Anything I can't control is attributed to God's will in my heart.

For example, I should have taken a bus to Shenzhen after completing the task about Uncle. But I waited until today before setting off for Shenzhen. Well, I could have set off yesterday, but I had an inexplicable fever in the early morning of yesterday and my body temperature was a little high, so I saw a doctor, took medicine, and stayed for one more day. So, why did God deliberately keep me in my hometown?

Of course, these are objective, and God may not have any thoughts at all. But I am subjective and I will use my subjective initiative to find some connections so that everything that happens tends to be reasonable in my heart.

On the afternoon of the day when I completed my uncle's mission, in my heart, there was nothing wrong. I could only take a day off and take a bus to Shenzhen. At that time, I was chatting with my second aunt and relatives next to my house. As I was chatting, I asked casually: "When will we worship Mount Dazhong?" (i.e., worshiping ancestors)

I would ask because my dear told me a long time ago that I must go to Dazhong Mountain every year, saying that I must not forget my ancestors. The people of her family are very active in paying Dazhong Mountain every year. Unlike me, I haven't visited Dazhong Mountain for at least ten years.

Regarding this, I think my dear is great! Indeed, a person has no ancestors in his heart, which is equivalent to having no roots.

But although I asked that question at that time, I didn't think I could succeed, because no one came back at that time. The young one was me and a brother from my relative next door.

However, the butterfly effect was created.

After I asked that question, they began to discuss the plan and then consulted with my media officer.

Unexpectedly, it was done.

So, a few days later, I went to worship my grandfather and grandmother, as well as a third uncle.

This worship has really been around for more than ten years. The last time I went to worship was still a primary school student.

After paying my visit, I thought I could go to Shenzhen and I was ready to order a car.

Unexpectedly, I was suddenly told to visit the old lady, the old lady, and other ancestors in a few days.

Well, it was clearly arranged by God.

This month’s worship of the mountains is quite comprehensive, and it’s just the oldest ancestor I’ll pay attention to on Qingming Festival.

Then, during these days, I visited my third uncle. He was in a good spirit, his face became kind, and his tone became gentle.

When I first arrived at his doorstep, he was watching TV. After seeing me, he naturally shouted to me: "Golden Dragon, come here and help me turn the volume of the TV a little louder. I don't know which remote controller it is."

That feeling was not abrupt, and I was still warmed up. Because of nature, there was no sense of strangeness. It was so natural that I saw him every day.

I felt relieved when I saw that he had a good attitude.

On the day I visited my third uncle, my cousin Agui, who was next to his house, also took a vacation to help. We talked a lot about life. I admire him because he supports the whole family with a salary of more than 2,000 yuan a month. He is under great pressure and has to work hard to improve his education and skills. I used to think I was under great pressure, but when compared with him, mine is actually nothing. After all, my dear can support half of the sky in a home.

The above is about interpersonal relationships, while the hobbies are about singing.

My singing skills are average, but I like singing.

In the past, it was difficult for me to sing S-level ratings on singing software. Even if I think I sing well, the tone has not reached it at all, so I always have low scores. Therefore, in the singing hobby, I am very inferior and always think it is my voice problem and is not suitable for singing.

But these days, I let go of my throat and sing, and I feel that I will sing much better. As it turns out, I sing at least one S-level song that I sang but didn’t sing S-level songs at the beginning. Moreover, I almost only sang half of a song.

Maybe, it’s not that I can’t sing better, but I’m afraid to sing and dare not let go of my throat. Those notes are pressed into my throat, so I naturally can’t sing well.

It also takes courage to sing with your throat, because the echo in the third floor room of my house is very effective. If you sing with your throat, the sound will be very loud and everyone around you can hear it.

Therefore, this time, letting go of your throat and singing is both an attempt and a breakthrough.

Okay, everything you should do is really done, it's time to take a bus to Shenzhen.

But I had a fever in my sleep.

Well, then stay one more day.

But, what's the point of staying for one more day?

There was no one at first, but I discovered the problem of "little luck". I used to think that as an electric car, it should be broken. Every time I charged, one grid of electricity was missing after a short time of turning on. It turned out that it was not. It was just that the tires were no longer airy, so it consumed particularly power, and the downhill was as slow as driving on a flat road.

After venting its tires, it feels very relaxed to drive. This is the "little luck" I know!

So, this became the meaning of staying in my hometown for one more day.

Many of the above are difficult for me to control, so I attribute them to God's will.

And is this kind of disease my thoughts? I don’t know.

However, yesterday, the street office in Shenzhen called me and said that the psychological test score I had tested was a bit high, so I asked me to pay attention and retest. Then, I added my WeChat and sent me the test report results.

I opened it and looked at it. The score was a bit high, exceeding the normal range of values, especially in depression and anxiety.

Well, when I was testing XDS, my colleagues were laughing at the questions in it, such as: "Do you think you are crazy? Do you have some unnecessary thoughts? Can you hear voices that others can't hear?"

Unexpectedly, this test is quite professional.

When I was testing at that time, I was indeed a little anxious inside, and depression was a bit a long time ago. As for whether the future will be eased, it will not be known until the future.

Although the values ​​of these problems are a little higher, there are some problems, which I am normal.

For example, you can unzip yourself through your own way.

And this is enough.

I have always saved myself psychologically.

Just like when I encounter something that I cannot control, I just regard it as God's will, and then accept it in my heart, then it will be clear and will not be blocked in my heart.

Huh, I used to be able to easily get motion sickness by taking a bus to write things, but this time, I was magically unsatisfied, and this article was almost finished.

If you insist on adding a reason to be at ease, then its reason is: thank your ancestors for your blessing!
Chapter completed!