Today, the frost is falling, and it's a bit cold...

On the way to the ruins on the "Little Lucky" I had a fight between my upper and lower teeth, and I also had goosebumps and played with "The Yangtze River's waves pushed the previous waves".

Winter is getting closer and closer, and I am more and more afraid of taking a bath, and I am increasingly reluctant to leave the bed in the morning.

Is it winter that makes me lazy, or is it that I am lazy?

Innocent winters are always regarded as an excuse for laziness and will naturally be shot.

No matter how lazy I am, I have to write something.

Because things can make me feel diligent.

Well, my head is very empty lately, and I don’t seem to think of it. There is only output and no absorption, inspiration will be exhausted.

So, I went to Baidu to search for my stuff and just take a look.

Unexpectedly, there are so many pirated copies.

Actually, I only posted four websites for the genuine ones.

The first one is the main website. Ironically, all my things, the main website has been blocked.

Although the second website is genuine, I only updated until the end of my internship era and stopped updating it afterwards.

The third and fourth websites are synchronized and updated to my latest current, just like the main website.

The difference is that all my works cannot be seen on the main website, while the third and fourth websites are the opposite, all my works can be seen.

So, the third and fourth websites gave me a lot of strength and gave me motivation to write novels. Although I was incomplete inspiration, I already had an ideological structure.

And the main website hurt me again and again.

Yesterday I wanted to change the cover and name of the work I had changed before to the original one, but I was rejected.

Reason, my original title does not meet the inclusion requirements. However, I like the original title the most. After all, the beginning of my writing this thing was led by that title.

It would be fine if I blocked for three months without any news. Even the recovery of my original appearance was rejected, but I still remained with it, and the updates were still synchronized.

This feeling is like, the main website abuses me thousands of times, but I treat it like my wife. No matter how it abuses me, I still don’t give up on it and still never leave it.

It feels like this is fate!

Who made me the first website where I published something, the main website? It was my beginning, so I will never leave it.

Seeing so many pirated copies of this thing on the Internet, I don’t know if it’s happy or sad.

I am happy because someone likes my stuff and thinks that someone likes it, so I choose to pirated versions.

I am sad because no genuine website has ever given me a positive opinion of my stuff, and it is all optional.

However, just think about the original intention.

After all, when I first wrote this thing, it was for the future generations.

Fame is not that big either.

I don't know if I'm a writer.

After all, the threshold for writing articles is very low now, and you can call it a writer if you write a few articles and publish them.

Perhaps, in the standards of the literary world, I am just a poor writer.

But I don’t like to hit myself, even in the so-called standards, I can’t even touch the edge of a writer, but I am a writer in my heart.

Well, in my heart, I am not only a writer, but also a painter, poet, singer-songwriter, dancer, designer...

Even if it is not now, I will try to make it become yes in the future.

The self in others' hearts is not the most important thing.

The most important thing is the self in your heart.

No matter how cold winter is, there must be a sense of heat in your heart.

That heat can make life warm in winter.

The fire of life can only be ignited by itself. (To be continued)
Chapter completed!