the woman didn't look at me at all, but the man looked at me for less than three seconds.

His first glance was frozen at my height, his second glance remained on my face, and his third eye stared at the basket-shaped peach pits on my neck.

Well, he succeeded in making me feel my presence.

Well, so whenever I see a couple in front of me, I will choose to pass by the man.

Because, this is a flash sale of height. (Don’t learn, this is a psychological abnormal behavior)

Of course, not every couple is shorter than me.

When I meet a boy who is more than half a head taller than me in a couple, my height will be killed in seconds. Invisibly, I am highlighted as a pitiful single dog. Even if I am not a single dog, I am better than a single dog.

Well, it's normal. I'll pay it back sooner or later.

After that, I went to Yudu Square to visit, mainly to read books. When I was in my second year of high school, I was thanks to the books there that saved me, so I had these things now. Although it was not a direct impact, it was very important indirectly.

However, Yudu Square has also changed.

The floor where books were read were converted into a game hall, but books were gone.

The market for entertainment defeats the market for knowledge and culture. Is this an improvement or a regression?

With a disappointed heart, I slowly walked towards my alma mater in high school...

Just like, after I went out for a walk, I started walking back to school.

Recalling step by step, when I was about to reach the gate of my alma mater in high school, the song in my headphones was played in Luo Zhixiang's "Love Not Single". At that moment, I felt so much! It seemed that I was still the same as I was back then, but I just stopped classes for a while, and now I'm back...

When I walked into the school gate with a very natural attitude, I was suddenly stopped by the aunt guarding the gate: "What are you doing here?"

I was shocked! What? How did she know that I was not a high school student? Could it be that I am really too old and she could tell at a glance that I was not a young high school student?

Although I was suddenly stopped, I would still reply according to the rules: "Uh, I came in to see the changes in the school. I used to be a student here."

She replied: "Oh, yes, but you need to register with your ID card to get in."

After that, I showed her my ID card and wrote my visit records.

She looked at my ID card and asked, "Are you a great success?"

I smiled and replied: "Yes."

I don’t know what she meant when she asked me this question. Maybe she was also a great success, or maybe she had relatives in a great success.

However, what I care about the most is not what is there...but...

I asked her curiously: "You are so awesome! Why do you tell at a glance that I am not a student here?"

She smiled: "Because I have never seen you and I don't know you."

Well, will everyone she has met know?

After that, I politely said to her, "Thank you!"

Continue, my step by step recall.

Really, my alma mater has not changed much. The boys' dormitory in the first year of high school are still the same, and the convenience store is still there. The old sand tracks and old basketball courts are just like they were back then. It feels like they were like what they saw when they were on a long holiday and then they came back to class.

Looking at those familiar environments, memories of the first year of high school naturally emerged.

It has not changed at all, it is still the same as before, and it is only me who has changed.

Of course, there are also big changes.

The teaching building in the first year of high school has been renovated, but I can still recognize the former Class 1 (9), and the former Seon is there...

Also, that long ladder carries a lot of memories for me. Sure enough, things change by others.

Afterwards, he went to the teaching building of the second and third grades of high school.

The trees planted in high school have grown up and can be shaded. It turns out that it has been so long.

When I walked to the teaching building of my second and third grade, I was suddenly stopped by a man riding a women's motorcycle.

He stared at the peach pits on my neck and asked, "What did you come in?"

Looking at his military green shirt, he should be the school security guard.

I replied: "I'll come in and take a look."

He was a little disdainful: "What to look at? What are you looking at? Go out quickly!"

Unexpectedly, when I returned to my alma mater, I would have the possibility of being driven away.

I replied: "I came in at the door there, and I have registered with my ID card. I used to be a student here, so I just came to see the changes in the school."

After hearing this, he did not be aggressive: "Then don't go into the teaching building, you have to be responsible for anything."

I replied: "I know, I won't go in, I'll just take a look outside."

Then, he drove to the nearby door.

I was depressed! How could the gatekeeper always tell at a glance that I was not a high school student?

Could it be that my checkered shirt is too conspicuous?

Well, I feel that high school students studying in my hometown generally don’t wear checkered shirts. Besides, the weather is so hot, who would be so stupid to wear two clothes? Only me is so alternative.

OK, that only means that I have a sense of existence.

Moreover, the presence is very strong! Even the aunt can tell!

Huh, this self-comfort is pretty good.

Then, I started leaving my alma mater...

Well, I haven't stayed for a long time, only a dozen minutes.

When I left school, I also chatted with the aunt and said politely, "Thank you!"

After that, start the return journey.

Well, I no longer belong here, the thickness of our youth is different.

Sure enough, even if it is possible to go back to high school, I don’t want to. I feel that the most true appearance of those days has been spent. Even if I repeat it many times, it is still the case. It is still the present and the future, which is worth following.

Finally, take a bus home and end the trip.

Although the result was not very satisfactory, at least, I could understand some things.

Similarly, I gave my heart an explanation.

Well, I still have a sense of presence and a chance of turning back.

Whether some things are to be done or not depends on whether your heart is moving enough. (To be continued)
Chapter completed!