Chapter 384
Yu Jinwen suddenly remembered that three years ago on the highway, he learned the news about the Zhuo family's accident and hurried from the branch to Beicheng.
However, halfway through, I received a breakup call from Zhuo Xuan——
She cried and said: "Brother Jin, I'm sorry. Although I love you very much, in order to save the Zhuo family, I can't be with you anymore. Please ask Aunt Yu to let us go. Let's break up."
Before he could speak, Zhuo Xuan hung up the phone, called again, and then turned off the phone.
In fact, he wanted to tell her that even if they wanted to break up, they had to speak clearly face to face to show respect for each other.
At that moment, his mother's strength and his girlfriend's abandonment made Yu Jinwen's mood extremely bad. When he reached a fork in the road, he didn't slow down, and a truck also didn't slow down and hit him straight--
boom!
In a daze and chaos, he saw himself when he was a child.
My parents quarreled endlessly, my father slammed the door and left, and my mother was so angry that she was shaking all over and broke everything in the house. There was a loud crackling noise outside, like setting off firecrackers during the New Year.
If this is the New Year, then their family celebrates the New Year every day.
When it comes to family education, his father has no say. His mother is very strict with him. I don’t know if it’s out of anger. Every time after a quarrel with his father, his mother will come to check his homework.
If you make a mistake in a word or a question, you will be severely punished.
After being beaten, his mother threw the cane aside, held his shoulders, and ordered him in an extremely stern tone to get ahead.
"I must risk my life to become the best one in the Yu family, and get back all the face I lost with your father! Do you hear me! My, Yu Fengjiao's son, must be a dragon among men!"
As a child, Yu Jinwen longed for his father's love and feared his mother's love;
When Yu Jinwen grew up, he no longer knew what love was. If no one loved him, he would not love others.
The only woman who loved him abandoned him for the sake of her family.
In the end, he is still the one who can be discarded at will.
In fact, death is not such a difficult thing.
He was seriously injured and had to be rescued three times. More than ten critical illness notices were issued until Dr. Grace arrived and everything took a turn for the better.
His body came to life, but his heart did not.
In fact, he was lying on the bed unconsciously, unable to take care of himself like a living dead. He really felt that it would be better to die happily, why should he live an ignoble existence with such a broken body?
But his family refused, and neither did his caregiver.
After he became incontinent again, he was shy to see people and begged the caregiver with red eyes, "Please let me die with euthanasia. I will be free, and you can be free too."
The caregiver named Lu Nansong answered him this way, "Do you think death is a kind of relief? No, death is just an escape, because everyone knows that living is the most difficult thing."
Not only did she reason with him, she also started reading books to him.
Tagore's "Birds", Yu Hua's "To Live", Lu Yao's "Life", "The Ordinary World", and even Tang poetry and Song lyrics she refused to let go. What she wanted to read every day depended on her mood.
Her voice is clear and melodious, not a broadcasting tone, but very emotional. She talks eloquently when reading novels, and can always express her emotions when reading poetry collections. She only occasionally hums... It's hard to listen to her hoarse voice.
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I wonder if the experiences of the characters in the book gave him some strength. In such dark years, he actually saw a glimmer of dawn.
Such difficult days passed without realizing it.
When his mother forced him to get married, he married her because he liked her and was grateful; but he thought she married him out of sympathy and money.
It was just a marriage in name only, and he didn't take it seriously, but he didn't know that the woman he had neglected for three years had to put in a lot of effort to rescue him inch by inch from the bottom of the cliff.
The scene in front of me felt so familiar, as if yesterday had reappeared and time had started over again.
Suddenly, the lights in the operating room finally went out.
When Shen Yan was pushed out, Lin Lu rushed forward immediately. Fu Yu also helped push Shen Yan into the ward. Yu Jinwen sat on the bench and did not move, watching Nan Song dragging his tired steps out as the last one.
His expression moved, and just as he was about to stand up and step forward, a figure flashed past his eyes, bypassed the crowd, and accurately supported Nan Song.
The gentle man, also wearing a white coat, half-hugged Nan Song in his arms and helped her to the lounge.
Yu Jinwen didn't know when he stood up, but he just stayed there, staring at her back silently.
That man was her fourth brother, she knew, and he was also a doctor.
Chapter completed!