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Chapter 47 Forget me

White walls, white ceiling, everything was white. Li Ruoxi, who woke up faintly, knew that she should be lying in the ward. She slowly sat up from the bed, and the empty room made her feel stunned for a moment.

of trance.

At this time, a nurse walked into the room. Seeing that Li Ruoxi had woken up, she asked kindly: "Miss, are you awake? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

"uncomfortable……"

Repeating these three words nonchalantly, all the memories before fainting suddenly came back to her mind, and her blurred contact lenses were filled with excitement. She grabbed the nurse's shoulders hard and asked in a trembling voice: "How is the child?"

"Children?" The nurse was obviously frightened by Li Ruoxi's nervous expression. She was stunned for a while before replying: "Are you talking about the two children who were brought here in the car accident this morning?"

"Yes! How are they?" he asked eagerly, and the strength in his hands could not help but increase.

The nurse who was scratched by her frowned and smiled reluctantly: "Miss, can you let me go first?"

"Oh, I'm sorry." Li Ruoxi immediately let go of her hand and asked anxiously: "How are Xiaoxiang and Xiaonuan?"

As soon as Li Ruoxi let go of her hand, the nurse took a big step back and kept a distance from Li Ruoxi before saying: "They have completed the operation. The boy's injury has stabilized, but he still needs to be observed in the intensive care unit. And the girl

After the emergency treatment, the heart rate returned to normal, but the doctor suggested that it would be best to undergo a thorough heart surgery."

"Their lives are not in danger now, are they?" Although the nurse had said so, Li Ruoxi still had a deep look of worry in her eyes.

"Yes." Seeing the nurse nodding affirmatively, she finally breathed a sigh of relief. After confirming that both children were safe, her nervousness relaxed and her body slid down softly...

"Miss, are you okay?" Seeing Li Ruoxi fall to the side, the nurse immediately stepped forward to support her. Although she was a little afraid that the young lady in front of her would catch her again like before, the nurse's duty is to take good care of the patient.

, based on this alone, there is nothing to be afraid of.

"I'm fine. I'm just happy to know that their lives are not in danger." Li Ruoxi smiled weakly at the nurse.

"Oh, although I'm happy, you still have to control your emotions. By the way, how about I help you call Mr. Xiao who has been accompanying you? He just went out with the doctor. Maybe you should lie down and rest first.

For a bar."

As she spoke, the nurse was about to help Li Ruoxi lie down on the bed, but she shook her head: "No need to call him, I want to sit by myself for a while, and you can go and do other things."

"Then...I won't disturb your rest." The nurse hesitated for a while, and after seeing that there was nothing unusual about Li Ruoxi except that her face was a little pale, she turned and left.

There was only Li Ruoxi in the room again. She slowly took out the jade pendant from her lapel and touched the delicate carvings on it. Her tears fell silently...

"Xiaoxiang and Xiaowei are our children, the children we had ten years ago. My full name is Xiao Yongfan."

After learning that both children were safe, Xiao Yongfan's words before fainting began to replay in Li Ruoxi's mind. The mixed emotions finally turned into a string of crystal tears pouring out of her eyes. She couldn't stop the flow.

constantly...

"I finally waited for you. It turns out that you have appeared by my side a long time ago. It turns out that my heart has always moved only for you..."

Whispering, Li Ruoxi held the jade pendant tightly. She thought she fell in love with two people, but it turned out that the two people were the same person. Both of her loves were born for this person, and the two loves overlapped.

Together they merged into a fiery love that overflowed her heart. Recalling all the events since she met Fan, she finally understood why he was special to her, why she felt familiar with him, and why she felt so familiar with him.

She will feel at ease from him! It turns out that he is the person she gave everything to in the first place! He is the man she has loved for ten years! Her love has always been given to only him!

But even though her love for him was so strong and deep, she was not qualified to receive his love after all! It was already too late. After the incident two years ago, it was already too late!

Even though her love for Brahma has never changed, her body once betrayed her lover. That is a bloody fact that has happened before. It will not change no matter how time changes. It is something that will never be engraved on her body.

Obliterated dirt!

She remembered that Fan once told him the story of a boy and a girl. His story was so beautiful, and the girl in his heart was so perfect, but now she was so filthy. The truth would only disappoint him, and she didn't want to

Disappoint him! She doesn't want to destroy the perfect vision in his heart! Moreover, Fan is such an excellent person, and she is unworthy of his love...

There were also Xiaoxiang and Xiaowei, those two warm-hearted children. She had fallen in love with them from the first time they met. She never felt a sense of distance when getting along with them. She just wanted to love them well. She originally thought that was because

The two children were so kind and lovely, but it turned out that they were not the same. There was also the attraction of blood! But she was not a competent mother. Although separation was not what she wanted, in the past ten years, she had never

She has taken care of them, that is a fact! And in the years to come, her appearance and existence will only bring shame to them, because she is an impure person!

She can no longer appear in front of Fan and her children! Before all the beauty is shattered, she has to escape! God has allowed her who does not deserve love to see her love and her children, and has also let her know that they are also the same

Deeply in love with herself, she is already satisfied! These few months of possession are enough for her to remember for a lifetime, and she does not want to destroy the beauty between them!

Run away! Before everything gets out of hand, leave Fan, leave Xiaoxiang and Xiaowei. They will never know that their lover and mother is a person who is not qualified to receive love!

Li Ruoxi screamed deeply in her heart, her eyes blurred by tears showed deep pain and reluctance. She stumbled off the bed, kissed the jade pendant tightly in her hand with trembling lips, and put it down reluctantly.

On the hospital bed. Then he picked up the medical record board hanging on the bed, scribbled a line of words, placed it next to the jade pendant, and opened the door of the ward with a staggering step...

The slender figure disappeared outside the door, leaving only the teardrops forming a line in the air, and a gentle apology echoed in the air——

Sorry, forget me...

/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~I am the dividing line of forget me /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

After listening to the doctor's explanation of the injuries and conditions of the two children, and instructing Yan Sa to find Feinas to take care of the two children, Xiao Yongfan immediately returned to Li Ruoxi's ward. But when he opened the door of the ward, there was no one there.

The white space made him frown immediately, and the green patch on the white mattress made his heart suddenly pucker! Moving with difficulty, he gently picked up the jade pendant on the bed that had lost its temperature, and looked at it

I came into contact with the line of handwriting blurred by tears - I'm sorry, forget me.

There was a loud bang in his mind, and Xiao Yongfan ran out of the room like a wounded beast, grabbed an oncoming nurse, and growled: "Where is the patient in the room? Where did she go?"

"Mr. Xiao, don't be so excited..." The nurse painfully tried to break away the hands that were grabbing her shoulders. She was thinking why she was so unlucky today. Just now, she was grabbed by the shoulders by the unconscious lady and asked, and now she met another one.

The gentleman who grabbed her shoulders? And this gentleman’s hand strength was definitely several times stronger than that lady’s! Her poor little shoulders must have been bruised a lot!

But Xiao Yongfan, who was eager to find Li Ruoxi, never noticed the pained expression on the nurse's face, and shouted in a lower tone: "Xi is gone, can I not be excited? Where has she gone!"

Seeing Xiao Yongfan's increasingly horrified face, the nurse knew that if she didn't answer his questions, he would never let her go. She could only endure the pain on her shoulder and said helplessly: "The lady just woke up.

After she asked me about the two children who were sent here in the morning, she said she wanted to sit by herself for a while. I saw that there was nothing unusual about her except that her face was pale, so I followed her. Then she came out.

After work, I don’t know where the lady went after that. Maybe you can ask other people."

"Damn it!" He shouldn't have left Xi alone in the ward! Xiao Yongfan thought dejectedly and let go of the nurse's hand.

When the nurse saw that the violent-looking gentleman finally let go of her, she hurriedly left. Her shoulders were about to be crushed by him!

Taking out his mobile phone, Xiao Yongfan dialed the number and told Yan Sa: "Xi is gone, Yan Sa, send someone to look for me immediately!"

As soon as the phone was hung up, Xiao Yongfan dialed directly to Li's house: "Mom Liang, has Xi come back?"

"Mr. Fan? Miss is not here, what happened?" Mother Liang on the other end of the phone heard Xiao Yongfan's anxious voice and immediately realized something was wrong.

"Xiaoxiang and Xiaonuan had an accident and were sent to the hospital. Xi fainted. I was originally with Xi, but she didn't know where she went after I was called out by the doctor just now." Xiao Yongfan briefly explained the situation.

"There was an accident between the young lady and Master Xiang? How could this happen?"

"The child is fine now. I'll tell you the details later. But Xi's mood is very unstable now. I'm afraid something will happen to her! Mother Liang, think about where she will go if she doesn't go home, and you need to find her as soon as possible.

!" Now he only wants to find Xi as soon as possible, and he has no time to think about other things!

"Okay." From his anxious tone, Liang Ma understood his mood. Although she was even more anxious because she didn't know the situation, she couldn't bear to ask, "Mr. Fan, I'm going to call now to ask Miss Zhen and Mr. Qiu if they have found

Miss, I will tell you as soon as possible."

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Yongfan walked back to the ward. He wished that Xi had returned to the ward, but the empty ward declared that his hope was shattered...

"I'm sorry, forget me..." Why did she leave such words to him? Why did she return the jade pendant to him? When she knew the truth, she actually returned the jade pendant to him and told him to forget it.

She? She once said that she would protect the agreement between them for the rest of her life, but now she left the jade pendant behind and disappeared alone. Did she give up the agreement between them? After knowing everything, she finally

The choice is to leave him? Why?

Covering his painful face with both hands, Xiao Yongfan kept asking himself:

"Was it wrong? Was I wrong? I shouldn't have told her the truth of the matter! But under the circumstances at that time, was it okay if I didn't tell her the truth of the matter?"

No! No, Xiaowei was already calling mommy, and Xiaoxiang was in the operating room with his life or death still uncertain. If he still used lies to cover up everything between them at that time, it would only cause greater regret! He

I don’t want Xiang to have any regrets in her heart! If Xiaoxiang never wakes up, and Xi still doesn’t know that Xiaoxiang is her child at the last moment of her child’s life, then she will definitely regret it in the future!

She will definitely regret her "not knowing" at that moment in her life! She will definitely regret throughout her life that she lost the last chance to recognize her child, and that she could not love her child with a mother's mood at his last moment!

He didn't want Xi to regret or leave any regrets in Xi's life, so he chose to tell her the truth at that moment! Even though he knew that she might not be able to bear the sudden truth, even though he knew that she might not be able to control her emotions.

And when she gets sick, he has to tell her the truth! Because he believes that he has the ability to protect her, the ability to hold her in his arms when she can't bear the stimulation and collapse, and prevent the sickle of death from taking away her life!

After she fainted, he stayed by her side, asking Yan Sa to take care of Xiaowei and pay attention to the progress of the operation. Although he was worried about the children in the operating room and his daughter who was waiting outside the operating room, he was even more worried.

It's this fragile person that he loves in his heart and can't let go of!

But in just ten minutes, he just talked with the doctor for ten minutes after the child came out of the operating room, and his most cherished treasure disappeared before his eyes!

"Why? Xi, why do you want to run away from me?" Xiao Yongfan raised his head and roared, like the shrill cry of a wounded beast, just for the determination of his lover to leave...

He couldn't understand why Xi Xi always chose to escape when faced with his feelings? When they first met, when he hinted to her what happened back then, she fell ill the next day. At that time, he thought she was running away from him ten years ago.

; After that, he decided not to mention the past and used his tenderness to make her fall in love with him now. But when she knew his love for her, she ran away again and locked herself in the room for a week; now when he tells her

She confessed everything, but she left behind a jade pendant that represented the promise between them and a message telling him to forget her, and then disappeared without saying a word!

Why does she treat him like this? What kind of existence is Xiao Yongfan in Xi's heart? Why does Xi avoid him and keep a distance from him whenever there is an emotional collision between them? It's because

Does she hate him and not love him? But if that's the case, she can reject him coolly, just like she rejected Qiu Yao! But why does she only choose to escape from his love, and every time she escapes, she becomes confused

She is in so much pain!

Xi was running away from him and torturing herself! Seeing her in such pain, he hesitated a little whether he should give up loving her and give her freedom...

But is he willing? Will he be willing to give up her? No, no! No matter why Xi runs away from herself, he will not give up! As long as Xi cherishes him, he will not give up; even if Xi does not love him

, he will not give up!

"She is like a believer who has betrayed her faith, so she is afraid and rejected, and she subconsciously punishes herself in this way."

"If someone you value did something that hurt you, would you forgive her?"

Suddenly, Fenas's words describing Xi's illness came to mind, as well as the questions Xi asked him to accompany her to the beach to ask him...

"Is Xi blaming himself for something that he doesn't know about, so he ran away from her?" Xiao Yongfan murmured to himself.

Xi's avoidance must be related to her illness! Two years ago - this is the key point, Xi's illness started at that time! He must find out what happened two years ago! He must stop them

Clear the obstacles between them!
Chapter completed!
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