At 10:20 at night, the room was quiet except for the rustle of the pen tip sliding across the paper.

The curtains were open, and the city outside could be seen through the window.

One window after another with lights on, like a screen, you can see the melodrama being performed in each different family, whether it is joyful, silent, or lively...

The wind blew into the room, bringing in a fallen leaf, and it was raining outside.

March in southern Jiangsu is very rainy. After three days of sunshine, it started to rain lightly again. I wonder if the weather will be good tomorrow.

Yuan Jia stood up from the desk, flicked the fallen leaves off the window sill, closed the window, and drew the curtains.

"Didi..."

The notification sound for special friends sounds.

Yuan Jia sat back at the desk, with his phone lying flat on his left side. He still held a pen in his right hand and lit up his phone to check the messages.

Gardenia: "Yuanjia, what are you doing?"

Xu Nanzhi was still awake. After Yuan Jia finished broadcasting, she wanted to chat with him immediately, but she was afraid of disturbing his rest, so she waited for a long time, and then she couldn't help but want to talk to him.

If you don't talk to him, Xu Nanzhi will always think about him and bite the little bear's ear.

Yuan Jia: "I'm writing a career plan. What about you, have you finished taking a shower?"

Gardenia: "Yeah, yeah, I took a bath very early. I like to take a bath, and tonight I put a few flower petals in the bathtub, listened to the song, and almost fell asleep. I couldn't do it before."

Yuanjia: "What song are you listening to?"

Gardenia: "Snail~I recorded your singing~"

Yuan Jia: “Tsk, tsk.”

Seeing the message from Yuan Jia, Xu Nanzhi felt a little blushing, so she hugged the little bear and scratched its belly.

Yuanjia continued to write down his career plan, but after waiting for a long time, there was no news from Gardenia.

Yuan Jia: "Why don't you speak?"

Gardenia: "Because you are writing, I'm afraid it will disturb you..."

Yuan Jia: "It's okay. I'll finish writing it in a while."

Then Yuanjia chatted with Gardenia while writing, listening to her talk about how happy she was about succeeding in the challenge this afternoon, and listening to her talk about the little details of the day.

Gardenia: "In the afternoon, a little bird landed on my window. It seemed like it was tired after flying for a long time. I didn't dare to move for fear of scaring it. Then it kept looking at me. It was very cute.

"

Yuanjia: "What does it look like?"

Gardenia: "Well, the back is black, and then the belly is white. I think it looks like a swallow, but I have never seen a swallow, and I don't know if it is..."

Yuanjia: "Then is there dirt around its mouth?"

Gardenia: "How do you know! It really does exist!"

Xu Nanzhi was very careful when observing things, so she naturally remembered that there were traces of soil on the beak of the little bird.

Yuan Jia: "That must be the swallow. It's already March. The swallow has come back to build its nest. When you get up tomorrow, look outside the window at the edge of the window eaves. You may find its nest."

Gardenia: "Yeah! It would be great if it really makes its home here."

Yuan Jia: "It may be under the eaves of your house somewhere. Remember to look for it quietly tomorrow."

After Xu Nanzhi agreed, all that was left in her mind was to find Yanzi's neighbor tomorrow.

This was Yuan Jia's way of diverting attention. If she simply asked Xu Nanzhi to go outside, she would keep repeating the hint that she was going outside, creating a sense of tension.

Finding swallows or planting flowers can effectively divert her attention.

Xu Nanzhi has been able to walk three meters away from the steps. It does not mean that she is no longer afraid in this range, but that she has been able to suppress this fear and control herself not to run into the house.

You ask her if she is afraid, she is, of course she is.

Only when one day she can deal with it calmly like a normal person instead of suppressing fear to achieve this effect can the agoraphobia be truly cured.

…

Yuanjia has finished writing her career plan, and during this period she also made an appointment with a visitor for tomorrow's visit.

She is a girl who cannot let go of her deceased loved ones. Because her loved ones have passed away, her sadness has seriously affected her life.

Yuanjia plans to use hypnotherapy to help her tomorrow, which is also the most effective method.

When Yuanjia was working, he would take the initiative to talk to Gardenia first to prevent her from thinking wildly because there was no reply for a long time. Gardenia was also very good, knowing that he was working, she never disturbed him.

Yuan Jia: "It's almost eleven o'clock, aren't you still asleep?"

Gardenia: "Yeah, I'll go to bed soon. I just told my mother that I won't take medicine tonight. She was very surprised."

Yuan Jia: "It's okay. You will have a good dream and sleep well tonight."

The first use of the sleeping pillow will 100% activate good dreams.

Gardenia: "Yuanjia, what are your career plans?"

Yuan Jia: "I plan to apply for a lectureship at Soochow University. If everything goes well, I can go to school to teach. Do you like going to school?"

Xu Nanzhi hesitated for a long time, not knowing what to say. In fact, she liked school very much, and her previous academic performance was not bad, but she was afraid of her classmates and teachers.

If, if she could choose...

Gardenia chose a quiet campus full of gardenias, and then she and Yuanjia were left alone, and then they sat at the same table together...

If possible, then she would take the initiative to talk to Yuanjia, asking questions to Yuanjia like the girls in the class before, or whispering together like other classmates.

Well, actually I don’t like school, I just like him.

Gardenia: "I haven't been to school for a long time. Now I feel so stupid. I probably can't learn anything..."

If you really count, Xu Nanzhi's diploma is only a freshman in high school. After dropping out of school, she refused to have contact with anyone. Naturally, she didn't have a teacher, so she usually read in her room by herself.

Because she dropped out of school suddenly at that time, and because her family was worried about her illness, the textbooks from that time were still left in the classroom.

The textbooks for the first year of high school and the boy who didn't have time to say goodbye... remain together in the memory of that year.

Maybe after I left, the textbooks left in the classroom were thrown into the trash...

Gardenia was a little sad and depressed.

The message lights up.

Yuan Jia: "I still have my deskmate's textbook from that year. I thought she would come back, but she didn't come back, so I took her textbook home. If you want, I can lend it to you."

"

Yuan Jia's words hit Xu Nanzhi's heart, and her eyes instantly turned red, feeling a little embarrassed.

Gardenia: "Really..."

Yuan Jia got up and found Xu Nanzhi's textbook in the bookcase, then took a photo and sent it to her.

After Xu Nanzhi dropped out of school, her class teacher arranged for her classmates to empty her desk. Yuan Jia couldn't see her things being thrown into the trash, so she took them all back home. If Xu Nanzhi came back one day, he would

You can also give it back to her.

I just didn't expect that this would be ten years ago.

Yuanjia: [Picture] [Picture] [Picture]

In the photo sent by Yuan Jia, Xu Nanzhi recognized her textbook, which also had her name and notes written between paragraphs.

After such a long time, the pen and ink penetrated the paper and spread slightly, the writing also turned a little yellow, and the page was no longer soft, but a little hard.

The aroma of the ink that comes with the newly handed out books has long since disappeared, leaving only the smell of dust.

Looking at the photos, Xu Nanzhi choked up a little.

In Yuanjia, she felt the feeling of being "well treated" that she had never had before except for her parents.

It was like a sudden appearance of a burning fireplace in winter, making her feel overwhelmed by the warmth.

Gardenia: "Why are you so nice to her..."

Yuan Jia: "Because we are at the same table."

Xu Nanzhi cried and laughed.
Chapter completed!