A night with thoughts and a music that has feelings is the best match.

The night wind after a heavy rain was so cool and so cool...

Well, it's time to take off your mask and take a good breath...

But, my nose is not good.

As soon as I took off my mask, the feeling of the cool breeze blew into my nostrils was so sour, I wanted to sneeze so much... I couldn't help it...

When I sneeze, tears and the non-snot but snot-like thing will flow out of my nostrils, which is so uncomfortable...

This is the sadness of rhinitis.

Why is it so sour tonight that it is not sour?

Reflect on yourself, Oh, it turns out that I was listening to "Onion"...

OK, then change the song...

The evening before yesterday, the manager talked to me again and asked me if I could not leave...

Even if I have to leave, I will wait until I find a job before letting me leave, so that I can connect seamlessly.

In other words, he can let me practice the skills I want to practice in my spare time, and can also make a leave to ask me to interview. As long as I interview a suitable company and it is beneficial to my development, he will never stop me.

This is the first time in the years since I came out to work, my boss has tried to keep me again and again, and it is at the level of a manager. To be honest, I am quite moved and grateful that he is so kind to me.

However, I no longer have the feeling of staying in my heart, because, I know, this place is no longer suitable for me. I need to go to a platform that suits me, and I want to develop and grow in the direction I hope.

It is certain that you resign, it’s just sooner or later.

Some time ago, I saw a passage: Good employees can be so good that they are ready to leave at any time, and good companies can be so good that employees are unwilling to leave.

Think about it, there is a certain reason.

When a person has enough strength, he can indeed leave at any time to find a platform that suits him. When a company is really good, no employee is willing to leave? Most of the reasons for leaving are not meeting the expectations of employees.

And I am not a good employee, but just a casual employee.

Well, the company's turnover rate has been a bit high in the past year, especially after the new management model was launched.

I don't know whether the new management model is good or not.

I only know that what suits me is the best.

Blindly imitating other people's culture will only make you less and less like yourself. It is obvious that your own culture is the best foundation.

Well, the XDS of the past year has become increasingly unfamiliar in my heart, very different from the XDS I liked back then. Although it is stronger on the surface, it is weak on the inside.

Recently, many departments have changed their management personnel, such as major rectification.

Perhaps, after this rectification, it will really get better and better. But I don’t look forward to it anymore and don’t want to witness the results of the rectification.

I just want to leave with the beauty that only remains for XDS in my heart, and will also support XDS's products in the future.

It is growing and improving. And I also need to grow.

It's just that we're not on the same track.

Who knows what the future will be like?

Then, I had sneezed many times intermittently, like a heartbroken person crying...

Sorry, forgive me for listening to the song "I am a Little Bird".

It's so difficult! Writing something in a state of rhinitis is simply a torment...

Forget it, don't get nervous anymore.

Or, just put on a mask in peace. The cool breeze tonight doesn't like me.

Change to a Cantonese song "Never Knows You're the Best", well, cherish the moment of having it. No matter what in the end, at least in the present, it is the best.

In XDS, it is still the best in my heart!

After wearing a mask, I felt much more comfortable and didn't even sneeze once.

OK, go back, rhinitis!

I'm going home and taking a shower...
Chapter completed!