Chapter 274 The longing for living together

I didn't sleep well at night and got up late the next day.

When Yan Xin woke up, it was already past ten in the morning.

The first thing I do when I open my eyes is to take the charging phone from the bedside.

Although some experts have always said that you should not put your mobile phone on the bedside to charge, Yan Xin has always done this whether in his previous life or in this life.

The feeling of happiness when you can easily grab a fully charged mobile phone after waking up is enough to make people ignore its insecurity.

When I turned on my phone, I saw a lot of QQ messages.

When I clicked in, I discovered that it was a message from several people.

There was a message from Chen Li, telling Yan Xin that he and Liang Wei had arrived at a tourist attraction in the province and were planning to spend a day there and set off to the next attraction tomorrow morning.

She also shared with him her experience of this self-driving trip. She left the shackles of the concrete forest and saw scenery everywhere she looked. It felt particularly wonderful. She suggested that Yan Xin also go on a trip in the future.

There were also several messages from Ellie, asking him if he was awake, asking if he had breakfast, and asking him what he wanted to eat for lunch.

He also replied, saying that he didn't sleep well last night and just woke up now.

I also saw a message, sent by Feng Xi.

This made him feel a little strange.

Now he and Feng Xi are in contact every day, but they only chat a few words about the online store.

The main reason is that Feng Xi is already in her third year of high school and her studies are very heavy. She wants to improve her academic performance and strive to get into a good university.

As a result, there is not much time left for them to chat.

Usually we just chat a few words in the evening.

We had a few chats last night, all about the online store.

But today I received a message from Feng Xi during the day, which was a bit abnormal.

I looked at the time again and saw it was sent at about seven o'clock.

I sent a QQ message very early in the morning, but nothing seemed right no matter what I thought.

What was sent was a relatively long message:

"Yan Xin, let me tell you something. I had a strange dream last night. I dreamed that I was having a wedding banquet in a hotel. I was eating, and then someone told me that this was a wedding banquet set by you. You and a

The woman got married. I went to ask you what was going on, but as soon as you saw me, you took a woman and ran away. In the dream, I chased you for a long time and asked you why you wanted to marry that woman, but you just ran away.

, you didn’t answer me for any reason. Tell me, what does this dream mean?”

After reading this piece of news, Yan Xin was confused for a long time.

After having that kind of relationship with Ellie yesterday, Feng Xi had such a dream that night.

Is this telepathy?

I have already made a decision not to get entangled in emotional matters in the future, and to live honestly with Ellie for the rest of my life.

Things in the previous life are sealed in the previous life.

But after seeing this piece of news, this determination was shaken again.

Holding the phone and closing his eyes, Feng Xi appeared in his mind again.

All the confusion finally turned into a long sigh.

I thought to myself: "This is just a dream."

Then I thought: "I have been reborn, but Feng Xi has not been reborn. I don't have that kind of relationship with her in this life. We are just partners. We will not go on the road of blind date and marriage like we did in the previous life. Our lives will be different."

The trajectory has become different. She will meet the person she likes in the future and live a happy life. With her current conditions, no matter who she is with, she will definitely be happier than she was with me in her previous life.

"More, I have nothing to worry about."

But the more I think about it, the more confused I become.

He suddenly discovered a problem - he had no way to accept Feng Xi marrying someone else.

He sincerely hopes that Feng Xi can live a happy life, but he really can't accept Feng Xi living with another man.

It's sad to think about this.

That was the person who had been his wife for several years in his previous life.

People are selfish and have double standards.

Even though he has made a decision to be with Ellie for the rest of his life, he still doesn't want to see something like that happen.

The phone is still in my hand, but I don't know how to respond.

I want to tell Feng Xi that I already have a girlfriend.

Even if Feng Xi already has feelings for him due to cooperation in this life, explaining this matter in time can allow her to cut off those feelings and pursue her true happiness instead.

However, facing the nine-square grid mobile phone keyboard, I still couldn’t type this line.

After hesitating for a long time, he replied: "The things in the dream are not real, and there is nothing to say. You may be too tired from studying during this period and did not have a good rest, so you have those messy dreams."

After sending this message, I told myself: "She has to rush for the college entrance examination now. There is no need to disturb her mood at this time. Let's talk about anything after she is admitted to college."

With such a psychological suggestion, he immediately found a reasonable reason for hiding his relationship with Ellie.

Then he thought: "She and I are just business partners. There is no need to report emotional matters to her, so this is not called concealment."

Thinking about it this way, I no longer feel so deeply guilty.

After getting up, I was still sighing in my heart. I don't know how those men who have different lives live. He only has two people now, and one of them is his wife in his previous life. He is so entangled in whether he wants it or not. The kind of person who has everything at the same time.

What is the mentality of several women?

Don't you get a headache when dealing with several women? Don't you feel any guilt at all?

Having several women seems to be a very happy thing, but the current law is monogamy, which is destined to give results to only one person at most, and the rest will be let down.

Making a choice here is an extremely difficult thing in itself.

It was because of his hesitation that he kept controlling himself and trying not to get involved in love.

He was afraid that he would not be able to get out if he sank in.

But I didn't expect that after being so cautious, something like this would eventually happen.

Suddenly I remembered Chen Li.

At the beginning, he advised Chen Li to have a serious relationship with someone if he had the conditions, and not to ask for a three-hundred-year-old fast food.

Chen Li told him that falling in love was too troublesome and he was more willing to take risks and enjoy fast food like that.

Including Liang Wei, it is just physical needs, not emotional communication.

I just feel that falling in love is too troublesome and is not as pure as material exchange.

At that time, he thought Chen Li's ideas were fallacies, but now he actually agreed with Chen Li's point of view.

If the woman he had sex with yesterday was a woman with whom he had no emotional connection and was only here for his money, then he wouldn't have any entanglements and would just give her money and be done with it.

Or maybe it's just for physical pleasure, and he won't have any entanglements.

The problem now is that the person he is having a relationship with is someone he likes and someone he is unwilling to let down. They are not here for a one-night stand, but want to be with him for a lifetime.

He couldn't be that free and easy.

"It's still too impulsive..." Yan Xin blamed himself.

Thinking of Chen Li again: "I don't know what kind of state he is in when he is with Liang Wei now. Have he been emotionally involved? Can he maintain the free and easy state before? What if he falls into that relationship?

If you go and get married to Liang Wei, will you blame me in the future?"

When Chen Li moved here, he had already made up his mind to stop interacting with Liang Wei. Later, when they got together again, Yan Xin also played a role in this.

If you really want to sink in and feel unhappy in the end, you might really complain that Yan Xin was a little nosy.

Re-reading the QQ message Chen Li sent him, I can see that this guy is very happy now. I don't know whether he is happy about the self-driving trip or the self-driving trip with Liang Wei.

After replying a few messages and struggling for a while, I woke up completely. Then I got up, got dressed, and washed myself. It was past eleven o'clock.

I was a little hungry, so I found a piece of bread and gnawed it down to fill my stomach - I was going to eat later, so there was no need to eat too much now.

Then I surfed the Internet on my mobile phone and browsed my own website. The most important thing was to pay attention to the voting status of the Hanfu goddess.

Last week, the website's performance in recharging Starlight Coins was significantly improved compared to last week. In the voting for goddess votes, RMB players accounted for an increasing proportion.

Those at the bottom of the voting list have basically given up their struggle, and some have not even seen an increase in their votes for several days.

For those who have a chance to enter the top ten, the competition is quite fierce.

If there is a chance to enter the top three, the competition will become more intense.

At this time, it is no longer the offline groups of friends and relatives that can influence the outcome of the battle. The players with the highest number of votes are all players supported by many netizens.

——It’s just a talent show held by a mobile website. Even if you get the first place, there is not much profit at all. It is not worth using offline means to boost your votes, because you need to spend money to get the first place.

The money far exceeds the benefits that can be gained from winning first place. No one would be so stupid as to engage in such a loss-making business.
To be continued...