Chapter 258 Xiao Yuki cried

"Da da da!"

The heavy rain was noisy, hitting the umbrellas and making a crackling sound.

Kurosawa Hikaru was walking alone in the square. After walking for a while, he couldn't help but look back at the Budokan.

Even though he tried every means to suppress the emotion in his heart, a heavy rain made the whole world quiet, and there was no one around him. The heartbreaking and guilty feelings seemed to be all-pervasive, permeating his heart.

He wanted to look at the present and the future, but one scene was burned into his mind like a brand.

With the blessing of master-level painting skills, his memory has already undergone transformation. Although it is not a photographic memory, his brain's graphic memory ability is stronger.

As long as the scene is caught in his eyes and given a little time, it will be deeply remembered by him, and he can use his paintbrush to restore the scenery he has seen.

"sorry."

What he saw was not the Budokan, what he saw was Chizuru Ninomiya standing with one arm folded, even scratching her left arm in order to endure, the scene of collapse with tears streaming down her face, and the words "completely shattered"

The whisper of his psychological defenses.

"Why did you say sorry?"

Kurosawa Hikaru stopped and looked at it for a long time, feeling bored and depressed in his chest and unable to let go.

Nearly two hours had passed since they parted, but he still couldn't figure out what kind of emotions and thoughts Miss Ninomiya's apology at that time was based on.

If Miss Ninomiya gave him a slap, or even a few slaps, and left angrily, he would feel better.

If she, who is elegant and noble, cannot move her hands due to her upbringing, and scolds him angrily, he will feel better.

But her emotions were so complicated that it was impossible to guess what kind of mental journey she was going through in that short period of time.

From the angry outburst at the beginning, to the disbelief when seeing Xiao Yuki, to the calmness in order not to make things too ugly because there were outsiders watching, to the questioning with many emotions in the face-to-face confrontation.

What's more, even in such an extreme emotional situation, she still retained her rationality and allowed herself to see the True Dragon of Sifengyuan, not wanting him to do it.

After thinking alone, she had suspicions and unfounded fantasies. She was as elegant and mature as she was. In the end, she got into a fight with Xiao Yuki, but she couldn't be scolded or beaten, and she cried heartbreakingly and aggrievedly.

Finally, when he returned and realized that everyone's relationship was limited to the first kiss, he calmed down. Even after Sifengyuan showed up in the future, he used a proactive kiss to express his attitude and determination.

But in this case, his all-kissing completely defeated Miss Ninomiya's psychological defense and completely collapsed.

As the saying goes, once you make great efforts, you will be exhausted again and again.

No matter how sincere Ms. Ninomiya's feelings for him were, facing his successive blows and being jealous, she still couldn't accept it and chose to turn around and leave.

"well……"

Thinking of her taking a step closer when he took a step closer, Kurosawa Hikaru stood under the heavy rain with an umbrella and let out a long sigh.

He is not a person who likes to sigh, because sighing cannot solve the problem.

But at this moment, he could do nothing but sigh.

This matter is indeed too difficult to accept.

"I wonder what kind of inner struggle Xiao Yuki went through before he accepted this."

Suddenly, Kurosawa Hikaru thought of another question.

Although when eating just now, Xiao Yuki's expression and reaction returned to their usual appearance, cute and energetic, cute and coquettish.

But even a girl with such traditional thinking from Sifengyuan would be jealous, let alone her.

Xiao Yuki will be jealous and sad.

What's more, she was very sensitive and fragile. Her first words when she came backstage and hugged him were begging herself not to leave her.

During the confrontation, Xiao Yuki cried when faced with his apology.

After the fight with Miss Ninomiya, she also cried once.

When he hurried back after seeing the True Dragon of Sifengyuan, the first reaction of Xiao Yuki, who was crying bitterly, was to run over and hug him.

Because at that time he had been worried about Chizuru Ninomiya and wanted to know the situation, so he didn't pay much attention to Xiao Yuki's situation.

Thinking back carefully, Xiao Yuki's body was shaking constantly when she hugged him.

Thinking of today's scenes, Kurosawa Hikaru suddenly found himself in this Shura field. He cared little for little Yuki and had few words to comfort her.

Suddenly thinking of his response and handling, Kurosawa Hikaru fell into reflection.

"Is it because I thought she was more likely to accept this at first, so I have been fighting for Miss Ninomiya?"

"It can't be like this..."

Kurosawa Hikaru realized his response and regretted it.

Xiao Yuki was hurt by campus bullying once in junior high school. She only looked smiling and cheerful on the surface, but in fact she was very fragile and lacked love more than anyone else.

She is very sensitive to Ms. Runa's stalking, and can detect it in an instant...which shows that she is particularly sensitive to other people's eyes.

Is she really stupid? There is no such thing at all. She just neglected her studies and does not understand the knowledge of studies.

She pretended to be a hot girl and mingled in the circle of hot girls for more than a year. She has always been able to keep herself clean. The fact that she pretended to have a boyfriend was concealed for too long, and she couldn't hide it anymore, which aroused people's suspicion.

What does this mean? She is actually very good at disguising herself, protecting herself, and knowing how to watch what is happening.

What's more, when she was filming in the hotel last time, she realized that YG Agency had been deceiving her all along, and her reaction was not very enthusiastic. She had a strong heart and didn't care about it at all, and she was still in a good mood.

Even if he had a showdown with YG Agency and had a bad relationship, Yuki would still fulfill the contract and continue shooting photos with the dull photography team... She is stronger than she looks on the surface.

She was bullied in junior high school, and even until recently, she had been suffering from the cold looks of others, and she didn't care. She just pretended to be a hot girl and lived her own way.

But even though she was so strong, she still cried today, twice.

I'm afraid that for Xiao Yuki, he was the only weakness. Even though he knew he had to share it with two women, because he couldn't change his mind, he still made the biggest compromise in order to be with him.

"She should be with Lan now. Let's spend some time with her tomorrow."

The more he thought about it, the more guilty he felt. Kurosawa Hikaru looked at the martial arts hall and had the urge to go back, but he quickly restrained himself.

"No, did she really go to see Lan after she separated from me?"

But the next moment, he suddenly thought of another possibility, and his expression suddenly changed.

He didn't know how Xiao Yuki got through the bullying, despair and pain when she was in junior high school, and he didn't know what she would do when she was sad.

Because in front of him, Xiao Yuki is always smiling whenever she sees him. That sweet smile heals people's hearts, just like a carefree pistachio, which can make him happy.

Realizing this possibility, Kurosawa Hikaru immediately took up his steps and started running.

Because it was too slow to run with an umbrella in the wind and heavy rain, he simply threw it away and ran in the rain.

Does Miss Ninomiya love him?

like!

Miss Ninomiya compromised again and again and gave in again and again for him.

This love was so great that she couldn't bear to share it with others. She turned around and left completely collapsed, unable to tolerate the sand in her eyes.

Does Xiao Yuki love him?

like!

Even though Xiao Yuki faced the hurt caused by his confession, she hugged him again and again, and got close again and again, even if he was bruised and bruised, he never looked back.

This love was such that even though she knew he was a playboy, she was still passionately devoted, had no regrets, and just wanted to be with him.

But having no complaints or regrets does not mean that she is not sad, does not mean that she is not injured, and does not mean that she will be in pain.

What's more, in order to make him happy, when Miss Ninomiya turned around and left, she begged him to bring her back.

Miss Ninomiya turned around and left with bruises all over her body. He had to respect this choice. Even if he wanted to keep her, he didn't have the courage... But Xiao Yuki was still by his side, and he could care for her and comfort her.

He was really crazy. He was completely immersed in the sadness of Miss Ninomiya turning around and leaving. He completely failed to notice what kind of mood was behind Xiao Yuki's smile.

Because Xiao Yuki seemed to have nothing to do with her on the surface, he just wanted to go home quickly, stay alone and lick his wounds alone.

Kurosawa Hikari was like a wild beast, braving the heavy rain, and ran back to the Budokan.

"Kurosawa, what's wrong with you?"

When he returned to the martial arts hall, the female staff member standing guard by the gate was startled when he saw his hair completely wet and his anxious expression.

This Kurosawa player has become the big star of today's Budokan, because his three arrows in the morning were the best in the competition.

"Sorry, I'm fine."

Faced with her concern, Kurosawa Hikaru responded to her and then continued running.

His footsteps were very fast, and it was like a gust of wind whistling as he ran wildly.

The Budokan is designed in an octagonal shape. Although the interior is spacious, it is intricate.

"Feel sorry."

Going through one corner after another, because he ran too fast, he scared and affected others, and he kept apologizing along the way.

He passed through a place that was cordoned off by staff and had a gap in the wall.

Until the end, when there were fewer and fewer people, Kurosawa Hikaru braked suddenly and finally returned to the place where his dreams were broken, a place of right and wrong that he didn't want to stay in for a long time.
To be continued...