Chapter 9
Now I am looking at the rain, and I am thinking about the rain when I was a child.
When I was a child, I was fantasizing about me who was watching the rain now.
In a very subtle moment, we have something in common. What’s not to understand is that when I was a child, I didn’t fantasize about what I am now, and now I don’t mean to go back to the past. We are no longer the same.
When I was a child, I felt happy and happy. I hoped to grow up soon and feel more happiness and joy. However, he didn't know that there were gains and losses. When he got new happiness, he gradually forgot the happiness he had at the beginning. He could not have both fish and bear's paws.
I am not unhappy now, but my brain that feels happy and happy is a little short-circuited or a little numb. Fortunately, I still know that the present is the best! Because I can grasp it. The past can no longer go back and the future has not come yet, it is nothingness. If you always live in the past or the future and forget the present, I think no matter how good the happiness is, it is just pain.
Many people always feel that the past is better than the present, so they hate the present and indulge in the past. In fact, this is also the weakness of human nature. What cannot be possessed is the best. Most people like to think like this. Even if they have never thought about it, their behavior has already betrayed them.
When I have time, freedom, and love, I think I will always have it but don’t know how to cherish it. It is not until I lose it that I ask if there is any medicine for regret in the world.
If you look at the past and the present from a different perspective, maybe it will be different.
For example, in the past study era, there was indeed no pressure in life. However, the pressure of academic studies was no less than the pressure of work. Moreover, students had to read early every day and had no laziness to sleep. The degree of freedom was not very high, and it was even more difficult to get an economic income. In the current era of work, although there was pressure in life, this was what they should bear. Parents had so much pressure for themselves, could they not bear the pressure for their parents? This was the return of love. Moreover, there were salarymen who had their own economic income and could support their parents. Even buying gifts for the people they loved could buy peace of mind, because that was the money they earned with hard work...
There are many, in other words, the past has the beauty of the past, and the present has the beauty of the present. We should not compare the beauty of the past with the unhappiness of the present. You should know that there are also unhappiness of the past, so why not compare the beauty of the present with the unhappiness of the past? What's more, the past cannot be returned to, but the present is in your hands. So, think about the beauty of the present more, and perhaps life will be better!
Happiness and happiness will transition. When I was a child, I was a happy and happy person who was spoiled, so now I am a happy and happy person who loves. The happiness and happiness at each stage are unique, just like when I get old, I will have another taste of happiness and happiness. Because the environment is different, the mood will be different.
I still liked my life at that time because I had a small world that truly belonged to me. That small world is no longer easily destroyed like in the past, because I can protect it well.
The small world supports my spiritual world, and the spiritual world leads my destiny. Of course, the real material world is also indispensable.
The material world is the foundation, and the spiritual world is the extension. The unity of the two is the real world of oneself.
When I was a child, I also wished that I would never regret the present in the future.
One morning after I woke up, I remember that I had long hair in my dream.
After that, I set off to work early. Sure enough, I got up early to go to work and the possibility of meeting her was really high.
To my surprise, she released the long hair she usually tied up. This was the second time I saw her put down her long hair. For some reason, as soon as I saw her long hair, my mind immediately showed the long hair picture in my dream. That feeling was so special!
Because I am a semi-supervised person, I checked Zhou Gong’s dream interpretation. It turned out that there were many explanations. Some said that dreaming of their long hair means that there will be many worries; some said that men dreaming of their long hair means that their long hair means that their family is harmonious and carefree; some said that single people dream of long hair, and the unrequited love partner is likely to become a reality, etc.
After reading it, I said I was very happy because I chose to believe in a good explanation.
So, what? Well, use one day to verify it.
After I went to work, I continued to work hard. Because I accidentally missed work for a long time a few days ago, the leader of the beast lost his trust in me. Therefore, in order to regain his trust in me, I had to make continuous breakthroughs and increase the output. In the past few days, my output has gone from more than 4,000 a day to more than 6,000 a day to more than 7,000 a day to more than 9,000 a day to that day. I believe I can! Although I have always felt exhausted and harassing me...
During the desperate process, the wild beast team leader brought some scraps to me and showed them, saying that it was caused by me. I was speechless and prepared to accept his abuse, and I also thought that the dream was a bad dream. However, he did not scold me, and he still asked me to pay attention to it calmly in the future.
In this way, I realized the new problem and corrected it in my mistakes without any harm. This was really abruptly!
After that, the pace of work was always very good. Finally, I broke through my own speed again and successfully completed the output of more than 9,000 yuan a day! Therefore, the leader of the beast also gave me a night off. OK! Trust, finally came back!
And when I was having dinner in the cafeteria, I could still see her, and I felt more and more attractive.
She and I were like two magnets, just like the opposite sex, and they were getting closer and closer. In the workshop, I always secretly peeked at her through a window between us. When I saw her, I felt so happy. I didn’t have this before, but I really couldn’t understand why I was so abnormal. However, it was a bit like the feeling of love in my previous study days...
Leaving the company that evening, I chose to take a shortcut to return to the small world.
The shortcut is a dirt road. If it doesn’t rain normally, it is a good road. But if it rains, it may turn into a very bad road. However, it rained all day that day, but I still walked the road. It can be said that it is a small adventure.
As a result, the road was really bad! It was so muddy! I told myself that if I could ride over it, it would prove that I did not go the wrong way.
Reality is reality, I can’t ride it at all! Perhaps, not to mention riding, I almost couldn’t even walk. Of course, I can’t say that I can’t walk it, it just costs a price - the shoes are covered with mud!
So, I paid a heavy price! My soles were covered with mud, and what made me most uncomfortable was that the "Shining" tires were also covered with mud! Very dirty ones!
If "Shanlie" is stuck in so much mud, you can't enter the small world.
So I could only ride "Shanlie" back to my vegetable field. There is a water nest in the vegetable field, so I can wash the car.
It was raining lightly at that time, and my aunt and my second sister went home for dinner. I passed by the doorstep and didn't go in. The reason was that I wanted to be quiet.
At the moment when "Shanlie" was covered in mud, I thought, have I really taken the wrong path?
When I was helping "Shanlie" take a shower, I used my hands to remove the yellow mud on its body bit by bit, without regret or complaining.
I still feel that I did not take the wrong path. Yes, although I took the muddy road and made "Shanlie" dirty, it is precisely because of this that I once again thought about the path under my feet. So, I did not take the wrong path.
If I chose a clean road when I returned to the small world, then I would still enter a framework like usual without much thought.
Isn’t it great to do this in the end? After cleaning the “Shanlie”, it was updated than before! I also became more determined in my own path! There are many new feelings coming! I have grown up again!
That muddy road can be compared to the difficulties encountered on the road of life. Yes, enduring difficulties will be accompanied by pain, but as long as you persist in solving them bit by bit, it will be a new realm!
Huh, it seems that dream is a good dream!
In fact, dreams are just dreams, and whether they are good or not is up to one's own heart.
It's like, it's raining, but I think it's also sunny.
So, for me, it is sunny. (To be continued)
Chapter completed!