As soon as she stepped into the orphanage in the suburbs, Li Ruoxi felt something was wrong. She had been here several times because she had to draw design drawings. In her impression, although the "Sacred Heart Orphanage" was old, it was full of life all the time.

She could see the children's carefree laughter and their smiling faces full of vitality. Even every time she came here, some enthusiastic children would surround her, rushing to greet her sudden guest! This orphan

The hospital felt like a warm and joyful big family to her! But why was it a completely different feeling standing here this time? Not to mention the energetic children, she didn't even see a single figure.

Apart from the cool sound of the wind, there was no other sound. The old orphanage was as silent as a desolate house with no inhabitants, exuding an aura of decadence everywhere!

Looking in astonishment at the scene in front of her that exceeded her expectations, Li Ruoxi was about to ask Yue Ningzi beside her, but before she could ask the question, she saw that the gentle and generous Yue Ningzi in her impression actually had her hands in trouble.

He grabbed his hair, looked at her with an apologetic look, and said in frustration:

"Ruoxi, I actually forgot such an important thing! Considering safety issues and the fact that construction is about to start here, and the center just coordinated with other relevant agencies a few days ago to arrange the placement of the children, the children in this hospital

They were all sent away the day before yesterday! And today the colleagues from the center came here just to do the final inventory. But looking at the current situation, even the colleagues should have left. It seems that our trip was in vain... I'm so sorry!

"

"It's good for the children to settle down early. Besides, the facilities here are really too shabby." After understanding why she was facing an empty house, Li Ruoxi smiled lightly in relief, "And our trip should not be in vain.

Come on. Aren’t we here just looking for a clean place to discuss design plans? The environment here is very clean, and I really like this place. Since I’m here, I’ll walk around here and talk about design while walking.

The pictures are pretty good too!”

"Okay! Since you don't mind me making such a big mistake, let's talk while walking!"

After Yue Ningzi finished speaking, the two began to walk around the orphanage, smelling the comfortable cool breeze, tasting the warm sunshine, and talking about the future design of the orphanage. The two women who had a good conversation finally left.

I was tired and unknowingly came to the top floor of the orphanage.

Leaning against the guardrail on the top floor, with the blue sky above her head and green fields surrounding her, Li Ruoxi's bright black eyes looked at the boundary between blue and green, smelling the refreshing cool breeze, and murmured leisurely: "The scenery here is so beautiful.

, making people who look at it reluctant to blink! And the fresh air makes people feel comfortable just smelling it!”

"The air and sights here are indeed very intoxicating, especially at night. The vast sea of ​​stars is even more difficult to look away from!" Following Li Ruoxi's gaze, Yue Ningzi finally focused on the blue sky.

Tian Tian's gentle eyes became even softer, and even his voice seemed to have a hint of intoxicating tenderness, "My boyfriend also likes it here very much. He always comes here often to watch the stars. Sometimes he even stays up all night, just like that.

I stared up at the dazzling starry sky intently, blowing the cool breeze here all night long."

"Your boyfriend?" Seeing such a happy expression on Yue Ningzi's face, Li Ruoxi couldn't help but feel a little curious.

"Yes, he is like a big child. He is easily tempted by some things and likes to do some silly things, so he is very carefree and is always easily attracted to girls. Sometimes he will also date them. , but I know that he just loves novelty and fun." Speaking slowly about her lover's cheating behavior, Yue Ningzi's smile shone with sweetness, "He is very honest to me, and he never hides this from me. Things. Besides, I know him very well. He is a very dedicated person. He will stick to one thing for his whole life. You can tell it by looking at his love for the stars. So no matter how many girls he is with, he will stick to it for the rest of his life. The one you identify with is me, the only one you love is me..."

Seeing Yue Ningzi say such words that were almost infatuated like a sweet and happy little woman, Li Ruoxi could only look at her blankly, not knowing whether to answer the question, because in her description she was like His boyfriend's situation is so different from his own understanding of love! Don't you have to love someone wholeheartedly? If Ning Zi's boyfriend is a dedicated person, how can he love her while being attracted by other girls? Attract and even date?

"What's wrong, Ruoxi? You seem to be surprised." Seeing Li Ruoxi looking at her with an incomprehensible expression, Yue Ningzi put away her sweet smile, frowned slightly and asked, "You don't believe that my boyfriend is in love?" Is it mine?"

"It's hard for me to understand." She was a little surprised that Yue Ningzi would ask such a question to her so directly. Li Ruoxi paused for a moment and chose to honestly express her thoughts.

"Ruoxi, a person cannot love only one person in his life. Do you dare to say that you have only had feelings for one person?" The soft eyes suddenly became sharp, and Yue Ningzi looked directly at Li Ruoxi.

"I..." Seeing Yue Ningzi staring at herself and asking such a question without allowing herself to flinch even a little bit, Li Ruoxi's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and a strong sense of uneasiness quickly sprang up in her heart. Along with this uneasiness, there was also There was an inexplicable fear. Facing Yue Ningzi, who suddenly seemed like a different person, Li Ruoxi had an urge to escape.

"Ruoxi, do you want to hear the story between me and my boyfriend?" No longer pressing Li Ruoxi for an answer, Yue Ningzi regained her gentle smile and changed the subject.

"Ning Zi, I want to go back. How about we talk some other time?"

In Li Ruoxi's eyes, both the smile on Yue Ningzi's face and the topic she changed were so weird that she wanted to escape. She had a hunch that if their conversation continued, she might fall into an abyss of pain. !

But Yue Ningzi obviously didn't want her to leave, and she didn't give her any chance to leave. Instead, she held her shoulders directly and talked about the distant but vivid story buried in her heart...

"He and I got to know each other because of this orphanage. At that time, I had just graduated and was an intern at the center. My job was to go to orphanages everywhere to tutor children with psychological disorders every day. And this 'Sacred Heart' The orphanage is also one of my work places, but because this is a suburb, I have never been here before, so I got lost when I came here for the first time. I got off the bus nearby and walked for most of the day, let alone coming here. I couldn't find the road here, and I couldn't even find the way back. Just when I was watching the sky getting darker and darker, and was so anxious that I didn't know what to do, I met him driving by here.

After walking for most of the day, I was tired and hesitant. As soon as I saw a car appear, I was so excited that I almost jumped on it. The man who was driving at the time was obviously frightened by me. Later, he told me that I looked so...

The ride was very bad. He thought he had met a madman! But he still greeted me warmly and listened to me patiently. He even introduced me to the nearby roads in detail until he safely sent me to the orphanage.

He drove away at the gate of the hospital.

It was already dark when I arrived at the orphanage that day, so I had to stay overnight. But I don’t know why, I couldn’t sleep that night. It seemed that I was always thinking about something. I tossed and turned for most of the night.

Seeing that I couldn't sleep, I simply got up and took a walk. Unknowingly, I walked to the top floor, and when I came here, I was attracted by the night here, but what made me unable to take my eyes away was the one on the field.

The figure, the figure who is carefully adjusting the telescope, looking up at the vast sea of ​​stars above his head from time to time, smiling like a child!

At that moment, my heart was beating crazily, and the feeling of heartbeat quickly made my whole body feel hot! I finally knew the reason for my insomnia, because as early as when I met the man who warmly greeted me to get in the car,

I was attracted to him. And now when I saw his smile facing the bright starry sky, it was as if he had gained the whole world. I knew even more clearly that I had been completely captured by him! Love was already in my mind before I could understand it.

When I realized it, my sensitive heart had already noticed it earlier, so I was so worried that I couldn't sleep!

When I realized my emotions, I stood on the roof in a daze, looking at him in the field stupidly. I didn't know how long I looked at him. In the end, I thought that he and I could only be passers-by who met by chance, and I felt sad for this.

At that moment, he actually spotted me standing on the roof and even waved to me! At that moment, my mind went blank, and there was only one thought in my mind - I didn’t want to look at him from a distance like this! So I didn’t care whether I

Alarming other people in the orphanage, they ran down from the top floor towards him!

When I rushed across the field to him, I was panting and didn't know what to say. Looking at his surprised but enthusiastic smile, I suddenly shed tears. Seeing me crying, he obviously

I was at a loss, but he still patiently coaxed me. But the more patiently he persuaded me, without any trace of disgust or impatience, the more I cried, and I couldn't stop crying.

Tears welled up in my eyes. Finally, when he saw that no matter how much he tried to persuade me, I still kept crying without saying a word, he pulled me to sit down and chatted with me about the starry sky above my head. He introduced me one by one about the stars in the sky.

constellations, and then talked to me about his love for the starry sky and his dreams. As he listened like this, my tears gradually stopped, and I listened silently to him talking about astronomy all night.

, I didn’t say a word until dawn.

Ruoxi, you must find it strange, right? A person who has received professional psychological training is like an autistic child who doesn’t know how to express his feelings! I also know that I was stupid at that time, but when faced with a sudden

I think anyone would be at a loss when it comes to love!

It wasn't until dawn that day that he said he was leaving, so I held him back and asked him hesitantly if we would meet again. In fact, when I asked him, I had already expected that he would say no on the spot, after all, my behavior that day

It was so weird that anyone would want to stay away from it. But to my surprise, he didn't show any expression of disgust or escape. He just smiled and told me easily that he would come here every week to watch the stars.

!

After getting such an exciting answer, I felt as if I had been filled with honey, and I secretly swore in my heart that next time I see him, I will not be like a mute again! And I will integrate into him.

Topic, his hobby!

So in the next week, I read all the information about astronomy as much as possible. When we met again a week later, I had completely adjusted my emotions. From talking about the constellations in the sky, we went back to

Gradually we started chatting like friends we have known for many years!

But I never told him my love for him. I just came here every week to meet and chat with him, like two friends who talked about everything...

But as we met more often, my love for him deepened day by day. I knew that I had been deeply attracted by the unrestrained spontaneity he exuded, and I was trapped in his passionate charm and couldn't extricate myself!

Although my thoughts and emotions were filled with my love for him, I still carefully concealed my love for him. Because I didn’t know if he had any feelings for me as a man or woman, or if he only regarded me as an extreme person.

Congenial friends! I'm afraid that if I say I love him, our relationship will deteriorate. I'm afraid that if we can't be lovers, then we won't even be friends!

In this way, I secretly had a crush on him for three years. During these three years, I also saw that he was often surrounded by all kinds of women. But this was inevitable, because with his cheerful personality and excellent appearance, it was always easy to

Attracting the love of women! But I also know that his heart will never stop for any woman. Although occasionally he will have a romantic affair with a woman who is attracted by his charm on a whim, but those are just dew.

Just marriage.

Many people may think that he is a playboy because of this, but I know that he just loves to play and is greedy for novelty. He is like a child who has not grown up yet and is always easily attracted to new things and temporarily falls in love with this thing that attracts him.

It's new things, but when children are exposed to more and see more things, they will gradually mature and find the things they really love and will love forever!

I long to be his ultimate love. But in the past three years, in my understanding, he has only regarded me as his best friend. This makes me both happy and helpless. I am lucky that I am special to him, but helpless.

The identity is not what I long for! In this contradiction, my heart began to struggle whether I should express my love for him and give myself a chance - a man who might lead me to heaven or fall into hell.

Chance!

Just when I was suffering from this conflict, something happened that gave me a new breakthrough in my relationship with him!

Ruoxi, you should still remember Qingqing, right? Before adopting Qingqing, I talked to him about it one night while we were watching the stars together. At that time, he joked with me that I didn’t have a man to want in the first place, so he was afraid

After becoming a single mother, I will really become an old aunt, and when I heard him laugh at me like this, I said smoothly that no one wants me, so you want me. After saying this, my heart skipped a beat.

, I regretted why I said such words without thinking? Who would have thought that he nodded seriously and told me that he could be Qingqing's father without any joking at all!

I was stunned on the spot, but what surprised me even more was that he actually confessed his love to me! It turned out that after three years of getting along with him, he had fallen in love with me unknowingly. He said that I was the most understanding person he had ever met.

He said that he would have a very warm feeling when he was by my side, plain but real. He also said that I was like the starry sky that he loved, which was charming and dazzling even though it exuded a faint light!

How flattered I was at that time! It turned out that we were not just unrequited love, he was also in love with me! And in his heart, he compared me to the starry sky he loved, his only love.

Love...

In this way, he and I became a couple, but the way we got along didn't change much, and he would still occasionally have a relationship with a woman he liked like before. He still never hid it from me, and every time he fell in love with her, he would still fall in love with me.

Every woman will tell me, and I don't mind at all, because I know that these feelings of his will not last long. He will ultimately love me and will only come back to me in the end, because I am his 'starry sky'

…

But he was still afraid that I would be jealous, so he told me frankly that he was easily attracted to beautiful or special women, but he only wanted to have a short relationship with women who were truly worthy of his attention, and he

He just regards these relationships as an interest and hobby, but he will change his hobby for me. And he even gave me a promise that his wife must be me, and I will always be the person he loves most in his life!

We also agreed that we would get married when Qingqing could walk, because when we adopted Qingqing, he was only a one-month-old baby, and we wanted to have him be our flower girl at the wedding!

But now that Qingqing can walk, my boyfriend is gone forever. He disappeared from this world forever two years ago. Ruoxi, do you know why? Do you know why he is not with me? Do you know why I

Are you just taking care of Qingqing alone now?"

After slowly telling the past events, Yue Ningzi returned to reality from happy memories. Finally, she looked at Li Ruoxi with a sad expression and murmured to her why.

After Li Ruoxi listened to the story she told, it was a beautiful love story, but the content about astronomy made her feel uneasy. A pair of blue eyes vaguely appeared in her mind, and Yue Ningzi's sad expression
To be continued...