Chapter 329
Generally speaking, when people have feelings, they will have a lot of content to express. Whether that feeling brings happiness or unhappy, a happy feeling can bring more beautiful positive energy, while an unhappy feeling can easily bring more negative energy. At least, it can bring inner words.
But, what if I don't feel it?
In other words, when a person feels very plain, it cannot be said to be happy or unhappy. Anyway, it feels very ordinary, what will happen to your heart?
Well, it will be very calm, as if there is no turmoil in my heart, just a feeling of no emotion.
Just like I used to ride 18 kilometers on a bicycle in Cambodia, the road was flat and it felt pretty good and easy when I first started riding. But if I rode for a longer time, it would feel boring. It was so tiring. It seemed like it would take a long time to ride to the finish line.
When I am in Shenzhen for the same 18 kilometers, I will ride very much, because the road surface has many ups and downs, and I will feel different soon. Although it is tiring to go uphill, it will be very comfortable to go uphill and downhill. I feel those different feelings back and forth, and 18 kilometers is not far away in my heart.
Then, when you come back to your heart, the feeling of feeling is a kind of fatigue. No feeling is a terrible thing for a mortal like me.
I like the feeling of happiness. If not, even if I feel sad, I can comfort myself and slowly turn it into positive energy.
But if I don't feel it, how can I convert it?
Well, it needs to create feelings.
In the past, I thought that when people are happy, good inspiration is nothing, but when people are unhappy, it is great to be able to turn unhappy into inspiration!
But now I think that having feelings and inspiration is nothing, but not feeling but being able to create feelings to generate inspiration is truly amazing!
If you live every day at three points or two points, and nothing special happens and repeats it constantly, how can you find the feeling?
What should I do if I don’t want to do anything, I feel boring to do anything, and I can’t even find the feeling of singing that I want to listen to?
Could it be that you will silently let your beautiful years sink into that feelingless rhythm?
Well, I don't want that...
So, many times I need to work hard to find a little difference in the repetition day after day, and then magnify the little difference, so as to create a special feeling to drive my brain.
For example, when I was walking on the road to work, a girl who looked pretty ordinary came towards me. After she looked at me, she subconsciously tickled her hair, and seemed a little shy. In fact, this may be a very normal action, and it has nothing to do with me at all. However, I will make this normal life less normal. I will think that girl may be thinking, wow! That handsome guy is looking at me! It seems that I am still quite charming. This will increase her confidence in her inner less obvious inferiority. When I think so, I will also be happy inside: seeing more passers-by on the street may bring some light to them. Because sometimes attention can bring light to people, as long as it is not too much.
Well, I think too much about it, but it is also a kind of creation, but it is not professional enough.
But at least, there are effects.
It is very likely that I will change my state of mind because of that idea and create new inspiration.
This article is also related to that idea. First, I have that state of mind, and then I feel like writing this article.
But in the final analysis, in fact, there is nothing good or bad about it.
Whether you have feelings or don’t have feelings to create feelings, they are all an experience in life. It doesn’t matter whether it is good or not, it depends on how you view and feel.
I am a sentimentist, so I am a person who prefers feeling.
Naturally, you will work hard to make your life feel.
After all, for me, having feelings is considered alive.
Chapter completed!