Xu Buling sighed: "In fact, to detoxify, you can find a family of Xiao family. People are divided into legitimate and illegitimate, but they don't have bloodlines. At that time, I definitely didn't like the emotional ones, but I really like the baby's appearance, so I didn't consider other people... The appearance is used to attract the opposite sex, and everyone has a love for beauty. I just fell in love with the baby, and took action for this and had a clear conscience."

Xiao Xiang'er rubbed her slightly blushing cheeks: "You not only want to detoxify, but also want to be greedy for the beauty of this baby?"

Xu Buling nodded generously: "Actually, I was greedy when I first met, but I didn't think about the disparity in my identity. Detoxification was just an opportunity, and I had a bear heart and leopard courage."

"Hmph~"

Xiao Xiang'er narrowed her eyes slightly and raised her hand to poke Xu Buling's forehead:

"I didn't think you were a humble gentleman at first, but I didn't expect to have a plan to make me think as soon as I met. I said, "The Queen Mother's flowers are very beautiful." Doesn't you mean anything else?"

Xu Buling blinked and glanced down: "I thought it wrong at that time, but later I found that it was indeed very beautiful and pleasing to the eye..."

"spit-"

Xiao Xiang'er's eyes showed a little shame and pretended to be Xu Buling's head: "Seme, you hide it very deeply~ Those messy people know so much, have bullied many girls before? Which woman am I your first?"

Xu Buling was a little helpless: "The first one is only two in total. I am not the kind of man who has only a girl's body. I don't even look at it if I don't like it."

Xiao Xiang'er wanted to speak but stopped, probably because she was afraid that Xu Buling felt that she was jealous, so she didn't ask who the other person was, and said:

"Just say it, you are actually a lustful person. You are greedy for my beauty and ask me to detoxify you. You are using me and don't really like me."

“I like it.”

"I don't believe it, when did you fall in love with me?"

Xu Buling thought about it and his expression became a little serious: "At first, I thought the baby was just an ordinary beautiful woman, and I also wanted my beauty, and deliberately approached and thought about mutual benefit. But I didn't expect that when the baby detoxified me, he would prepare a pot of poisoned wine and exchange his life for my life. At that time, I fell in love with him and felt guilty for a long time... In fact, I shouldn't be so anxious, I should take it slowly..."

Xiao Xiang'er blinked her almond eyes, was silent for a moment before whispering:

"You have a little conscience... Actually, when I look back, I was really greedy for your beauty. Why did I commit suicide after detoxification for the sake of the world? It was just an excuse for myself... I didn't believe in your detoxification method at that time, and I could also find a cousin and niece to try it first, but I never doubted the authenticity of the method, and I even deliberately didn't think of other solutions. There was only one thought in my heart that I dare not admit it - I have been in the palace for ten years, and I had to live for myself, even if it was only one day... I didn't know myself at that time, but now I realized that I was indeed holding this idea at that time and was always deceiving myself. Am I shameless and selfish?"

Xu Buling looked very serious: "No, people should live for themselves... But when did the baby fall in love with me?"

Xiao Xianger stared at Xu Buling's eyes: "The first time you entered the palace, the first time you saw you was the small wood I carved. After seeing it, I couldn't forget it... Since then, I have been making excuses to deceive myself, just to look at you again. What is the overall situation of the world, what status, etiquette, and rules have become locks. Even if you have to use this life to break it, there is no hesitation..."

The words are sincere, revealing the determination and willfulness of daring to love and hate.

Xu Buling took a breath, hugged him a little, and chuckled softly:

"I'm not as good as you, I owe my baby a second time."

Xiao Xiang'er leaned on Xu Buling's shoulder and raised her hand to stroke his cheek, thinking:

"When I detoxify you, I always feel disgusted and rejected. In fact, it is fake. I really like you bully people. I am very domineering and unreasonable..."

"I've seen it a long time ago... I thought the baby was very strong, but after I found it, I was quite surprised..."

"You're surprised? You're obviously happy... Do you want to bully Hongluan so much?"

"Well……"

Xu Buling thought for a while: "Aunt Lu doesn't like that kind of tone. If he is too domineering, he will definitely hit me. He has to say soft words and please..."

Xiao Xiang'er frowned and glanced at Xu Buling with a slight ridiculous look:

"You are quite skilled, but I know your nature, and I must be greedy for Hongluan's beauty..."

Xu Buling shook his head: "Aunt Lu is different. When I first met, I encountered a lot of things. In fact, I didn't want to contact Aunt Lu... Later, Aunt Lu came to visit her every day, and spoke gently and caringly, and gradually treated her as a family member...

... I definitely like it, but I don’t have many people in this world, so I cherish this feeling even more... Just like I am angry with the emperor and want to take you out of Chang'an, even if I am very reckless and irrational, I will do that. It is only my obligation to keep the world in my heart, but you are the responsibility on my shoulders, and the weight is different..."

Xiao Xianger raised her head and narrowed her eyes slightly: "It sounds so nice, then do you really treat Hongluan as your elder?"

"Of course not." Xu Buling's old face turned red: "Well... it may be more like a fiancée. He has to consider the other person's feelings when doing anything, so he will not be accidentally lost. The baby has passed the door, so he is more honest and direct, but it's not that I deliberately biased himself."

Xiao Xiang'er nodded and leaned back on her shoulder:

"This is almost the same. You have been together day and night, and have done a lot of bad things to Hongluan, right?"

Xu Buling was helpless: "How could he say he was wrong? He just touched it a few times. Aunt Lu pretended not to know. She still hid the song "The Wind and the Dust and the Flowers Are End" I gave her. In the middle of the night, she liked to take it out and read it, and then called my name and rub it around..."

"You know?"

"I must know. When I was in Chang'an, I was worried about my safety and danger. I often went over and checked..."

"Hmph~... I know people but not my heart, I'm going to be a disciple... Have you done something extraordinary when she was awake?"

"Once, I was really drunk and pressed Aunt Lu and rubbed her a few times. She was very rude and her clothes were torn open, so white... Afterwards, she pretended not to know anything. If I hadn't found my bellyband, I would have thought it was a dream..."

Xiao Xiang'er bit her lower lip, leaned closer, and whispered in a low voice:

"How does it feel?"

"It's a little older than the baby..."

"Hmm?! You're blind, it's obviously the same, take a closer look..."

"There is almost the same difference, and it cannot be seen by the naked eye alone. However, I am very skilled in martial arts and have relatively accurate hands..."

"Can you have women's eyes accurate? I have compared her many times in private, and I have measured it with a cloth ruler, it's the same..."

The rain outside the window was rustling at night, and in the whisper, the dim lights on the window paper would go out at some point.

The bottle of wine was empty when neither of them realized it. Xiao Xianger originally wanted to test the effect of Zhongli Jiujiu's prescription, but at this time she had already forgotten it to the ends of the world.
Chapter completed!