The weather is not very cold today, but my heart is a little cold...

Well, today I am unhappy and have a little emotion.

I am not a saint, so there is no need to force myself to say that I am very happy when I am unhappy.

It is normal to have a small emotion, just find a harmonious way to vent it. Well, writing something is a harmonious way to me.

I will be able to find a job in Shenzhen in a few days, but I have a lot of troubles to come to me when I am particularly sensitive.

Inexplicably, the village committee said that every household nearby would raise money to hire people to start construction based on the fields they own.

Well, my family has six fields, and I haven’t known how they were divided back then. Anyway, it’s 42 yuan per field.

It’s okay if you don’t pay, then you can do manpower.

With my current state, I can only pay.

In addition to this, it also costs money to buy travel tools after going to Shenzhen. It just so happens that rural cooperative medical care has to pay again.

Well, money and health are the two most helpless existences I have at present.

As soon as these two things are involved, I will have a headache.

Of course, these can only be considered troubles, not the reason why I feel a little emotional.

What made me feel a little emotional was that my dear’s afternoon screenshot sent me the chat history between her and her brother-in-law Ming.

Well, that content is the root cause of my little emotions.

Well, exactly the same as I thought before.

(It's the second time I've written this. When I first wrote this, a mosquito suddenly flew to my neck. I wanted to slap it off, but my finger accidentally hit "cancel", which means it was not saved. At that moment, I really had the urge to throw my phone to the ground! But rationality made me calmly accept this fact, and then write it again quietly.)

Sure enough, my sixth sense is sometimes quite accurate.

My brother-in-law Ming wanted to turn against him. When I got here, I just confirmed his thoughts even more. It turned out that he had such a big opinion on me. I used to be stupid and couldn't see it.

This is not a big deal.

But, it was just a little more confirmed.

But my dear feels very happy. She feels very happy to have a younger brother who is eager to protect her sister!

Well, I understand this, which sister doesn’t want to have a younger brother who protects her?

But, when she was so happy that she had forgotten herself, did she understand my feelings? Or, as long as she knew it herself, why did she tell me this?

Is it a happy thing to be looked down upon by your younger brother like this?

What's more, she also told her brother-in-law Ming that I will not let her down again...

At that moment, my heart was very sad...it was like, a good world suddenly collapsed...

When did I...fail her to let her down?

Except for the time being, I have given her all the beauty I think I can give...

I heard her oppose her father’s opinion on the phone before, saying that we should not let him look down on him…

I am really touched! Even if the whole world doesn’t understand me, as long as she understands me, that’s enough! I don’t care what others think…

But last week, my father suddenly videoed with her and said she missed Ziyu. At that time, she was very happy! She felt that it was rare that my father took the initiative to video with her and wanted to grasp the goodwill of my father to get back to Ziyu...

Now that I saw the conversation between her and my brother-in-law Ming, she happily asked me to do it myself and added a smirk.

It turns out that all the same front is my naive idea...

Yes, how could I have important her dad and her brother?

When her father and her brother are happy, she will be fine. When she is unhappy, the pressure will still be on me.

It seems that my existence is to please her father and her brother...

I am cheerful, as if I don’t know what pain is, so I don’t need comfort at all. Yes?

I will always be happy, I will never be strong...

The people you care about the most are often the most painful.

Sure enough, those who love too humbly, even to the dust are not worthy of being loved.

Well, after writing this, I've almost finished venting.

Well, after writing, I forgot about my unhappiness and continued to live.

This is how life is. It is impossible to lose all the happiness you could have just because of some unhappiness.

Just think that it’s just a little bit of anger in the things, but it’s still the same, the person you should love will still love. Just do whatever you should do.

It was like, it suddenly rained.

After the rain, it will naturally be clear.

After venting my emotions, I feel very comfortable, so please don’t comment on this article, I want to be quiet.

Well, don’t ask me who Jingjing is. Jingjing is the same as Mingming, and neither is a human being.

Finally, I listen to the song "Tornado" sung by G.E.M.

Love is like a gust of wind, and after it blows, it leaves... (To be continued)
Chapter completed!