Seven Colors February 50, 633, Yin.

I said goodbye to Guihai Yueming. The carriage turned into the crossroads. I could no longer see his Lanzhi's figure. The dress, which was stained with his smell, exuded the familiar Lanzhi fragrance, and it lingered for a long time.

The sound of cars was rumbling and the dust was flying.

I had made an appointment with Sister Jiang and asked Xiaogan to wait 20 miles outside the city, and took Xiaoliu back to the city. I abandoned my car and rode alone to the Huangdi Girls to deliver embroidered clothes.

Seeing that the separation was right in front of me, Xiao Liu became more and more attached. He grabbed my sleeves tightly and choked and cried, "Miss, why do you have to go where you have to go? Although Mrs. Guihai disagrees now, it is said that there is no parent in the world who can win children. As long as Mr. Guihai has always loved you, she will always change her mind over time..."

I treated Xiaoliu as my sister and felt that it was necessary to give her an explanation. I looked slightly correct and said, "Xiaoliu, how long do you think it will take?"

Xiao Liu hesitated, "At least three or five years, or ten years or twenty or thirty years..." Xiao Liu said the lower his voice, and paused and suddenly rose high, "But no matter what, Mrs. Guihai is much older than you, Miss, and you will die first."

"It's much older. Mrs. Guihai is considered to have late marriage and childbirth. Yueming was born at the age of 21. Yueming is 22 years old this year, which means that Mrs. Guihai is 43 years old now, 25 years older than me." I smiled and said, "But you know that the average life span of Qise is 100 years, which means that even if she dies 25 years earlier than me, I have to endure 57 years. Do you know what 57 years is? I am already 75 years old."

"7...75 years old?" Xiao Liu was frightened by this number and suddenly widened his eyes.

I nodded and said, "Yes, it's 75 years old. Even if Mrs. Guihai lives 10 years less than the average life expectancy, I will have to be 65 years old to be free. Are you sure you want me to stay and stay until that age?"

Xiao Liu shook his head instinctively, and after a moment of reaction, he stuttered: "Maybe... maybe it won't take that long. It may not be better in three to five years, or ten years later..."

I said calmly: "Then how can I support these thirty or fifty years? You said that if Guihai Yueming "always" love me, Mrs. Guihai will always change her mind. But can you guarantee that Guihai Yueming will "always" keep changing her mind? If he can't help but Madam Guihai's advice, and his love declines or even melts, what should I do then? Also, I am a white man and cannot give birth to a child of pure blood for Yueming. Madam Guihai will force him to marry his wife and pass on the family line by death. Should I agree or disagree to watch Mrs. Guihai die?"

"…this…this…this…” Xiao Liu gradually changed his color.

I gently spread Xiaoliu and held my hand, holding it in my palm, with a bitter smile, "I am a selfish person, I don't have the courage to gamble for the rest of my life because Yueming gambles for the rest of my life..."

Xiao Liu said puzzledly: "But you risked your life to roll the nails for Mr. Guihai..."

I shook my head, "That's different. It can only mean that I am brave, kind, loving, grateful, etc., but it does not mean that I am not selfish. The pain is easy to pass, and the pain is difficult to endure for the rest of my life, especially when I have a choice, I will always choose to protect myself."

Xiao Liu struggled and said, "But... But if Mr. Guihai always loves you, Mrs. Guihai will change her mind within three to five years? It can't be said that there is no such possibility at all, right?"

I nodded and said, "It is possible, but the two harms are less common. Even if this is the case, I will not regret it, because I can't afford to lose and there is no need to bet."

"Miss, I always think you are too kind and don't plan for me. After hearing these words, I realized that you are a great wise man and don't bother with these trivial matters. If you can choose to protect yourself rationally, I feel relieved..." Xiaoliu held my hand tightly with tears in his face but smiled with lips, "You are right. There is no need to stay at the risk of suffering for life. You are so smart and beautiful, and you will definitely meet a son-in-law who is better than Master Guihai and more suitable for you. I will pray for you every day."

I stretched out my arms to hug her, raised my hand to rub her soft long hair, and my eyes turned red, and I choked slightly, saying, "Thank you, I miss you too..."

"Oh, I almost forgot that Mr. Guihai has something to me to hand it over to you..." Xiao Liu suddenly screamed, reached into his arms and took out a croaker-headed silver hairpin and handed it to me.

"... Yinchai? Why didn't he give it to me by himself..." I reached out to take it in surprise. Yinchai was nothing surprising. It was neither expensive nor exquisite. It could be bought at a street stall for a few silver coins. I couldn't help but wonder why Guihai Yueming solemnly asked Xiaoliu to hand it over to me.

Xiao Liu said strangely: "Miss, don't you recognize this hairpin?" But the young master said that the lady would know at first glance."

"...I haven't seen it before..." I raised the silver hairpin and looked carefully. I suddenly felt that the crocodile head was very familiar. I intuitively pressed the crocodile head made of two cat's eye stones. The crocodile head was turned away, and a few colorful diamonds wrapped in cotton wool rolled out inside. Then I suddenly realized that the crocodile silver hairpin was made of the female thief's crocodile head that we caught in the Golden City. It was a lot cheaper and rougher on the outside, but it was safer to use it to hold precious color diamonds. I took a look at the total of seven color diamonds as big as a fingernail, just one color, with a total value of about 20,000 gold coins, but it was much easier than carrying 20,000 gold coins.

I couldn't help but be moved, bit my lip and asked Xiaoliu, "What else did he say?"

Xiao Liu was novel in his hand and studied the phoenix hairpin and said casually: "I didn't say anything, I'll give you the phoenix hairpin..." His eyes suddenly lit up, and he held the phoenix head in front of me, "Miss, look, there are words at the broken mouth..."

"...Don't lose and forget, never leave." I chanted softly, feeling sad in my heart, and my voice choked up.

Xiao Liu stared at the two lines of small words and suddenly murmured: "I remember what else did the young master say..."

I said anxiously: "What is it? Tell me quickly."

"Only two words..." Xiao Liu said softly: "Take care."

"Take it? Take it..." My tears couldn't stop rolling down again. Two hundred gold coins were enough for the Huangdi Girls. I brought 2,000 yuan for travel expenses. There was too much left. He prepared 20,000 gold coins for me. He had definitely guessed that I would not come back, but he smiled without saying a word. No wonder he sent it all the way after another. No wonder he said he would wait no matter whether I came back or not. I should have thought that his eyes were as sharp as a ruler, and he had a little observant. All the tricks were hidden in him. How could he not see through the poor acting skills of Mrs. Guihai and me? What mood did he watch us perform? What mood did he prepare for me and planned to be in the future? In the end, he sent me away with him. I only remember that he was smiling all the time, with a gentle smile as the spring breeze blowing on his face...

Tears poured down, dripped onto the hairpin, and then slid onto the dress and splashed to pieces, so that it seemed that the phoenix eyes were also crying.

Xiao Liu asked worriedly, "Miss, are you okay?"

"No, I'm very bad..." I reached out to cover my face, but couldn't cover my tears. Tears overflowed from my fingers, and the back of my hands wet in an instant. "He knew that I had decided to leave, but he didn't want me to make things difficult for me, so he made things difficult for myself and endured it. He had already noticed that I was lying to him, but he always smiled and prepared enough money for me. Xiao Liu, I'm selfish, I'm sorry for him..."

Xiao Liu hugged me and choked up, "Miss, you are not selfish. You are seeking profit and avoiding harm, and seeking good and avoiding evil are human nature. What you said just now is right. Since you can choose, why should you choose a difficult road? Forgot Mr. Guihai, forget all the things in the past, and go to find your happiness."

"Actually, as Mrs. Guihai said, I am not worthy of him. He should have a better girl to treat him with all his heart." I nodded, wiped the tears on my face hard, but wiped it away and wet. It was not until the carriage stopped and Xiaogan's sound came from outside.

I couldn't bear to leave anymore, but I still had to separate. Xiaoliu hugged me and cried, insisting on walking with me. I told her that I had a few relationships, but I haven't seen a rare good husband yet? Lingzhou is definitely a good destination, so don't miss it, so as not to regret it too late. Xiaoliu finally let me go, and helped me take the greeting out of the carriage and put it on the tall horse prepared by Xiaogan. I don't know what Guihai Yueming has prepared for me. The two bulging skins were hung on the butt of the horse, and they were like the old version of the prayer of Tang Sanzang in Journey to the West.

I took the reins from Xiaogan. Qiuqiu stood in a vine-like saddle on Yuanyuan's back with a stunning look, constantly patting the round big fat head with his small claws, directing it to fly around us from high and low.

I turned over the horse, with tears in my eyes, but the corners of my lips bent. I waved to Xiaoliu and Xiaogan, turned around resolutely, squeezed the horse's belly hard, and ran out in the wind.

If you don’t look back, you will rush on your horse and smoke will rise. Xiao Liu’s shouts come from behind you.

"Miss, take care of it..."

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I am very happy to see so many comments from everyone and have many doubts about Yueming and Amber. I summarized it and gave an explanation at the beginning of the Deep Blue Book. The main text will only start from the next chapter. Work is too tiring, so it is the next day to update. Please understand.
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