Today when I looked in the mirror, I found that I was ugly in the mirror...

Because of being lazy and not energetic, you look very depressed, very old and ugly...

I also know that I am not suitable for being lazy, but people generally have a bad habit - they know that they should not do this, but they still do this.

Well, so changing yourself is challenging in itself.

During the Spring Festival holiday, I didn’t do anything I wanted to do, most of which were things that I had to do during the New Year. Therefore, during the holiday, I was completely out of energy.

The only thing I think is that it has a beginning and end is that I finished reading a novel, well, it was found on a short video called "A Self-Report of a Mental Patient".

At that time, I was attracted by the commentary in the short video, so I went to search and read it. I heard that many readers' spiritual world became messy after reading it.

Well, the more I am, the more curious I am.

Well, after reading the first three chapters, I felt like I was taken into a different world, with a very novel angle, and I couldn't help but look down. It was really good, and I was attracted.

That feeling is like it is true. Perhaps, the world seen in the eyes of mentally ill people is really different from what we ordinary people see.

However, after I finished reading Chapter 16, the plot of the novel changed. If it was well written, it would feel like a good extension.

However, from Chapter 18, I gradually became a little bored and even felt that many words were unnecessary. I had the illusion of forcing the plot, which was a little embarrassed to watch. I watched it later so much that I wanted to doze off and even jumped to the last chapter to watch it. But I was afraid that this was my wrong assessment and would lead to missing some important plots, so I bit the bullet and try my best to watch it.

It was not until I saw the countdown to the last chapter that I found the feeling of the beginning, but the novel was almost over.

So, I was not excited.

I originally thought that after reading that novel, I would be very savored, but it was all erased by the content after Chapter 16.

However, overall, that novel has its advantages.

For example, I gave everyone a question worth thinking about: a few mentally ill people are just different from most of us normal people. The minority obeys the majority, so they are mentally ill people. But if the truth of the world is really as mentally ill people see, then will most of our so-called normal people be truly mentally ill?

At least, that novel is complete, and from this point of view alone, it is already great. After all, there are so many novels with no end to the beginning and end...

Then, I looked back at the things I wrote myself, as if the content in my study time was a little better, and the contents afterwards were mostly dull. Such things are actually difficult to attract readers.

But, I don't mind.

Because my story is going on, and I believe in myself. One day, readers will read the things I wrote if they want to know me, rather than just reading novels.

The road is long and arduous, it doesn’t matter, step by step.

Well, after writing this article, I know that the world will not change anything because of me writing this article, but my world will undergo subtle changes because of me writing this article. For example, if I look in the mirror now, I will feel that I have become handsome again!

To change yourself, you have to be yourself.

Don’t pay too much attention to the outside world, you should spend more time paying attention to your inner world.

Only when the heart flower is nutritious can it bloom.
Chapter completed!