Today's theme is zeroing.

With a hint of sadness and a slightly numb skin, I gently "rolled" to the back mountain of the company...

Well, I'm just tired, tired...

With the cool breeze blowing in the back mountain, I glanced at my bangs that were slightly melancholy moved by the wind, and whispered, I'll write quietly while I'm still having more than 40 minutes to rest...

Strictly speaking, I have been back to XDS for ten months now, but I feel like it hasn't been long.

It seems that I still looked like when I first came... Oh no, it's a bit different, the dress is different, at least I wear checkered shirts every day, I can only think about it before...

Maybe it’s because it’s too fulfilling. Every day feels like it passes quickly. If you accidentally, a month will pass.

Not long after the salary was paid, oh, half a month passed again.

Anyway, I haven't had time to do something I want to do, that month is over.

When I first returned, I was busy every day, but I was not tired because I had hope and felt that as long as I became familiar with the process, I would naturally be able to relax gradually.

Little did I know that when I was familiar with the process and caught up with the progress of the report, and thought I could relax immediately, a new system was released...

So, I started to be busy for several months...

Although I am busy, I am still not tired because I still have hope and feel that as long as I am familiar with the new system, I can still relax...

Later, with the help of financial intern Xiao Lu, I caught up with the statements that had accumulated for more than a month, thinking that they had been in the end. I realized that this was just the beginning...

After the National Day, intern Xiaolu was summoned back to her original department, and I felt instantly lost...

Like a bird about to fly out of the cage, it was suddenly pulled into the cage again... and was locked with feet by a chain...

Well, that chain is equivalent to a new system.

As long as you stay in the new system for a day, you will never have freedom...

Then, my mentality faded...

Because, I don't see hope for a good rest...

Without surprise, the reports that I caught up with before the National Day were piled up for more than ten days... and it was almost impossible to solve the problem...

The current situation is as follows: deal with some normal affairs in the morning, or occasionally deal with several urgent matters of hundreds of thousands, or deal with system abnormalities issued by the financial issuance. Before the completion of the order, the out-of-release order has arrived. Well, hurry up and do the system account. During the accounting process, you may also receive documents that other departments need us to enter, yes, continue to do it. If it goes well, it can usually be done before 3:00 pm. However, at this time, the plan to make the account the next day will come again, and then I have to make the account in advance to avoid the next day

It's not enough. If it goes well, it can be processed at around 7 o'clock or 8 o'clock in the evening. If it doesn't go well, work overtime until about 10:30 and continue processing the next morning. Well, the above is still relatively conservative. Because I haven't counted the time needed to draw pictures yet... It's okay if there are no pictures, but if there are more than a dozen CAD drawings all at once, and some pictures are super complicated, my mood will be like a golden arowana scalded by boiling water... Maybe some golden arowana peanut oil will be burned...

So, my heart is so tired...

However, my subconscious does not seem to allow me to be overly negative.

Because I always remember the book I recited in junior high school that year: When God is about to give a great responsibility to this person, he must first suffer his mind and mind, exhaust his muscles and bones, starve his body, and be empty and useless, and act and disturb his actions. Therefore, he can move his heart and endure his nature and increase his ability to do things. He will always be able to make mistakes in his heart, weigh his concerns, and then do it. He will be conscientious in his colors, make sounds, and then metaphor. When he enters, he will not be able to pass the family against his men, and when he leaves, he will be invincible in foreign patients, and his country will always die. Then he will know that he is born in trouble and dies in peace.

Well, why do I remember?

Maybe, it is destined in the dark.

Huh, time is up, it's time to work overtime...

Skip.

It's time for dinner a few hours later...

Take some time and continue.

Well, I’m obviously so busy, why don’t I feel tired when I just returned to XDS, but now I feel tired?

Mentality is a key point.

When I first returned, my enthusiasm was high, and of course I wouldn’t feel tired. But after ten months, my enthusiasm was no longer there. I wanted to pursue some free time and do what I wanted to do. If things went against my wishes, I would naturally be physically and mentally exhausted.

Therefore, the mentality needs to be learned to return to zero in order to move forward better.

Just like, if life is just like the first meeting... if mentality is just like the first...

If your mentality has experienced too many things, it will gradually change qualitatively due to quantitative changes...

If the initial mentality is a pool of clear water, after a period of time, it may be a pool of turbid water. The more turbid the mentality is, the more turbid the water in the pool is.

In fact, it is better to have a close together every day.

The inner turmoil you have experienced today, so that it will stay today, and don’t bring it to tomorrow. Tomorrow will have the inner turmoil of tomorrow. Work hard to make your daily mentality start with a calm and gentle state, and end with that day, no matter what state it is.

Returning to zero does not mean returning to nothing completely, but it is just like cleaning your heart every day.

Return to zero, and progress is like zero.

Well, after writing it, I didn't seem so tired again...

I can’t drink, nor do I like drinking, but what I write is the “wine” that relieves my worries and boredom.

There is a lot of pressure today, but let it stay today... Have a good rest tonight and continue to work hard tomorrow!

I'm just an ordinary person...

But, I am also a golden dragon living in my heart...
Chapter completed!