The unknown of the future and the confusion of the present will make people feel exhausted when they are unable to move forward.

The more I don’t know where to go, the less I dare to walk. The more I dare to walk, the less I want to walk. In the end, my heart will not leave.

Don't be afraid to go in the wrong direction. When you are still walking, you can reach the end point you want to go. The road will be clear as you walk. Because all the avenues lead to Rome.

When the soul returns to the city where he was born, he will feel at ease and feel like he returns.

Shenzhen, my favorite city.

Dragging my luggage and returning home, my second sister came to open the door for me.

She is not easy...

Since my aunt accompanied my uncle to Zhanjiang for treatment, the burden of the family has fallen on her alone. She has to learn to take care of several acres of vegetable fields. She has to take care of her two naughty sons. This is a double blow to both physical and mental health.

In just over a dozen days, she was sunburned even darker than me, and she was no longer feminine at all.

However, she still talked to me with that stupid optimism. Yes, although she gave people a silly feeling, she was indeed my most optimistic sister.

When I got home, it happened to be the National Day holiday. So, I helped the vegetable field for a few days.

During those days, I felt how difficult it was for her to live.

I got up early and went to the vegetable field for a while, and then I had to go back to coax my youngest son before he woke up.

My eldest son is sometimes naughty and often doesn’t see anyone after school, so he has to go to find him again. However, he has a lot of life and is too busy to work.

While working, the youngest son kept making noise around him, and he never looked quiet.

Work includes carrying water, hoeing the ground, growing vegetables, cutting vegetables, pulling weeds, etc. Some of them are light, but some are heavy, and she can endure it even if she is hard to do.

The few acres of vegetable fields were really a fatal rhythm, but she survived it so hard.

She really wanted to go to Zhanjiang to take care of my uncle, but she couldn't do anything about it. The vegetable field cannot be managed without anyone, and her son could not control her. She could only helplessly insist on the path she had never thought she would go - growing vegetables.

She didn't know anything about pesticides, so she asked the aunt in the vegetable field next door, that she just wanted to learn how to grow vegetables anyway.

In more than ten days, she became a strong woman on the vegetable field. She could do some jobs that even men could not do.

After feeling her mental journey, I said to her in confusion: "I don't know what job I'm suitable for now, but I will look for it."

She believes that college students like me should find some jobs to work on computers, such as being clerks.

However, with my personality, I don’t like those jobs that sit in multiple offices, which is too boring.

I said that I would start with a certain job and slowly accumulate experience.

She encouraged me with approval: "Well! Yes! Come on! Don't be afraid of being rejected when interviewing! If this one doesn't work, go to that one. Anyway, you have to be as tenacious as Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten!"

After listening to her encouragement, I gave myself courage.

After the National Day holiday, I embarked on the road to finding a job with fear.

In order to make it more convenient to go home from work and get off work in the future, I set my sights on nearby companies and factories.

While walking and thinking, what job is suitable for me?

Looking back on my experience of working in summer vacation, ordinary workers should be fine.

As I thought about it, I walked to the gate of an industrial park. The industrial park was divided into two halves, with a large company on the left and a number of small companies on the right.

At that time, there was someone recruiting at the company door on the left. However, there were only recruitment revelations posted at the company door on the right.

I went to see the recruitment inspiration and felt it was just so good. Because this was the first time I went out to find a job in my life. Unlike the company's recruitment in my university, I still lacked experience and didn't know what kind of company is suitable for me.

I turned around and looked at the company door on the left, huh? Among the recruiting staff, there was a woman looking at me.

So my heart encouraged me to take a look and leave if it was not suitable.

The feeling was so wonderful at that time, and the faint freshness pleasanted my sleeping heart.

Before I could speak, the woman asked me if I was looking for a job first. I nodded a little timidly.

She showed me the recruitment content and answered my questions.

The prerequisite for me to find a job was feeling. I had to have feelings so that I could have the motivation to work. The second was wages. The family environment at that time was different from the past and needed money. Therefore, if the salary was too low, I would not have the motivation to work. If my family environment was the same as in the happy days before, I would have the low salary, and I would do it as long as I had a feeling. However, God seemed to be trying to test me and let me grow in a difficult environment.

After reading the recruitment content, my salary is more than 3,000 yuan, my benefits are OK, and I can also contact CNC (under the premise of someone training). Think about it, you can consider it.

I just thought about it and my body had already answered for me to agree to join the company.

Or, there is a feeling called destiny.

I hurriedly completed all the procedures and signed the contract. I could report to you the next morning.

Unexpectedly, it was so easy for me to find a job for the first time, and I had to compare shopping for things, but I fell in love with you in a confused way at first sight. Huh, it would be better, I would have been working for a while before I could find out if it was good or not.

I fell asleep with gratitude but a little fear of the future.

The next morning, I got up early and walked three kilometers to my first day's shift.

When I went into the company, I found that there were so many people who joined the company with me that day, and there were dozens of people.

Afterwards, listen to the person in charge reading the matters that the company must abide by.

I listened very seriously. This job has been my first time!

Well, the personnel began to be assigned to various positions in need.

I and two other people were taken to the milling machine processing team that made one.

First, meet the supervisor.

Then, the supervisor called a man about 25 years old to choose someone and take him away.

The man looked at me carefully, his eyes stayed on me twice, and then he decided to choose me.

Yes, he is the squad leader of my group, his surname is Zhu, so call him squad leader Zhu.

After he took me away, he briefly introduced me to the working environment around him and also learned about me.

He asked me if I had ever turned on a machine tool, and I said no. He also said something I felt at ease, and he said it was okay, learn slowly, just be careful.

Afterwards, he called a handsome guy who might also be 25 years old. Then he asked him to take me and said that he was my boss.

Yes, this handsome guy was the leader of the group I was in at that time - Brother Xia.

When he saw me, he also asked me about some of the situation very friendly, as a basic understanding.

Squad Leader Zhu said to him speechlessly: "At least you should introduce yourself first."

He just smiled. Huhu, actually, my name was only seen on the management card of a machine tool after working for a week.

Afterwards, Brother Xia took me to a boy who looked a bit non-mainstream and asked him to teach me how to turn on the machine.

That boy was cool and smiled, and he taught me to turn on the machine as if he had a grudge against others.

In fact, they are all pretending. His name is **. When he becomes familiar with me in the future, he will become another person.

When I turned on the machine, a big boy with glasses came over to see me. I smiled at him and he smiled at me. We had something to talk about.

His name is Cady, and his name is a bit like an English name. He was the first person I met there who would help me. At that time, he was really nice to me and everything was covering me.

He asked me if I was introduced by someone else or if I found a job by myself. I said it was the latter and asked him curiously: "There are so many people coming in with me. Are so many people coming in here every day?"

He expressed his affirmation and also told me an exaggerated and acceptable fact that there were more people walking here every day than people coming in.

Ah?!I was shocked!

This is the beginning of my first day at work there.

Really, I was still confused, but as I walked, I entered a new world.

It turns out that the road needs to be clear.

Can that company allow me to practice well?
Chapter completed!