Chapter 202
There is something to think about the day and dream about the night.
The night before yesterday, I dreamed of "Xidesheng"...
Now I am just like me who was not in love back then, facing "Xidesheng", like facing the girl I admire very much.
I was looking forward to it knowing that I like it, but I was afraid that it would reject me when it knew it, and I was even more afraid that I would miss it because of my lack of confidence.
Don't tell it, I want it...
Every time I jump into the wave of finding a job, it is my first choice.
However, my departure back then made my fate with it lasted until then.
At that time, I just wanted to see the outside world. However, although the outside world was wonderful, it was also helpless.
After returning from the outside world, I have always passed by it. Even if I tried to get close to it once, it has long forgotten me.
After all, for it, I am simply dispensable.
Sometimes, a turn around means the end of a fate.
I don't regret it because it's useless, and that's all my own choice.
Now, I really want to start a new fate with it with a new identity, which can be regarded as a separation of fate from the past.
I really want to think it's one thing, but whether it's possible is another.
Now I am becoming more and more confused, and my mood is uncontrollably messy.
Just like "Ambiguous", ambiguity makes people suffer all the grievances, and there is no evidence of love. When should we move forward and when should we give up, we don’t even have the courage to hug...
When I went out today, I saw the truck of "Xidesheng" downstairs again...
That feeling is like you miss someone. Even if that person does not appear in front of you, when you see something related to that person, you will unconsciously think of that person, as if that person is standing in front of you.
At that time, a gust of cold wind blew across my bangs...
It made me narcissistically feel that at that moment I was a handsome man with melancholy hidden in my eyes, just like the male protagonist in an idol drama.
However, reality is cruel.
Because the next second, I happened to see me in the big mirror at the door of the public toilet opposite. The hairstyle that was blown into a crazy style by the wind seemed to belong to me...
Forget it, I only know the fact that I am a handsome man anyway, and it is not hindered.
At this moment, I was on the side of the road and it was almost sunset, which was very in line with my mood.
The sun sets, and my heart has fallen.
I realized that there was nothing to comfort me...
Only, write something.
As I just wrote this, eight or nine people riding Xidesheng mountain bikes suddenly appeared and flashed past me...
It is estimated that he is from Xideshengli.
I was extremely envious, but I was also fed.
Open your eyes and close your eyes, they are all their figures...
Oh my God! Isn’t it just looking for a job? How come I feel like I’m in love?
That's right, I just want to fall in love with it!
Even if I still miss it this time, I will still choose it if I have the chance in the future.
Well, please call me "weibolong".
Huh, I was a little depressed, but after I finished writing it, I felt much more comfortable!
Sure enough, writing is the most touching thing to my heart.
Then, nothing happened, it was finished. (To be continued)
Chapter completed!