"Let's go back? OK?"

"Can we go back? Can we go back?"

"As long as we are willing and work hard, we can definitely go back!"

"Ha, I'm tired of drinking chicken soup again."

"Is it good to stay where I am and look at myself that I hate?"

"No, I just feel powerless and don't want anything..."

"If you always do this, then you will let down the past you and also deceive the future you. Why bother?"

"Then let me be a sinner who destroys myself!"

"But, you not only belong to you, you also belong to me, and you belong to uncle and aunt!"

"Look, I'm not even complete with myself, and I can't really belong to myself..."

"Why do you want to live such a depressed life?!"

"Does reality give me a chance to be positive? Whenever I act positive, I will be treated immediately by cold water, which will make me feel disappointed..."

"Isn't this what you want?"

"What I want? What a joke?!"

"Don't you hope that your own life will be bitter and sweet first? That's it! However, you start to escape, complain, and betray. Aren't you slap yourself in the face?"

"Do you think I think? The most I come into contact with every day is negative energy! Every time I rarely release some positive energy on myself, I will be quickly swallowed by negative energy. It should be a hopeful future, but I can't see any hope, only full of loss! There is no light in my eyes now, so how can I have any motivation to continue moving forward?"

"But the more this happens, the more you should insist on going well? Why should you stop because of unhappy things? Are you living for unhappy?"

"It's easier said than done! Alas!"

"Don't sigh all day long. Do you feel that when you sigh, really feel that you can't resist the troubles in front of you, and you feel that you are so perverted and happy in your heart? Because you feel that you are indeed not wrong, you really can't stand it. Using this method of guessing correctly, you can prove that your vision is actually quite accurate, thus creating a deeper hidden little pride and joy."

"Do you think you are a successful person? Give me chicken soup all day!"

"If I am a successful person, then what I say to you is chicken soup! But I am not. If someone else tells you these great principles and you don't listen, I can understand it, because 'Don't persuade others to be good without the suffering of others', 'just like a person drinking water, you know the warmth and coldness', but I am not someone else, I am you! You are me! I have experienced everything you have experienced. I feel the same way. Apart from me, who is more qualified to tell you these great principles?"

"I know, but I'm really annoying and depressing..."

"We all grew up wearing the same pair of pants, have common parents and sisters, and the same 'good brother in China'. I don't know if you are annoyed? From the time you haven't written anything for so long, you know that you must be uncomfortable..."

"Are you making me laugh? Damn!"

"Back to the mountain, the mountain will fall. Rely on people, people will run away. You can only rely on yourself! Look where you are now?"

“On the second runway of the 'March Wind' sports field.”

"Well, look at the boy in front who walks awkwardly, do you think his physical condition is better than you?"

"No."

"Yes, but they dare to face themselves and work hard to exercise. He is much healthier than you who seem decadent!"

"Maybe."

"Look at it, is the second runway pretty bad?"

"Yeah, it's bumpy."

"But do you think these potholes on the surface affect your progress? Will you stop and complain and feel lost because of these potholes?"

"Won't."

"Why?"

“Because I’m here to run and walk.”

"Yes, you are here to run and take a walk. It's very clear! So, from another perspective, what are you living in this world for?"

"Realize your own life value and live up to life."

"Well, you are also very clear about the purpose of your life, so why do you still have to stop moving forward for those so-called negative energies? Stopping will not free you, but will make you fall deeper and deeper. Only by moving forward, constantly moving forward, constantly improving, and constantly breaking through can you throw those negative energies behind you! Isn't it?"

"Haha, it seems, right?"

"What does it look like?! What music are you listening to now?"

"Sad music..."

"If you change the song "Hi" and you can feel the sadness occasionally, but you should not be too immersed, otherwise you will be reluctant to give up negative energy."

"So, which music to change?"

"Yeah, let's change the theme songs of the first and second seasons of "Assassin Wu Liuqi"!

"good."

“How does it feel now?”

"A little shaken."

"Think about how you got to this day! Since you got to this day, it proves that you are not bad. Those troubles that are worth mentioning, those ideas that hope to be recognized by someone, let them dissipate with the wind! You just need to prove it to me, it is enough! In this world, there are always people who appreciate you and people who hate you, no obstacles, gain appreciation, and keep working hard! Ignore annoyance and walk your own path!"

"Why can you always think about the better?"

"Because, I am my own God."

"Haha, okay, thank you, I'm god!"

"Everyone is a community, what are you thanking?"

"Okay, I lost this time, you won."

"No, we won! We won a round of negative energy! But we cannot be careless. The future struggle with negative energy is still long! We must continue to work hard!"

"Okay, come on! Encourage them together!"

"mutual encouragement!"

The above is the mental journey of my own conversation and self-rescue.

I can only rely on myself to save myself.

Yeah!
Chapter completed!