Chapter 16 Escape(1/2)
Clicking the mouse gently, Li Ruoxi faced the computer and quietly modified the design drawing.
The lines on the computer screen are increasing one by one. The simple lines are chaotic and irregular, and even the outline of a basically completed design drawing is becoming more and more imperfect.
"Hey..." Rubbing her arms gently, Li Ruoxi decided to stop what she was doing and stared at the newly added disorderly lines on the screen. Xiao Yongfan's smile that was suppressing the loss but still gentle gradually appeared in his eyes.
Her wandering thoughts were suddenly frightened back. Li Ruoxi closed her eyes and tried to exclude the face that just appeared in her mind, but Xiao Yongfan's gentle face with a hint of bitterness swirled and expanded in her mind. The scenes last night were like a movie.
It replayed in her mind, and finally settled on Xiao Yongfan's indifferent side face with suppressed bitterness before leaving...
An obscure emotion flowed through her chest, and Li Ruoxi suddenly regretted why she had to run away yesterday!
When she turned to leave, she clearly felt his loss, but she still chose to ignore it and cruelly left that lost figure in the lonely night...
Every time she got along with him, she might have been nervous, breathing rapidly or heartbeating, but she had never felt fear. Even if she had been up close to him yesterday, her body would not have produced any rejection reaction.
Even around him, she felt more at ease and a vague sense of déjà vu...
But just because of this familiar sense of security, it made her even more frightened and made her want to run away...
Taking out the jade pendant on her chest, Li Ruoxi stroked it silently, while Xiao Yongfan's pretendingly calm voice sounded in her ears -
"It's just a story."
Is what he told really just a story? Then why did he tell her such a story? And if it was just a story, why did she feel the truth from his heart from his words?
"Could it be you?" Holding the green and crystal jade in her palm, Li Ruoxi asked herself carefully, "If it were you, should I tell you that I am that girl? But...am I still qualified to fulfill our agreement?"
Tears fell quietly, leaving two sad traces on her fair face. Li Ruoxi held the jade pendant with both hands and pressed her chest tightly, shouting silently in her heart -
I'm scared!
I'm afraid that if that story is true, then when the boy knows that the girl who illuminated his life and gave him warmth is no longer as beautiful as he recalled, if the boy knows that the girl is in a dark swamp, she can no longer have light, and will never
Having lost the qualification to give and obtain happiness, what choice will he make? Will he still regard the girl as the beauty in his life? Will he still want to be with the girl forever without any hesitation? Or will he leave in disappointment?
, leaving the girl out of memory from now on? No more thinking about it?
If it's the latter, I'd rather we never find each other! Because if the truth is revealed, it means you will disappear from my life forever, and I will definitely collapse! At that time, I will no longer even have expectations.
Existed, at that time I was really only left with my lonely self... What should I do once I am left with my lonely self? What should I do..."
Tears flowed violently, breathing became irregular, the chest rose and fell violently, and the pain spread from the chest...
Li Ruoxi's hands holding her chest trembled with pain, her body curled up, and darkness enveloped her vision. The moment she fell to the ground, all that echoed in her mind was infinite helplessness and apology——
"I'm sorry... I'm so afraid of losing you forever... I'm really scared, so scared... So I can only run away, I can only choose to escape forever... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
(v&717;v)(v&717;v)I am the dividing line that escapes (v&717;v)(v&717;v)
The elegant car parked quietly in front of a warm house. A handsome face in the car was full of hesitation. He had been parked here for an hour, but except for staring intently at the carved door in the courtyard of the house, he never dared to step on it.
Take a step out of the car.
Although after talking to Linhe Fei yesterday, he figured out that Xi's illness was not necessarily caused by him, but the pain he caused her ten years ago was after all a fact, and the pain he had caused her hurriedly disappeared behind the door yesterday.
The beautiful image always lingers in his heart, pinching his heart and lungs!
It is undeniable that she is running away from him! Faced with her like this, even if he is full of confidence that he can give her happiness, if happiness means destroying her current peaceful life and making her regain the pain of memories, how can he bear it?
?
"Xi, have you missed me in the past ten years? When you miss me, has there ever been a beautiful smile on your lips? If you have ever smiled because of me, I will definitely hold you in my arms without hesitation!
Even if this makes you feel flustered, I will use my love to soothe your flustered mind and make you smile happily in my arms!"
After finishing his words firmly, Xiao Yongfan helplessly closed his tearful eyes, unable to help but laugh at himself——
But, unfortunately, you must have never thought about me! Even if you recall that past in your dream, you will only be awakened. You must be eager to get rid of this nightmare that haunts you forever...
"Knock...knock..." A subtle knock on the door aroused Xiao Yongfan's alertness. He quickly adjusted his emotions, opened his sharp eyes, and looked out the car window without any emotion.
A round smiling face came into view, softening Xiao Yongfan's expression. He gently opened the car door, faced the little girl with her smiling face, and asked with a smile: "Little sister, what's wrong?"
"Uncle, are you crying? Are you sad?"
Hearing the little girl's words, Xiao Yongfan was stunned. Even a little girl could see how fragile he was just now!
When she didn't get an answer, the little girl stretched out her soft little hands to hold Xiao Yongfan's cuffs, and continued without fear of danger: "Uncle, I've been watching you in the yard for a long time! Are you unhappy? If you are unhappy, Xiao Nuan will accompany you.
Okay? When my sister is unhappy, Xiao Nuan will also accompany her. As long as Xiao Nuan smiles at her sister, her sister will also laugh and won’t cry anymore! So, Xiao Nuan will laugh with her uncle, and his uncle won’t want to
Cry!"
Looking at the little girl in front of him who spoke innocent words and showed a bright smile, Xiao Yongfan's heart instantly warmed up, and the haze in his heart gradually faded away! At the same time, her words also aroused his curiosity: "Little sister, your name is Xiaonuan
Ah? Do you live here? Does your sister... often cry alone? "
"Yeah!" Li Nuan nodded heavily and pointed to the house behind him, "Xiao Nuan lives there with her sister, Mother Liang, and Uncle Lu! My sister is Xiao Nuan's sister, and Mother Liang and Uncle Lu are both housekeepers.
.Actually, my grandfather also lived together before, but my grandfather went to heaven far away, so now there are only four of us living together." With her little head tilted, Li Nuanran counted her family members one by one.
Then he continued, "My sister will cry when she sees green stones..."
"Green stone?" Xiao Yongfan knew what the little girl said, but he was confused about this word. Just when he was about to ask more questions, a middle-aged woman's voice came from inside the house——
"Little miss...where are you?"
Hearing the shouting, Li Nuanran turned his head and shouted sweetly to the yard: "Mother Liang, I'm staying with uncle outside..."
As soon as he finished speaking, a slightly stout middle-aged woman was seen running anxiously from the yard.
After finally finding Li Nuanran, Liang's mother saw her standing with a strange man. She hurriedly took Li Nuanran's hand, brought her small body back to her, and then looked at her with a wary look.
Xiao Yongfan asked, "Sir, what can I do?"
The woman's nervous reaction made Xiao Yongfan really helpless and funny. Did she think he wanted to abduct the child? Just as she was about to explain, Li Nuanran spoke first.
"Mother Liang, uncle was crying in the car just now. Xiaonuan saw it and came to stay with him!"
"Ah?" Li Nuanran's words made Liang Ma stare at Xiao Yongfan with even more confusion. Although the man in front of her had a natural noble temperament, in today's society everyone has it, and she still didn't know who he was.
It’s better to keep your distance when there are people around you!
"Hello, I'm here to see Xi." Xiao Yongfan walked politely to Liang Ma and explained his purpose with a smile.
He originally planned to leave without disturbing Xi, but now that her family members knew that he had been here, and Xiao Nuan's words just now made the current situation obviously fall into a strange atmosphere, he suspected that if he didn't explain,
There is no guarantee that Liang Ma will not regard him as a dangerous person or a suspicious person, and alert everyone in this residential area!
"Uncle, so you came to see your sister... But why are you crying alone in the car?" It was the childish voice that spoke first.
Xiao Yongfan shook his head helplessly, squatted down, patted Li Nuanran's head, and said with a little helplessness: "Xiao Nuan, uncle didn't cry..."
"Yes, I saw it!" Li Nuanran insisted.
"Alas..." It seemed that it was really difficult to change the child's opinion, and his emotions just now were indeed seen by her. Xiao Yongfan could only feel helpless, stopped arguing with Li Nuanran, stood up again, and politely
Explain to Liang’s mother: “I’m not sure, maybe there was a misunderstanding just now.”
"Are you looking for Miss?" After hearing that he was looking for Li Ruoxi, Liang Ma didn't take the other words into her heart. The doubts in her eyes became more serious, and she asked nervously, "Miss, do you know me?"
"We know..." We have known each other ten years ago, and this sentence can only be said silently in my heart. A flash of darkness flashed in his black eyes, but Xiao Yongfan quickly covered it up, and continued: "Xi and I are... friends.
"
"That's it..." After listening to his words, Liang's mother still had doubts in her heart. With the young lady's temperament, it was impossible for her to meet friends of the opposite sex, but what the person in front of her said didn't seem to be false.
When Liang Ma was hesitating about what to do, Li Nuanran raised her head and said sweetly to Xiao Yongfan: "Uncle, I will take you to find your sister."
Then before Xiao Yongfan and Liang Ma could react, Li Nuanran took Xiao Yongfan's hand, left Ma Liang and ran into the house...
o(n_n)o~o(n_n)o~I am the lively dividing line o(n_n)o~o(n_n)o~
"Uncle, this is my sister's room. She is drawing pictures in it!" Ignoring Ma Liang's shouts from behind, Li Nuanran pulled Xiao Yongfan and ran to Li Ruoxi's door in one breath.
Unexpectedly, Li Nuanran would lead him directly to Li Ruoxi's door. Xiao Yongfan was stunned for a moment, standing blankly, staring at the closed door, and he was completely at a loss!
Li Nuanran on the side noticed that Xiao Yongfan was just standing still, blinked his round eyes in confusion, pouted and asked: "Uncle, why didn't you knock on the door? My sister is inside!"
Before Xiao Yongfan could answer, Li Nuanran raised his chubby little fist and struck at the door. While patting it back, he said to Xiao Yongfan in a sweet voice: "Uncle, don't knock on the door. Xiao Nuan will help."
You knock on the door..."
The little girl's enthusiastic behavior made Xiao Yongfan couldn't help but laugh. Although just now he was worried that his sudden visit would scare her, and even appearing in front of Xi's door without warning would scare her. He hesitated whether to knock on the door or not.
He went to the living room to wait for her. But now he had no time to speak. The anxious little girl had already knocked on the door for him, so he had no choice but to continue to stand calmly and wait for Xi to come out.
After knocking on the door several times in succession, there was still no movement in the room, and Ma Liang, who had been left behind by them just now, had also caught up.
"Mother Liang, has sister gone out? Aren't you drawing pictures in the room?" Seeing Mother Liang coming, Li Nuanran tilted her head and asked with a little pout.
Just after catching up with them, Liang's mother gasped and shook her head: "Little miss...what's wrong? The miss has been in the room and has never come out..."
"Then...is sister sleeping?" Two little eyebrows wrinkled, and Li Nuanran decided to use both hands and mouth. While banging on the door, he raised his voice and shouted at the door:
"Sister, get up! Don't sleep anymore...Sister, uncle is looking for you...Sister..."
Xiao Nuan screamed several times in succession, but the door remained motionless. Mother Liang became a little anxious, and Xiao Yongfan felt a strong uneasiness in her heart!
Without enough time to think about whether his behavior was inappropriate, Xiao Yongfan stretched out his hand to hold the doorknob and pushed the door open! The moment the door was pushed open, the scene that greeted his face made Xiao Yongfan almost crazy with fear!
After roaring "Call an ambulance", Xiao Yongfan immediately forced himself to calm down and quickly ran to Li Ruoxi, who was lying motionless on the ground. He carefully hugged Li Ruoxi, who had completely lost consciousness and even stopped breathing.
Next to Li Ruoxi...
To be continued...