Chapter 9 The scumbag dad with stick education (9)

Zhang Yuanxiao slapped his chest with his fist, "Qin Song, I feel so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable."

He covered his face with his hands and his shoulders shook.

If he hadn't loved his son, he wouldn't have raised his son by pooping and peeing when he was a baby. When his son cried, Zhang Yuanxiao coaxed him. When he was hungry, Zhang Yuanxiao prepared milk powder to feed him. When his son peed, Zhang Yuanxiao washed it himself.

Shit, change the diaper.

If he hadn't loved his son, he wouldn't have thought about contracting the orchard, working from dawn to dusk, thinking about making some achievements, earning more money, and taking his son out of the isolated countryside.

If he didn't love his son, he wouldn't rather eat with pickles every time, but would rather give his son an omelette every morning and prepare meat and vegetables for every meal. He would send his son meals to school every noon, rain or shine.

If he didn't love his son, he wouldn't have done all the housework at home, and would be reluctant to let his son do any hard work.

However, Zhang Yuanxiao's way of loving his son was wrong after all.

When he closed his eyes, Zhang Yuanxiao always saw the figure of the young man lying down with blood on his head.

The original owner didn't see clearly what Zhang Zihao asked before he died, but Zhang Yuanxiao did.

Zhang Zihao is asking: Dad, have you ever loved me?

How sad it must be that for more than ten years, the father and his son have not been able to figure out whether his father loves him or not. This is so ridiculous.

It is undoubtedly a failure and sadness for my father to treat him like this.

The original owner's emotions suddenly surged into his heart, Zhang Yuanxiao's eyes turned red and his throat became choked.

In his previous life, it was precisely because of Zhang Yuanxiao's stick education that he only looked at things he believed in, never listened to Zhang Zihao's explanations, and did not understand Zhang Zihao. As a result, Zhang Zihao looked at him with increasingly strange eyes, so that later, even if Zhang Zihao

He had done a good deed and was unwilling to explain. In the end, he took the initiative to die with a vengeance.

After a long while, Zhang Yuanxiao continued to raise his head and said: "When I first hit him, it hurt me too. It hit my body and hurt my heart. It's not a lie. But violence can become a habit, become addictive, and even reach the point where...

Eventually you will lose your mind."

Zhang Yuanxiao looked at Qin Song and said, "A Song, I don't want to be that kind of person, so I plan to change, and you should change too. Aren't you afraid that one day your wife, An An, will be beaten away by you?"

Qin Song was startled when he looked at Zhang Yuanxiao's red eyes and the clearly visible tears in his eyes. When had he ever seen his brother in such a miserable state? Even when Zhang Zihao's mother left, Zhang Yuanxiao's eyes were only red, but he never cried.

Qin Song couldn't explain what he felt in his heart, he just felt extremely confused. He lowered his head, kicked the rotten fruit on the ground with his toes, and stammered: "Oh, it's not that exaggerated. Besides, it is natural for parents to beat their children.

It’s not like there’s a filial son born under a stick. Ah Xiao, you must be overthinking. By the way, I suddenly remembered something, I’ll come back to help you tomorrow.”

With that said, Qin Song immediately let go and ran away, as if he was afraid that Zhang Yuanxiao would catch up and ask questions.

Zhang Yuanxiao looked at Qin Song's back and sighed slightly. After a while, he calmed down.

This was his only and last advice to his brother Qin Song.

Because in his previous life, Qin Song's wife did divorce Qin An and left. Qin Song did not say the reason for the divorce, but later I heard that Qin Song's ex-wife remarried and she and her daughter were living quite well in the family behind.
Chapter completed!