Chapter 2 Yunan hangs himself

Qin Yufan didn't know that at the same time, Qin Yunan was also thinking wildly like her...

Since Qin's father was buried, Qin Yunan has been depressed these past few days, has trouble sleeping and eating, and has fallen into sadness. She can't help but think of her father's funeral...

During the entire funeral of Qin's father, she was ignored, as if her father's death had nothing to do with her, just like an idler.

During the whole period of her father's funeral, she was the only one who seemed relatively leisurely. All the family affairs were taken care of by her sister Qin Yufan, so she didn't need to think about it. She felt relaxed.

She remembered that during her father's funeral, one day when the family's expenses were not enough, Qin Yufan reached out to her for money, but she could not get the money.

She works in a private enterprise, and her salary is not much. Moreover, she likes to dress up and spends money like water. The little salary she earns in a month is not enough for her own pocket, let alone saving "private money."

Already.

She has been working for almost two years. During this period, not only has she not given any money to her family, but whenever she is short of money, she always goes behind Qin Yufan and Qin's father's back and secretly asks Qin's mother for money.

Qin's mother is a very kind-hearted person, and she dotes on her little daughter very much. It is because of her doting that Qin Yunan developed this temperament because she was pampered since she was a child.

For this matter, Qin's father had scolded Qin's mother countless times, but she always used the excuse that the child was young.

Facing her youngest daughter's repeated requests for pocket money, she was so angry that she even cursed her. However, despite this, she tried her best to satisfy her little daughter's request every time, but she always kept it secret from Qin's father and Qin Yufan.

Qin's mother knew that Qin's father had a violent personality, and she was afraid that he would fly into a rage when he found out, causing the family no peace.

She didn't dare to let Qin Yufan know, for fear that she would say she was partial, so she tried her best to hide it from the two of them.

In fact, she didn't know that Qin's father and Qin Yufan already knew about this matter, but no one wanted to point it out. Their family had long known Qin Yunan's "mind", so they "let" her in everything.

However, despite this, Qin Yunan did not save much "private money" in the end.

After seeing that Qin Yunan couldn't come up with the money, Qin Yufan once yelled angrily: "Nan Nan! Dad supported you so much, but you only gave him 500 yuan to die! The person your parents love the most is you.

You don’t even show any filial piety, your father has raised you so big in vain!”

Qin Yunan was speechless after being scolded by her, so she said unconvinced: "How can I compare with you? You work in a large state-owned unit, and one month's salary is worth my two months' salary. Dad originally asked you to take over

If I take over his job, I will naturally contribute some effort to Dad’s funeral..."

After hearing what she said, Qin Yufan was so angry that he couldn't laugh or cry. He knew he couldn't explain it to her, so he had no choice but to stop talking and take on all the affairs of the family alone.

Qin Yunan is also a person with a strong character. She has long seen it from the expressions of the people who come to her family: everyone looks down on her. They are all surrounding Qin Yufan, as if her father has Qin Yufan as a daughter.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but secretly hate the unfairness in the world. They are both biological sisters, but their experiences are different. Why do everyone revolve around her sister and ignore her existence? Why does her sister have a job that makes people jealous?

She is jealous of her job, but she doesn't have it herself? Why is it that her sister has "skills" in the eyes of her family and friends but she is left out?

The more she thought about it, the more pessimistic she felt, and she began to feel inferior. After wiping her tears with her hands, she continued to think wildly... She remembered the scene on the day of Qin's father's funeral...

She remembered that the day before her father's funeral, their home was filled with guests from Qin Yufan's work, and even the company manager came to their home in person. Each of them paid a gift of fifty or one hundred yuan and sat at the "upper table"

” went up and received special hospitality.

The guests in Qin Yunan's own unit were few and far between, and there were almost no visitors.

Firstly, she is not popular at all, and no one is willing to "compliment" her; secondly, because the work unit is small, no one can afford such a large gift. A few people came reluctantly, but they only gave a few yuan.

Gift money. They all sat on the "lower table" with their heads bowed. After seeing this, they felt discouraged.

Thinking of this, she became more pessimistic, felt lost, and sighed...

She thought about the problem before her that made her heartbroken: she knew that the relationship between men and women was the most sensitive issue in the world, especially the rosy news about her being pregnant out of wedlock, which was an issue that the world liked to talk about.

.

The fact that she was pregnant out of wedlock would be widely spread within a month. The world would drown her in ridicule and spittle.

She is also a person with a strong self-esteem. She knows that if this matter is spread, her reputation will be even more embarrassing. The more she thinks about it, the sadder she feels and the more despair she feels in her heart.

Then she had a pessimistic and world-weary thought, and couldn't help crying. After crying for a while, she got out of bed and found a rope from the house. Then she brought out a wooden stool and placed it in the house.

below the beam.

Then, she stood on the wooden bench, crying silently while making a noose.

After a while, she made the noose. She put the noose around her neck, cried silently for a while, and then slowly closed her eyes.
Chapter completed!