My Buddhist nature is not because I thought about Buddhism at the beginning, but because life makes me Buddhist nature.

I just called my dear, well, she went to have barbecue with her colleague tonight, and she was very happy on the other side of the phone.

I don’t know if she is happy because of what I said yesterday or because she just had a delicious barbecue.

However, as long as she is happy, I will be happy.

After I sent her the video and the song I wrote last night, she only replied to her thoughts about the video, and there was no such thing as the song. After that, I went to bed.

I don’t know what she felt after listening to the song I wrote. When I wrote the ** part of that song yesterday, I moved myself and my eyes were wet.

I think my dear should feel my heart this time...

However, there has been no movement since last night.

So, I just asked her if she had finished watching the video and listened to the song last night, or if she had finished listening to the song and watched the video again. She planned to find out what she thought.

But she naturally expressed her thirst to her colleagues next to her, talking and laughing. Then she asked me if I could hang up the phone because she was so thirsty after eating the barbecue and wanted to drink water.

I smiled on the phone and said, OK, then you go and drink water.

After that, I will worship you.

In my heart, I have given her all the best I have. But I don’t know if she can feel it. Moreover, what is the best I think is for her?

In the end, I feel that what I have done seems to have only moved myself.

Is it because I love it too hard? So she doesn't think my efforts are special, but are taken for granted.

I read an article on a public account tonight, and a sentence in it touched me: Life is too hard, it is a disaster.

Well, some people play unrestrainedly when they are young, and then their bodies have problems, which is open and too hard. However, some people are too hard when they are old, in order to maintain health and wellness, they are afraid to touch many foods, which is too hard to be conservative.

The best way is to let things go, stretch and relax properly, and don’t use too much force.

Perhaps, to my dear, I should not give too much to everything I think is the best. After all, this may not be what she wants for her.

When it should be revealed, when it should be hidden, when it should be hidden.

Well, so it is life that makes me more and more Buddhist.

Let it go naturally is a high level.

Well, letting go naturally is not negative, but very gentle but full of wisdom.

It is not difficult to know the meaning, but the difficult thing is the behavior of the body and mind.

Well, it’s like the autumn is cold, so you have to cover yourself with some quilts at night and don’t catch a cold.

Do whatever you should do, and love when you should.

Everything afterwards will be let nature take its course.
Chapter completed!