Chapter 54: A Lifetime Thing (238/544)
The street on the side of the royal palace is sparsely populated.
Song Yufu trotted with her head buried, and the goose yellow skirt gently rippled. After running dozens of steps, she turned into a fast walk again.
I don’t know why I ran away, I don’t know why I feel so depressed. I know this is not good, but I just can’t stop my tears.
I really want to go back to the Imperial College for morning reading or to teach in a small village. Although such a life is boring, I always look forward to someone in my heart. When I stay here, I have no idea what it will be like in the future.
He doesn't know any martial arts or advice, and has no common language with older sisters. He can't speak even more about the heroes of the world who are similar to those of the world. He feels that he is just a redundant person and shouldn't stay here at all.
She also wanted to chat with Xu Buling, and wanted to make trouble for Xu Buling like before, or sit on the bell and drum tower to help the lazy Xu Buling copy books. At least that way, she could always talk a few words.
And now, even if she holds hands with Xu Buling, what can she say?
Perhaps compared with her secret love in the Imperial College and the hard waiting in the small village, she was more afraid that one day in the future, the two of them suddenly became relatively silent strangers. If that were possible, it would be better not to have someone to wait alone and have expectations in her heart, which is better than disappointment.
Song Yufu didn't know why she was thinking about these things. She knew that Xu Buling would not leave her, but she couldn't suppress her mind.
After walking a few steps, a familiar voice came from the side:
"Yufu?"
Xu Buling jumped off the wall, landed in front of Song Yufu, turned his head and looked at her wrist:
"Why are you crying?"
Song Yufu lowered her head deeply, not wanting Xu Buling to see the tears in her eyes, and said in a trembling voice:
"Nothing...whoo..."
The whimpering sound came out and I could no longer suppress it.
Song Yufu's nose felt sour, and she cried out with a "wow". She raised her hand and hugged Xu Buling, who was close to her, buried her face on her white collar, and burst into tears.
Xu Buling's expression was gentle, and raised his hand to hug Song Yufu, who was short of him, gently stroked his trembling back:
"Cry as long as you want. It's nothing. Just talk to me if you have something to do. Don't keep it in your heart."
“Woo woo…”
Song Yufu hugged Xu Buling's waist tightly, buried her face in her arms, and tears wet her clothes. She cried for a long time, and then her heart was relieved a little, and she had the strength to speak:
"Mr. Xu, am I...I'm useless? Woo...I can't do anything..."
Xu Buling sighed lightly in his heart, guessing that Song Yufu might have a 'premarital phobia' and the day after tomorrow is the day after tomorrow. Song Yufu's father is not there and there are no relatives and friends around him, so it is normal for him to suddenly lose control of his emotions. He should have chatted with him, but he has been busy with all kinds of things until now. He is indeed negligent.
Xu Buling hugged Song Yufu and shook it gently, comforting her softly: "Why is it useless? I'm afraid that Fubao is so powerful."
"It's useless... I don't know martial arts. I want to chat with Manzhi and others and become friends, but I can't say a word. I told them everything I know, but I still couldn't find the topic. Manzhi was very good at talking, and he could talk with everyone, and even Mrs. Lu and the others like Manzhi... I don't even know how to ride a horse or give advice... I don't even know how to eat, Manzhi is very good at eating, and can tell stories..."
"Well……"
Xu Buling sighed softly as he listened to the crying words:
"When it comes to interpersonal interactions, the whole branch is invincible in the world. Compared with the whole branch, everyone will have to be autistic. People are different from each other, and each has their own advantages and strengths. If you talk about poetry, songs, literary classics, the whole branch is still at a loss. No one is worse than anyone, don't be stubborn."
Song Yufu cried much less and still hugged her tightly: "They all know martial arts. I can't understand what they talk about, but you can understand... I'm afraid in the future..."
"You will chat with me in the future, and we will get married the day after tomorrow. After the marriage, Xiao Qi, Xiang'er, and Hongluan are all your sisters. Xiao Qi and Xiang'er especially like poetry, songs, you can talk to them..."
"They are older than me and smarter than me. I... I am the only one of you. If you don't like me, I might as well go back to Chang'an and help my father teach..."
Xu Buling shook his head and smiled. After thinking about it, he turned around and carried Song Yufu on his back, jumped onto the wall, and walked slowly: "How come I don't like Fubao? There is nothing scary about getting married. Didn't you just take care of your husband and children since elementary school? You used to be brave enough to use a ruler to rape me, but why are you becoming weak now? Your grandfather, uncle, senior brother, and father are so powerful, I can't afford to offend me. What's there to be afraid of..."
Song Yufu lay on Xu Buling's back, her eyes were still red, looking at the white jade hairpin on Xu Buling's crown:
"They are not here... I miss my father, grandpa, Prince Bai and Ah Huang..."
"Don't worry, I will definitely take them over if I have the chance. Well... I will write a letter to Yuelu Mountain first, bring the big white goose and Ah Huang over, and 800 miles in a hurry. It will be a few days to go back and forth."
"Grandpa must not come. Daddy is the priest of the Imperial College, so he will not come..."
"That's not sure. If it really doesn't work, we'll go there in the future. Don't you believe in my ability?"
"Believe it..."
Song Yufu hugged Xu Buling's neck and tried to calm her mood. Tears were still hanging on her cheeks, but the corners of her mouth gently curled up and she smiled with a pursed lips.
Xu Buling then smiled and thought for a while: "Also, don't just look at the present, look at the long-term. Think about it, I am the prince and want to marry many wives, so naturally I will have many children. Someone at home has to teach children ethics and rules, and read and read, right? Xiao Qi made all plans, but when she met a naughty child, she would definitely make her difficult to death. Xiang'er could even take care of herself, so I won't say it; Aunt Lu could take care of her, but she would definitely raise all the children to be like me who was ignorant and ignorant..."
"It's a playboy."
"Haha, yes, a playboy. Then, Jiujiu is a doctor, and even Chuchu can't control her, so don't expect her to control her children. Chuchu and Qingye can take care of a child, and if there are too many, it will definitely be too big. It's the most amazing thing. If she wants her to take care of her children, she can go out to the streets to listen to books and go to the restaurant at the age of three, and become sworn brothers with others to burn yellow paper..."
"laugh"
When Song Yufu heard this, she couldn't help laughing, then hurriedly covered her mouth, and gently hit Xu Buling with her elbow: "How could you say that you are a woman like that."
"To be honest, the only ones who can take good care of children at home are Master and you. Master teaches martial arts, you teaches literary talent, and anyone who is disobedient will beat the slap. The child doesn't dare to say anything. Even if I can't reason with you, I can only watch it. What is this called, it's called 'using my son to command the princes', thirty years, Hedong and thirty years, Hexi..."
"What a mess..."
Song Yufu's heart gradually calmed down and muttered softly, but her eyes showed some expectation, but her appearance was aroused, and she wanted to run a primary school at home, and then she brought her son and daughter over and showed her strength.
After Xu Buling noticed that Song Yufu's emotions were relieved, he stopped on the roof of a building. The two of them sat on their shoulders, put their hands around Song Yufu's shoulders, and looked at the sunset in the distance:
"Marriage is a lifelong thing. The days ahead are long. After finishing everything, we are idle. We can sit like this every day. But we have been running around recently and the world is in chaos, so we can't get out of here. If possible, I also want to fish, drink, and go to the poetry meeting every day, which is a normal day..."
"I know, I don't blame you. I'm only seventeen, and I still have many years to go..."
Song Yufu pursed her lips, leaned her cheek against Xu Buling's shoulder, and asked in the desert sunset:
"When did you have children?"
"Well...how do I know this?"
"You have been with Sister Xiang'er for so long. You should have a child long ago. I won't... Do you want to ask Miss Jiujiu?"
"I'm fine. Xiang'er is the queen mother. How dare you get pregnant in Chang'an? And she has no marriage and has children. After all, it's not good. I'm specifically preventing..."
"Can I still prevent having a baby? How to prevent it?"
"Well...why would I show you a demonstration?"
"I won't, I'll get married the day after tomorrow. Then... I'll talk about it later... You'll make Manzhi pregnant first. She's so old, it's a pity that she doesn't have a baby..."
"hehe……"
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The sunset sank into the sea of sand, replaced by a galaxy and a crescent moon.
The lights of thousands of houses were lit in the city, and the world became silent, as if only men and women who depended on each other at the top of the building were left... ——
Thank you for the 30,000 reward from the boss [Tingmian QAQ]!
Chapter completed!