Chapter 82 Let's Get Married(2/2)
"Stop talking! Xi, those are not what you think. My feelings for Lisa..." Listening to Li Ruoxi's ambiguous words, Xiao Yongfan's eyebrows tightened tighter and tighter, and he nervously grabbed her shoulders with both hands to explain.
However, Li Ruoxi's white and tender hands held down those two lips that were about to open, and her next words made him swallow all the explanations back in his throat, turning into a strong emotion, filling his eyes and moistening them!
"Fan, you see Lisa as another version of yourself, right? When you met the girl who was abandoned by her relatives because she had a heart disease in the nursing home, you seemed to have seen another version of yourself who was abandoned by her grandfather, so
That's why you care about her so much, encourage her not to give up life, and can't bear to say anything that makes her sad... Do you think an example of the pain of being abandoned by a loved one is enough?
Gentleness can replace her relatives and compensate for the loss of family affection, which is to compensate for herself...because you see your own shadow in Lisa, Lisa is you..."
"Xi, how did you know?" Although he tried his best to suppress the sobs in his throat, his hoarse voice still couldn't conceal the feeling in Xiao Yongfan's chest. He had never said anything to anyone, but Xi understood him so well.
, know him...
"I guessed it. I couldn't help but think so after hearing Lisa talk about how you met." Li Ruoxi smiled softly, the tenderness in her eyes was even more delicate, and she even shed tears.
"For me, you can make Lisa, who has always been carefully protected, sad, which is equivalent to making the other you sad! You always put me first and the most important position deep in your heart. Facing you like this,
How could I let go of my love for you? Brahma, I love you. No matter what happens or who appears, it will never change my love for you, and I will never give up on you easily.
There will no longer be any such stupid idea of escaping from you... because this is not only a torture to myself, but also a torture to you... So, let's get married..."
"Okay..." Deep black pupils locked onto Li Ruoxi's soft face. Xiao Yongfan's brain had not had time to digest her last words, so he just nodded in agreement instinctively. But a few seconds later, when he realized the meaning of Li Ruoxi's words,
, Xiao Yongfan jumped up excitedly, looked at Li Ruoxi cautiously with disbelief in his eyes, and asked cautiously and slightly hesitantly: "Xi, what did you just say?"
"I said, let's get married. I want to be your wife in name only and wake up in your arms every day..."
"Xi, did I understand correctly? You... can you fully accept me?"
Holding his arms around the little woman who blushed and nestled in his arms after saying what he just said, Xiao Yongfan was still not sure what he heard. Because this was indeed so exciting, and he knew that Xi had never completely let go of it.
Every time the two of them were overly intimate, it would arouse the original fear deep in her heart. Therefore, even if he proposed to her and she agreed, he did not dare to have any intention of planning a wedding, let alone take it lightly.
He said the word "marriage" because he understood that marriage meant sharing the same bed. Although he could not touch her, the more he gave in, the more negative emotions would arise in Xi's heart. He did not want to increase her psychological pressure!
But at this moment, she took the initiative to ask for marriage. How could he not be excited? You must know that his Xi can finally let go of the past completely!
"Fan, actually I'm still not sure if I'm afraid, but Lisa's appearance made me figure out one thing..." Nestling in Xiao Yongfan's arms, Li Ruoxi murmured about the underlying fear in her heart,
"The moment I saw Lisa, I thought I was going to get sick again, because of her eyes, those blue eyes as bright as the sky! It was because of these eyes that I fell into an extremely deep state two years ago.
In the midst of the pain, and the appearance of such eyes again two years later, I couldn't help but stir up all the pain that I had decided to bury deep in my heart and not dig out! But Lisa, she is not like that frank person on the outside but hateful on the inside.
She is such an innocent and natural person. She told me everything about you two frankly. She even told me her feelings for you without concealment. In the end, she even sincerely blessed me and even
You sincerely want me to believe that I am the one who can make you happy! At that moment, I figured it out. Two years ago, I lost myself because of a pair of blue eyes. Two years later, another pair of equally blue eyes appeared.
, but this time there won’t be any dark side in these eyes! At this time, I can’t help but ask myself, should I give up the happiness I have because of the painful memories? Van, I want to make you what Lisa hopes.
Happiness, and such happiness should not require you to always accommodate me and protect me unilaterally in everything..."
"Xi, I don't care..."
"But I care! I don't want you to give blindly all the time, and I don't want that past to become a scar that haunts my soul forever and become an obstacle between the two of us!" He raised his arms and circled Xiao Yongfan's neck,
Li Ruoxi softly whispered into Xiao Yongfan's ear, "Fan, let me be yours from now on. I want to forget that memory forever..."
After saying the last words, her trembling lips kissed her lover's lips. The love between lovers also burned to the highest point at this moment...
Chapter completed!