228 life experience
"At that time, I couldn't understand what the reason was that a mother hated her son so much, and could even watch her child rolling on the ground in pain, crying and praying for her hug, but she was indifferent and turned around and left..."
The words of King Chen seemed desolate and sad in the quiet night. His tone was always calm, as if he was telling other people's stories. However, Murong Yue saw the heart full of holes through his calm appearance.
"Beichenxing..." Murong Yue only felt her voice trembling, just like her heart. At this moment, Murong Yue only hated herself for coming to this world so late. She couldn't come earlier. She used her heart to warm his world and prevent him from struggling alone in loneliness and pain.
"Yue'er, even though I'm unwilling to admit it, I know clearly that she actually wishes me to die. If she hadn't needed a prince like me, I'd be afraid, I would have..."
King Chen raised his head slightly, closed his eyes tightly, pursed his lips, and his pink lips turned into a stubborn arc, as if he was accusing God of injustice to him, and while giving himself a broken body, he also gave himself a feelingless mother.
The only reason for leaving him is to keep his position as one of his four concubines. What if it doesn’t work?
Is it, when he was two years old, that...
"This situation continued until I went down the mountain when I was eight years old. That time, I finally met my father... Or, by chance, I finally met with my father close to me... The father talked to me gently, and his eyes were so kind, just like the eyes of the mother's mother looking at the prince in the past. Since that conversation, the father often came to see me and had dinner with me. My situation gradually improved. Once, I asked my father why the mother didn't like me, but only liked the prince... The father was silent for a long time before touching my head and said, "Mother is a person who values feelings. She is so kind to the prince because of her loyalty to the queen and was entrusted by the queen..."
Looking down at Murong Yue's somewhat confused gaze, King Chen smiled slightly, touched the delicate and smooth face of the sweet-smoothed man in front of him, and said slowly: "The mother was the queen's personal maid before. When the queen was dying, she handed over the prince to her mother to raise. It is precisely because of this that the emperor accepted the mother for the sake of the mother's convenience, and even after the mother gave birth to me, he appointed her as Shufei Concubine. This matter is actually not a secret in the palace, but you have never cared about these things, so you have never understood it. This is why the mother is not favored, but can hold the position of Shufei Concubine for more than ten years, and no one dares to despise her. The only woman the father loved is the queen. As long as it is related to the queen, no one dares to despise this. This is because the mother is just a little maid, but she can become Shufei Concubine because of this."
"But even Concubine Shu was only entrusted by the queen, and from then on, she could only die in the palace and spend the rest of her life with a man who didn't love her. She was regarded as a substitute for remembering the queen by her father. Perhaps, the mother gave all her love to the prince, but gave all her resentment to me. It's not without a reason! The shame of being regarded as a substitute for more than ten years, and I am the existence that proves the shame..."
Speaking of this, King Chen clenched his fists tightly, with deep sadness on his face. The sadness seemed to have traveled through time...13acv.
Shi Mingyi. Murong Yue gently stretched out the tightly clasped King Chen's fingers one by one, rubbing his palm that was red due to excessive force with heartache, but he had a different view of the last passage from King Chen.
She is a woman, so she naturally has a more appropriate understanding of the woman's psychology. Even though Concubine Shu was taken over by the Beichen Emperor because of the empress's entrustment, if Concubine Shu didn't love the Beichen Emperor, then she would definitely not be able to give birth to a child for the Beichen Emperor. In a wealthy family with many wives and concubines, a woman should have to leave more thoughts if she wants to give birth to a child safely. What's more, she is in a palace where intrigue and conspiracy are hard to guard against. If she doesn't try her best to do anything, survival is a problem, let alone giving birth to a child.
The only explanation is that Concubine Shu also loves Beichen Emperor. Whether she loves Beichen Emperor or her identity, she has bred her life because of this love, and she has done the crazy behavior of changing the prince. She even hates Beichen Star so much, just because Beichen Star is the child of Beichen Emperor who loves women deeply.
As Beichenxing said before, if it weren't for Shufei's desire to consolidate her position in the palace and not give her a handle, Beichenxing would have been killed by Shufei long ago. After all, there are too many ways to make a little prince in the palace die! Just thinking about it casually has dozens of ways to make the other party die, and you won't be suspected.
Just like Concubine Li, she killed Concubine Shu, but she transferred the suspicion to Concubine De. Concubine Shu's scheming is indeed unfathomable!
Murong Yue's eyes flashed a few times, turned to King Chen, and said with a gaze: "Beichenxing, you must remember that you are not the place of shame. No one will be a shameful existence. Any life is great, and the wrong thing is just the human heart. If human hearts are polluted, any existence in that person's heart will be denied."
After a pause, Murong Yue saw that King Chen's eyes were much calmer, and knew that he had listened to his words. Then he asked with some caution: "Beichenxing, no one in the world does not love his children. Even the tiger poison is not enough to eat. Do you think Shufei, will she..."
"Do you suspect that your mother is not my biological mother?" King Chen is such a person who is very thoughtful. Although Murong Yue did not say anything, he already understood. He shook his head and said, "I once doubted this way. However, I heard from the palace people that when the mother was born, she was born after three days and three nights. It was only because I was fully nutritious in my mother's belly and was too big that I almost killed my mother's life. Even so, after giving birth to me, my mother carefully cared for more than two years before she recovered."
Murong Yue's eyes moved slightly and said, "I don't suspect that Concubine Shu had never given birth to a child, but I just doubt whether you were the child she gave birth to. Have you ever suspected that the prince..."
King Chen frowned slightly, his starry eyes met Murong Yue's black pupils, and whispered: "You mean, she changed me and the prince?"
For some reason, when King Chen heard Murong Yue say this, he didn't feel any unexpected in his mind, but instead had a sudden enlightenment.
Chapter completed!