Like always continues, but I don’t know when I understand love and stop walking towards the world of flowers.

Yes, during practice, I will also fall into the dream of "like" of "I like". Moreover, it is a bit awkward to dream.

There is a feeling that "thinking too much" is to fend for one's own life. And "thinking too much" is also a feeling that seems true or false.

It is normal for the girls I liked in the past to like, but it is a bit abnormal for the girls I liked during the practice period.

Why is it abnormal? Well... I haven't said a word from beginning to end. Another thing is that she should be considered a woman. She is married and is also a character who is already a mother. So, she likes it so awkwardly!

She is the woman who works opposite my job. Actually, she is not very beautiful. However, for the workshop where I am, she is relatively young and looks more pleasing to the eye.

I like her not all because of her appearance. And, I feel it.

Usually when I turn on the machine, Yu Guang would secretly look at her. Sometimes, Yu Guang would give me an illusion that she would look at me too.

It's an illusion, but occasionally it's true. Sometimes, she does look at me. But when our eyes collide, I will immediately shyly withdraw my eyes and continue working with random thoughts.

Originally, I thought that I liked to see her just because of the freshness. However, every time she walked past me, my inner feelings would be awakened by her! What a magical look!

When I first started paying attention to her, I didn’t know that she was already a married mother-level figure. Because, she looked about the same age as me.

Later, Rui solved many questions for me.

Rui is a person who likes to communicate. Through his personal resources, he learned that she is from Guangxi. He also knew that she is married and has children. Her mother-in-law and her husband's elder brother are also working in our workshop.

Once, a new employee came, a middle-aged man. Brother Xia asked me to teach him how to turn on the machine tool.

When I was teaching him to turn on the machine, I would also chat with him and get to know him. He is from Guangxi. But what I didn't expect was...

He didn't learn very well, and I was so afraid that he would make a mistake, so I kept staring at him and helped him correct it. After teaching for a long time, I was a little impatient. I wanted to get angry at the rhythm...

But for some reason, she often looked at me that day, which made me think randomly: Although I am very handsome, you can't look at me like this.

Until she got off work, she suddenly walked towards me.

I felt a little embarrassed to make my heart beat faster. Why did she come over?

When she called the middle-aged man "Dad", Nani?!

I was shocked in an instant! He turned out to be her father?!

No wonder she often looks to me. Also, it’s too wrong! I should talk to him more, so I might know her a little more.

Various ideas are like a fly constantly clamoring me in my ear.

I thought I could still get to know her when I was at work. Unexpectedly, as soon as I got to work, he asked to be transferred to another department.

That annoying coincidence is so annoying!

Why did she have an impact on me? I really don't know...

I didn't sleep at noon, so I would be more likely to doze off when I was at work in the afternoon.

However, when I was sleepy, I looked at her. If I found out that she had also looked at me, then... I immediately became more energetic! Zhou Gong and other things disappeared!

In practice, she, perhaps the beauty given to me by God, brought me endless motivation.

Unfortunately, you can only see from afar and not play with it!

God arranged it really, really, really good!

What is the purpose of cultivators practicing? For growth!

And why is it growing up? For life!

And what is his purpose for life? For the dream!

Yes, dream! However, at that time, I didn’t even know what my dream was.

I had too many dreams when I was a child, and I didn’t have any serious taste. To put it bluntly, it can only be regarded as a whim wish.

Without direction and yearning, how can life have hope? How can there be motivation for cultivation?

In order to explore my heart, I often talk to myself and often keep quiet alone.

What exactly is my dream? What kind of dream is what I want?

I thought about a lot of things I like and hope for... but none of them are the ones that suit me the most.

One day at noon, because of the good inspiration, I quickly wrote a song. I was in a very, very happy mood at that time! At that time, I seemed to see the shadow of my dream.

Looking back at the road of my growth, I have never thrown away anything I have never thrown away? It seems that only skills and art are there. No matter what stage of growth, it will accompany me.

So, yes, combined with all the little dreams from childhood to that time, a new big dream was created! My real dream! It is... a secret.

After that, everything I did was centered around my dreams. This led to my motto: Nothing is in vain.

Yes, I believe that everything I do can be transformed into the nutrients of my dream flowers. Despite encountering storms or being trampled on...

For my dreams, I only see dreams. For my dreams, I always spend more time improving my art. For my dreams, I don’t even miss my time at work. For my dreams, I don’t care if my body is exhausted.

But that is wrong! It is extremely stupid and irresponsible to pursue dreams too much and give up other normal necessities! Later, I missed an opportunity to improve my technology and began to understand...

After working for two months, Brother Xia talked to me: "Jinlong, you have been working here for two months. Have you learned anything?"

I answered a little self-righteously: "I learned to turn on the machine."

Brother Xia said to me earnestly: "Online machines can be done by ordinary employees. You should learn how to program from technicians. Learning a technique well will be beneficial to you."

I nodded awkwardly.

Brother Xia hopes that I can stay and learn programming for an hour every night after get off work.

If I had no field of art, maybe I would be willing to learn to program for an hour every night after get off work. Unfortunately, I love art more than technology.

When I first decided to learn programming, I could still stay and learn programming every night. But after a few days, I couldn't hold on. Because this would greatly reduce my time to improve my art, and sometimes I had good inspiration, but I was interrupted by learning programming. Therefore, my learning technology was just "fishing for two days and drying the net for three days".

If this continues, a new employee, Wei Wei, is a young boy who went to college to intern, and mechanical and electrical happens to be his major.

He also learned programming later. However, he studied hard. Every night after get off work, he would stay for two hours to learn programming. Moreover, he kept sticking to it.

As a result, I learned earlier than him, but not as good as him. So he was soon promoted to technician. And I stood there in a daze.

I began to reflect on whether my time allocation was inconsistent?

Later, although I realized that I was indeed too artistic, I did not change it. Because I still hoped to focus on art and supplement it, let art stand first and then make technology come true. I planned this naively, but I didn't know that I would disrupt my plans in the future and leave it. So I didn't learn technology, leaving a regret. Until now, I changed the so-called plan...

Although he was artistic at the beginning, he was very happy!

The louder the noise in the workshop, the happier I am! Because I can sing.

I am very happy to have the machine tool turn on! Because I can dance.

I am also very happy if I don’t have a nap! Because I can write songs.

For me at that time, art was elevated by my side almost all the time.

Other practitioners only focus on the cultivation of work, while I only focus on the cultivation of my own art. Therefore, I always feel that I am different and I am the special me!

Maybe people are really attractive! There have been many new employees, but they have left after only two days. Although there are very few people left, they can all be very close to each other.

There is an 18-year-old new employee named Peng. He is a fat man with a voice like Xiong Er. He is a cute child. He is the first person there to call me "Longlong". I like this cuteness, I really like it!

** At that time, I had already had a lot of chatting with me. He changed his cold expression at the beginning and said to me in a slutty way: "Slutty, come and have a dance to see."

Then, I twisted my butt a few times. He smiled like a fool...

And Wei likes to say the words "Nani?" very much. And my "Nani?" is infected by him. Huhu...

Although they are not a necessary factor for me to practice, they have brought me a lot of happiness and made me feel a little happy in my cultivation.

Dreams can actually come with many beautiful people and things.

But I didn't understand at that time.
Chapter completed!