Chapter 12
Things in the world are impermanent, and not everything can be predicted or is willing to predict. When life gives you a test question that you don’t want to answer, how should you face it?
Cultivate inner acceptance ability, or you can face it bravely. If you are afraid, you will be afraid and you will not have time to practice.
At that time, I was still in normal condition, but I had a fresh breakthrough in experience - going to "sweep the building".
The so-called "building sweeping" simply means sending flyers to every household in the building.
Have you ever tried to see a flyer at your door when you go out? Yes, I want to "sweep the building".
It seems that putting leaflets at the door of every household is a very simple thing. In fact, it is not simple at all.
Why do you say so? Because...
On one of the working days, Sister Zhen smiled and said to me interestingly: "Ah Long, I'll take you to 'sweep the building' later! Hehe!"
I also smiled, although I didn't know what "sweeping a building" meant at that time.
After that, Brother Yong and Xiaomei went to a residential area to "sweep the building", Sister Zhen and I went to another residential area to "sweep the building", and Baolian stayed behind the store.
The "building sweeping" operation began! At the entrance of a residential area, I was holding a large stack of flyers in my hand, shaking blankly. It turned out that this was the legendary "building sweeping"...
Sister Zhen has attacked a staircase, okay, take a deep breath! I will attack another staircase!
When I walked to the door of the resident, I usually didn't dare to put the flyers when I saw the door open. The reason was that I was afraid of being scolded.
And closing the door does not mean that you can easily stuff the flyer into the crack of the door.
There are many emergencies. It is possible that the door suddenly opened when the flyer is stuffed. It is also possible that the camera is photographed and mistakenly thought by others as a thief. It is more likely that there is a powerful "Sharp Dog" in some unique households' homes... Therefore, putting a flyer is like being a spy. You must be careful and be flexible.
"Sweeping the building" makes me feel exciting, but at the same time, it makes me feel sneaky, and I really feel like I'm a thief.
After "sweeping the building", I instantly became a few years younger and my hands and feet became more flexible.
Experience more, and there will be more fun in life. Just when I was a little sure of this journey of cultivation, I learned something that I didn’t want and never thought would happen - Uncle Ah found a tumor in his body and needed surgery.
At that time, I was completely confused! There was infinite fear and countless random thoughts in my heart that were hitting me. I didn’t know what I could do...
The whole family also began to fall into a world of haze.
For health reasons, the faster the surgery, the better!
At that time, Aunt A had accompanied her uncle to a hospital in Zhanjiang that was more famous for treating tumors. The doctor said that because the tumors were distributed in a relatively scattered area, the surgery was performed in two sessions, one was small and one was large.
The minor surgery will first remove the smaller tumor that is easier to remove, and then remove the largest tumor in the major surgery. It is hard to say whether the tumor is early or late.
The date of the minor operation was soon decided, and the date of the major operation depends on the recovery of Uncle A's uncle after the minor operation.
On the day of my uncle's surgery, I was still at work, working listlessly. I kept praying for my uncle!?
Fortunately, the minor operation was very successful. After that, I was waiting for the major operation.
During that period, it was really dark. The whole family was in a difficult situation...
We come step by step by step by step by step by little by little light in our hearts and the favor of God.
My gray mood spread around my working environment. The smart sister Zhen noticed that I was a little out of shape, so she wanted to know the answer. Yes, I also told her what I thought. She also encouraged me and cheered me on, hoping that I would learn to face all this bravely and work hard to make myself stronger, so that I can become the pillar of my family.
At that time, it was Sister Zhen who gave me a beam of light to my world. I worked hard to keep working!
With the first "sweeping the building", there will naturally be a second time.
The second time, Brother Yong and I went to a residential area to "sweep the building".
With the first experience, the second "sweeping building" for me is already quite good at it and a little addicted to me.
When I was "sweeping the building" that afternoon, I suddenly received a call from my family and determined the time of the major surgery.
This time, I had to ask for leave no matter what. I hurriedly explained it to Brother Yong immediately. So I tried my best to set off for Xiashan, Zhanjiang.?
A series of questions suddenly came, time was tight, and I wonder if there was a car.
Brother Yong cared about me very much and helped me all afternoon. He took me to the station to buy tickets, but found that there was no car to Zhanjiang Xiashan that day. So he called me to ask the customer service again. He also searched online for any way to go from Panyu to Zhanjiang Xiashan that day. Seeing him helping me with so much care, I was very moved! He is really like a biological brother.
Later, my sister and second brother-in-law both transferred to Guangzhou Main Station and then to Xiashan, Zhanjiang. I just called me, so I finally had a more satisfactory ride. Because the second sister wanted to see the vegetable fields that my uncle and aunt valued, the third sister was about to give birth, so even though they wanted to see my uncle, they were still willing but not able to do so.
Brother Yong sent me to take the subway again and lent me his card. He was really thoughtful and so good that he had nothing to say.
Finally, after some twists and turns, I met with my elder sister and brother-in-law at the Guangzhou Main Station and got on the bus to Zhanjiang together. It was already evening.
In the car, I talked to everyone. Some people had positive energy topics, some were afraid of topics. They could say anything, and they were not so scared in their hearts.
Looking at the night outside the car window, I expressed my mood: "I haven't shined yet, how can you be dim?"
How afraid is that "the son wants to support his parents but the parents are not waiting for him." Even though he is afraid, he can only face it with stubbornness.
When we arrived in Xiashan, Zhanjiang, it was already midnight. We went to the station for dinner, found a hotel for one night, and then went to the hospital the next day.
There are all kinds of moods in a hurry.
The next morning, after arriving at the hospital, we met Uncle A on the very high floor of the hospital.
That indescribable feeling hit my empty soul at that time.
I didn't know what to say, but I just looked at Uncle lying on the hospital bed with great distress.
Aunt Ah looked much older. My heart ached again. I heard that Aunt Ah said that before the operation, she talked and laughed with the uncle on the hospital bed next door. Her mentality was quite optimistic. I felt a little comforted in my heart. As long as Uncle Ah is not afraid, I am not afraid.
The white of the hospital is a mysterious white full of unknowns. It can be said that it is hope. It can also be said that it is despair. The balance is balanced between hope and despair. Which side is heavier depends on which weight is placed by the combined factors.
In the white that I could not see through, I silently counted the colorful colors of hope. May I be safe.
Hospitalization means that money will flow into the bottomless pit of the hospital like running water.
Soon, the 4,000 yuan that Aunt and Uncle brought to the hospital was gone, and they had to start borrowing it from relatives.
Money is not the most important thing. The most important thing is that Uncle A can be healthy. If he can get Uncle A’s health, it is worth spending no matter how much money he spends.
Before the major operation began, I had to sign the letter. At that time, my third uncle also came to the hospital. So, our family members were called to his office by the attending doctor.
He said that my uncle's situation is not very optimistic. Some tumors are found in very complex areas, which are covered with many blood vessels. The operation is difficult, so I can only do my best.
My heart suddenly sank, and my aunt and the others' expressions were wrong.
Aunt Ah suppressed his fear and asked the doctor: "Doctor, how long can my husband live after the tumor is successfully removed?" Although Aunt Ah asked very directly, that was what we care about the most.
The doctor also said it very directly: "Even if the tumor is completely removed, you can only live for three years at most."
As soon as he finished speaking, my sky seemed to collapse suddenly! My heart almost stopped beating, and tears were pouring out!
But Aunt said to me strongly: "Don't cry! There's me!"
I gritted my teeth with all my strength just to prevent the tears that had reached the edge of my eyes from falling. My whole body was shaking, a tremor of unacceptable pain!
The doctor said that major surgery is risky. There is still a little hope for surgery. If you don’t have surgery, there will be no hope.
Ah, my aunt said she wanted to have surgery without thinking and would not give up as long as she had hope. Yes, that was also our hope.
Afterwards, Uncle San signed.
The surgery costs, so my sister and I accompanied my aunt to the bank to get the money.
On the way to the bank, Aunt A kept muttering to herself: "If I really get to the end like this, I will have a clear conscience."
I know that Auntie has been trying hard to force herself to be strong. In fact, her heart is even more fragile than ours. However, she has to be strong because a home cannot be without the energy of hope.
My sister also comforted me, don’t think too much, believe it will be fine.
I still don’t know what to say. But my hand has been put on Aunt’s shoulders all the time.
I am not strong enough and still cannot support this family. I cannot even be attentive to the most basic care.
Afterwards, during the operation.
The operation time is very long, and this also means that the tumor can be removed. If the operation is completed in one go, it will be unoptimistic.
During the operation, some doctors said that it might not be enough for blood and suggested that the family members donate blood.
Aunt Ah is old and it is impossible for her to donate blood. My sister is a little anemia, and it is not possible. The blood of the two cousins who came to visit Ah that day did not meet the standards.
I originally thought my blood was not good, because I always felt that I was anemia.
As a result, it met the standards and finally realized that I had type A blood.
I didn't expect that after I gave me 400 milliliters of blood, I didn't feel dizzy. It turned out that my body was not as weak as I thought.
From morning to evening, the operation was completed. The attending doctor walked out of the operating room with a plate equipped with the removed tumor and said that the operation was very successful and the tumor was removed very cleanly.
Our heart suddenly put down the big stone.
Uncle Ah was still in anesthesia and coma when he pushed it out of the operating room.
Aunt A leaned gently into Uncle A's ear and said, "It's okay."
I stroked Uncle A’s forehead with my hands, just like when I was a child, Uncle A’s forehead was touching me. The energy of love is complementing each other.
After a while, Uncle Ah regained consciousness and began to enter the recuperation period.
My sister stayed in the hospital and took care of my uncle. This is rare. After all, my sister also had her own family to take care of, and her two children were still young. This is love!
I feel more at ease with my elder sister staying with her aunt and taking care of her uncle.
When I said goodbye to Uncle Ah, Uncle Ah, and asked me if I had any money to use it.
My heart is so sour...
I know, I need to grow up quickly!
However, after returning to the working environment, the strength of the heart did not seem to have become stronger, but instead became weaker.
Why is my cultivation so powerless? Think silently...
Chapter completed!