Chapter 32 The Sea
The beach in winter is cold and lonely. The long beach is not as crowded as in summer. Only the quiet sea breeze blows the waves onto the beach, carrying the unique faint fishy smell of the sea, which is refreshing and refreshing.
A woman with a beautiful face and a calm expression stood on the empty beach, raising her head and breathing in the breath of the sea, letting the cold sea breeze hurt the delicate skin on her cheeks...
"You must be wondering why I come to the beach."
Mixed with the sound of wind, the soft voice quickly disappeared on the beach, but even so, Xiao Yongfan, who had been standing silently behind Li Ruoxi, still caught it.
"Are you willing to tell me?" After leaving the press conference, Xi suddenly asked him to take her to the beach. He was really surprised, but seeing that she didn't say anything, he didn't ask and stayed with her who was quiet.
Feel the spirit of the sea.
"Actually, I don't know why, I just suddenly wanted to come and see the sea..." Yes, she didn't understand it herself, but after she changed into the skirt and came out of the venue, she just felt a deep sense of loss in her heart.
"Maybe it's because I did something that I thought I would never do again in my life."
"What is impossible to do in a lifetime?" Xiao Yongfan repeated carefully, his expression containing doubts and expectations.
But Li Ruoxi, who had her back turned to Xiao Yongfan, did not notice this and did not answer his words. She was still thinking quietly against the cold sea breeze.
The skirt triggered all the longings in her cavity! The sad and sweet memories of ten years ago rolled in her mind like a tide, the dreamlike distant past, and the agreement that had long been engraved in her heart.
The collision with herself, who had long since lost the right to wait, made her feel so disappointed!
Before waiting for Li Ruoxi's answer, Xiao Yongfan thought she was silent again, but he heard her say softly: "This endless sea is so beautiful. The sea is so wide and wide, you think it must be able to accommodate a lot of things, right?"
"Yeah." He agreed softly. Xiao Yongfan couldn't help but feel a little worried. Today's Xi is indeed very strange!
"Fan, do you think humans are like the sea, able to tolerate many things?" Still facing Xiao Yongfan, Li Ruoxi continued to ask.
"Xi, what's wrong with you today?" Xiao Yongfan took a step forward and wanted to walk in front of Li Ruoxi.
Feeling that the person behind her wanted to walk in front of her, Li Ruoxi quickly took a few steps forward, keeping her back to Xiao Yongfan, and asked softly, "If someone you value does something that hurts you,
Will you forgive her?"
Hearing Li Ruoxi's question, an old face suddenly appeared in Xiao Yongfan's mind, causing him to stop and freeze in place. He closed his eyes in pain. He heard himself say: "No, I will not forgive him."
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"Don't forgive? I think so too. How can a person who hurts others be forgiven?" The tears fell quietly, but were quickly dried by the sea breeze.
The two of them fell into silence at the same time, with only the sound of the sea breeze sounding around them.
After an unknown amount of time, Li Ruoxi finally turned around and faced Xiao Yongfan with a faint smile: "Thank you for accompanying me to see the sea."
It was a disguised smile that concealed sadness!
As soon as he touched Li Ruoxi's eyes, Xiao Yongfan was strongly aware of this. At this time, Xiao Yongfan felt something was wrong. Why did Xi Xi ask the question just now? When he suddenly heard her ask this just now, the first thing that flashed in his mind was
Xiao Zuoping - the person who didn't deserve to be called grandfather! But she didn't know Xiao Zuoping at all, and she didn't know his hatred for Xiao Zuoping, so she was definitely not asking him if he could forgive the old man. So who was she targeting with her question just now?
? Could it be that... her question was directed at herself? Feinas came to see him that day and said that Xi's illness might be due to "betrayal"? Thinking of what he said that day, and of Li Ruoxi's strange behavior today, Xiao Yongfan was taken by himself
The idea scares me!
Lowering his head to look at Li Ruoxi, Xiao Yongfan caught every change on her face and asked carefully: "Xi, why do you ask that?"
Don't think it's what you think! If Xi asked him such a question because of the past that he didn't know, then his answer just now was really stupid!
"When I saw that the sea was so broad, I felt that it must be able to accommodate a lot of things. Then I suddenly thought that people could be like the sea and could tolerate all kinds of things, good or bad, so I just asked."
But people are not the sea, and they are not as broad as the sea, so the human heart cannot be broad enough to accept all the hurt and mistakes! A heart that has been indulged cannot be forgiven. She already knew that two years ago.
At this point, why did she still have hope today? And asked questions that she already knew the answer to? Could it be that the skirt made her miss overflowing, which made her have expectations in her heart and gave her the idea that she could
The fantasy of being forgiven? But it is a fantasy after all. How can I get forgiveness from others when I am so unbearable?
"Xi, you have something on your mind." This was an affirmative sentence. Li Ruoxi's nonchalant ease confirmed Xiao Yongfan's thoughts, and made Xiao Yongfan feel deeply guilty for not thinking deeply about his answer just now.
"Fan, I..." Unexpectedly, Xiao Yongfan would say it so directly, and Li Ruoxi didn't know how to respond.
"Xi, can't you tell me? We are friends. If you tell me, maybe I can share your burden for you." Xiao Yongfan said seductively. He couldn't tell her his feelings yet, so he could only emphasize his status as a "friend".
"Fan, I am very happy that you can accompany me to see the sea, and I am also very happy to meet a friend like you, but..." Li Ruoxi turned around again, no longer facing Xiao Yongfan. Maybe she can get along with him naturally.
, maybe she can feel the aura of peace of mind from him, but no matter what, whether her past was happiness, pain or guilt, she was unwilling to mention it to anyone!
"Xi, I understand." Looking at Li Ruoxi's back, Xiao Yongfan said softly, "However, what I just said I won't forgive is not about you. Just remember, no matter what you do, I will forgive you."
Forgiven!"
"You..." Upon hearing Xiao Yongfan's words, Li Ruoxi turned around suddenly and stared at him in disbelief.
"Xi, you don't have to be so surprised!" Xiao Yongfan said with a gentle smile, "We are friends, and friends should forgive each other. So no matter what you have done, I will forgive you; on the contrary,
You will forgive me too, right?"
Xiao Yongfan's expression of disbelief disappeared completely due to Xiao Yongfan's words, his eyes flushed, and there was a strong sense of gratitude in his heart. Finally, two simple words escaped his lips: "Thank you..."
At this moment, Li Ruoxi felt that such comfort was enough...
"Xi, if you want to say thank you, just smile for me!" As he said that, Xiao Yongfan also made a smiley face with his hand.
With her lips curved in a bright arc, and her cheeks and nose reddened by excitement or the sea breeze, Li Ruoxi was very dazzling at this time.
"Xi, your smile is so beautiful! But you have to be careful about catching cold after blowing the sea breeze for so long." Xiao Yongfan murmured, then took off his coat and gently put it on Li Ruoxi.
Suddenly there was a masculine jacket on her body. Li Ruoxi was stunned for a moment and wanted to refuse it immediately. However, the temperature of the jacket made her feel extremely warm and comfortable, which made her hesitate...
"Put it on first. You've been busy with 'Yunju' lately, so it won't be good if you're sick." Knowing that Li Ruoxi might refuse to accept the call, Xiao Yongfan decided to use work as an excuse.
"But, doesn't it matter to you?" After hesitating for a while, Li Ruoxi accepted it obediently.
Shaking his head, Xiao Yongfan smiled and said, "I won't get sick so easily. But if you are afraid that I will catch a cold, let's go back now, okay?"
Seeing Li Ruoxi gently nodding, Xiao Yongfan felt relieved. In fact, he was not afraid of the cold. He just said this to coax her away from the seaside and didn't want her to continue to be in the cold wind...
Chapter completed!