I originally thought I didn't have much sleepiness, but the consumption of today's battle with Zhiye was really no joke. Even with the repair fluid provided by Neo to adjust my body, the mental wear and tear was actually more serious than I imagined, making me uncomfortable.

fell asleep.

I should have fallen into a deep sleep, but I found that I still had a hazy consciousness, and gradually some scenes from the past began to appear in front of my eyes.

Perhaps it was stimulated by Mirolite's message, but what I saw before me was exactly what happened when I first came to this world, but this was by no means a good memory.

…

"Living is only the foundation of life, not everything. Even if you are struggling in pain now, it is just to live. But as long as you live, you may still be fighting, but one day your thinking will be free and you can focus on other things.

When dealing with things other than fighting, you must remember to think carefully. Life is neither simply living nor chasing ambitious goals. Life is ambiguous and has no definite quality. Even if you think thinking about these things is unreasonable,

But even this kind of thinking is your life. Life is something that can only be known but cannot be fully understood. In fact, I think it’s okay even if you don’t understand it. Love, hate, sorrow, emotions and desires are things you should understand only after you understand life.

Something to try.”

The girl who was a little shorter than me let me, who was scarred, sleep on her lap pillow. Her eyes were so firm, but her words were so gentle. Her serious words always made me fall asleep quickly.

.

But at that time, I was no longer able to understand her words, so I could only memorize her words mechanically.

Because of that I was already in deep despair.

Looking back on everything that happened back then, until now, I still feel that I am very unlucky. The place where I traveled to this world was the depths of the hostile camp of this earth. In order to survive in that kind of place, the landlords, I was in that kind of place.

Three months passed, and every day was like hell. Traveling with me were my master Milolit, who was seriously injured and severely incapacitated, and my contracted elf Jade.

Why I traveled to this world. The reason cannot be explored. All I know is that a time and space accident occurred in this world. At that time, all the colleagues and subordinates who were with Milolet died, and Milolet was seriously injured.

The emeralds fell into the enemy's hinterland together, and after that, it was me who appeared for unknown reasons.

And when I woke up, the battle in that quagmire of flesh and blood had already begun.

The environment of the alien tentacles' territory is definitely not suitable for human survival. Even looking from a distance will cause the SAN value to drop sharply. When the alien tentacles swept the earth decades ago, they dissolved all the organic matter in their path.

In order to create their own soldiers, the place they occupy is a land of blood and flesh for tens or even hundreds of kilometers. There are numerous soldier-making nests scattered on their territory, and monsters are continuously produced from them. Everything that enters

The foreign objects among them will eventually face endless monsters.

The original situation can be said to be so bad that it is unimaginable. Because it was involved in a space-time accident, all the transmitters were broken, including the communication terminal in Jade's storage space. There was no map, and Jade could only rely on it.

My telepathy probably told me that the journey back was more than a thousand kilometers, and the only good thing was that the human body repair fluid and the organic food converter contained in the protective box were not damaged.

Unfortunately, Milolit cannot use these repair fluids. As an ancient witch, her body structure is too special, because the ancient witch is not formed by a contract between ordinary people and contract elves, but in the early stages of the alien invasion.

Combat humanoid super weapons created by humans through genetic engineering and unimaginable alien biotechnology. In the history of invasion before the appearance of contract elves, they were the last barrier to preserve the last fire of mankind. Today, the five ancient witches

It is a fighting weapon that is still alive in the last five previous eras. If Mirolite is in full strength, she can crush these monsters for more than a thousand kilometers while flying back, which is very impressive.

It's a pity that without special equipment, there is no possibility for Mirolite to recover. Not only that, Mirolite's condition is unimaginably bad. She only has 5% of her combat power left. She must always pay attention to her exertion during the battle. Once she exerts herself,

Excessive use may even cause her to self-destruct. According to Jade, once a self-destruction occurs, the power will definitely be dozens of times more powerful than the damage that the most powerful weapons in this world can cause. As for the specific situation, I can't even imagine it.

; And the last and most troublesome point is that Milolett lost her ability to fly due to injury.

In retrospect, I realized that if one of the three of us had been missing, Milolit and I would have died 100%; without the jade, it would have been very difficult for us to find our way back, and I would not have been able to complete the contract.

Magical girl; without me, Milolit, who has lost her mobility, will be constantly fought by countless monsters, and will eventually die of self-destruction; and if there is no Milolit, then even if I become a magical girl, I will not be able to do anything.

If you try to learn how to fight, you will end up being mercilessly killed in this wild and strange world.

Even though the three of them gathered together at the beginning, the severity of the situation has not changed, but we can see a glimmer of hope in it.

After making the contract with Jade, I had no idea how to use my magic power to fight, so I was already dying frequently in the initial breakout battle. In the end, I was forced to break out of the encirclement with Milolit dragging me, and saved the life of the enemy.

My life hangs on a thread.

When I woke up again, I finally understood the current situation through the explanations of the two people, and was informed of the next plan.

But even if it was an indisputable fact, how could I accept it at that time? I was just an ordinary child who came to this terrible and cruel world for unknown reasons, and had to face many monsters who killed without blinking an eye, and almost almost

was killed.

I cried, crying heartbreakingly. I could no longer see my parents, relatives, and friends. My crying seemed to tear apart my soul. I seemed to have lost all the meaning of living.

Falling into nothingness, I still have to feel the ruthless reality all the time.

Although I had just become a magical girl, I also learned to make some simple weapons, some capable of killing myself.

The two of them, Mi Luolite and Jade, had no intention of stopping me, nor did they give me any comfort.

In the end, my knife failed to penetrate my body.

I laughed, laughed crazily. I originally thought that life was meaningless, but I couldn't kill myself, and then I became desperate.

"Stay alive, this is your choice."

Only then did Millolet talk to me.

"The possibility of you surviving is by no means zero. From the moment you made the contract with Jade, you got a weapon, a weapon that is enough for you to survive in this world, but you don't know how to use it yet, so let

I’m here to teach you, and then in return for you, you have to rescue us, because I, like you, don’t want to die yet…”

In the following days, there was almost no time for me to think alone, and I no longer had the intention to think, in order to prevent myself from going crazy because of the current situation.

Every day I eat tasteless organic food converted from monster corpses, because monster attacks have always been relatively random, and my rest time has become fragmented. When I am awake and relatively safe, I am either carrying Luo Lit with me.

When I was flying at low altitude, Milolit would teach me how to use magic power and combat skills. Milolit has no magic power, but she has knowledge about combat skills and technological weapons that ordinary people cannot match.

I was also able to find a lot of weapons that had been left behind in the past, and I also developed the magic skills of weapon simulation.

At the same time, Milolit also has a good understanding of the nature of magic. Although I later learned that she is one of the five ancient witches, she is still as famous as the Twelve Spirits who are at the pinnacle of the world's combat power with magic as a weapon.

As a person, the understanding of magic is also a required course for her.

Because of having such a teacher, I was able to reach a level that ordinary people could not imagine. Coupled with the continuous battles and many life-and-death struggles, my combat level also improved rapidly. This is a good thing. I

Every increase in strength increases the probability of survival.

But also because of this fierce and cruel escape, while I improved my combat effectiveness, I also gradually lost something - my heart and humanity.

All I could think about was how to quickly kill the monster in front of me, how to get out of danger, how to preserve my physical strength, and how to live. It was as if I had forgotten everything except living, and was already alone in this world.

, hope and reason create the deepest despair and emptiness, but I am still alive, I still want to live, the weapon is in my imagination, but I can't find the reason to live, just like a puppet on the strings.

But in the end, I was saved by Milolit. In addition to teaching me how to fight, she also kept talking to me who was almost a puppet. In that desperate world, her lap pillow was the only place where I could sleep peacefully.

, her words are the key to allowing me to retain the last bit of humanity.

"Living is only the foundation of life, not everything. Even if you are struggling now, it is just to live. But as long as you live, you may still be fighting, but one day your thinking will allow you to focus on things other than fighting.

When doing this, you have to remember to think carefully."

…

At the end of the three-month escape, I exhausted all the human repair fluid and finally dragged my broken body back to the border of humanity.

Because a very fatal fight occurred near the border, the first journey I took when I crossed into this world ended up with all my limbs broken, and almost none of my bones and internal organs were on the verge of necrosis.

If I had not tried my best to protect my head so that I could still use my magic power to hold on until rescue came, I would have really died at that time.

Then I was stuffed into the medical bay. I accepted Mirolite's proposal, and while repairing it, I also transformed my body. Of course, I didn't undergo the kind of transformation that said goodbye to the human body. The generation and use of magic requires a human body.

It can be implemented; this transformation only makes it more convenient for me to fight, and one of the products is that my limbs can perform some twisting activities regardless of the limits of the joints. I can arch my limbs and walk in reverse like a horror movie, and I can do it easily.

Ye Ye also tied the fight due to my unexpected move.

Of course, my past with Mirolite is not over yet. After that, there were the incidents of me being called the "Butcher Doll", the incident of Mirolite pushing back on me, and the incident of me leaving Mirolite.

But those are irrelevant for now.

Remember the time and space accident that Milolet encountered. After investigation by Milolet and Jade, it turned out that the person behind that incident was the person that Milolet and I hated so much. The target I killed this time was Will.

Douglass.

…

In the haze, I felt my body shaking a little, but a soft voice came to my ears, she was asking me.

"Why are you wearing women's clothes?"

I have been asked this question by many people, either in the past world or in the current world.

"This is my interest, and it is also my parents' interest."

"Is that so? This photo frame contains you and your parents. Why are there paintings instead of photos?"

"Because I can no longer see my parents, and I can't take away a photo of them, so I can only draw it myself."

"That's right!"

After answering the questions twice in a daze, I suddenly felt that the voice in my dream seemed a bit familiar, so I tried to ask.

"Who are you?"

"Zhiye."

Ah, that's bad.

I regained my consciousness in an instant, and then opened my eyes in fear.

Undoubtedly, I saw Zhiye, she was holding the photo frame on my bedside table and looking at the photos inside, and her big sword was inserted between my legs, piercing my bed.

Fortunately, Zhiye was not sick enough to cut me immediately.
Chapter completed!