I am what the world calls the most ordinary migrant worker, and I am trying to pursue what the world calls happiness. But how bad am I now?

He is thirty years old, single, and biologically speaking, he is a man! It can be said that he is thinner, has a beard, but has accomplished nothing. To put it simply, he is a man with a poor family.

Growing up, I was not a good person. I was always the school bully. Anyway, the story of the whole process is quite bizarre, but in the end I was persuaded to leave the school by the school principal and even my long-dead father.

Then I experienced life, the so-called love and hatred. But I think that now, after the ups and downs of people, although many times, I will only maintain an attitude of absolute silence, there is no doubt that,

I lost a power that we all have, which is: my heart beats faster when I see some of the opposite sex.

Now, I have thousands of dollars in my pocket, which is all my property. As a person who has no my, family and friends, I still hate the world, because without my, I can’t even have the so-called love.

I have no qualifications, this is the current era and me.

At this time, I was walking on the sunny Suzhou Street. This is Zhuyuan Road in Suzhou. There are beautiful street lamps and trees on the roadside. I am walking on this road because I just got off work. I am a security guard and I am going home now.

Sleep. I also like to sleep because I always have very strange dreams, and I can connect them all.

At this point, the so-called boring job makes me feel that the world has become extremely boring. I also want to die, but judging from my past life experience, a person who always talks about death is not true.

I want to die, it's just a lack of love.

So many times I think numbly, there are so many beautiful girls in the world, is it true that n of them are willing to save me?

The cigarette in my hand is a gold box Shanghai cigarette that costs 11 yuan a pack. I like this kind of cigarette. Now I am smoking a cigarette and thinking about the recent situation in China. The reason is: the recent outbreak in the world

I contracted a virus that was very serious and killed many people. I saw it from the news, but I don’t know the details because I don’t have the ability to trust any or anything.

Just when I was thinking about the virus like a lunatic, a girl suddenly passed by. At this moment, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated!

Did I see her face clearly? I didn't seem to see it, but why was it like this? I stayed motionless on the spot, and my mind went blank. In this short and terrifying moment, I actually forgot that I was

Who is it? But I seem to vaguely understand that as a man, the rapid heartbeat that has disappeared for countless years has returned at this moment.

It's inexplicable, it's simply inexplicable! And have I seen her before somewhere? How could she be so familiar? I told myself this, but I still couldn't stop myself from turning around and staring at her back silently.

Oh? I think this girl should be at least ten years younger than me, right? Haha! Do I want to chase her? But suddenly I think it’s better to forget it. I can’t let some like me lose the ability to accelerate my heartbeat and have no my.

Even small insects can make their hearts beat faster, which is enough to prove that she is as beautiful and charming as the stars in the sky. This is not something that a useless person like me can touch.

But why do I think that only rich people can chase her? Anyway, I think that in this world like a cesspit, my can really take care of everything. In fact, all of us humans have only

One purpose is to use all means to get my. The next step is to use my to exchange for everything else we want.

I don’t know how long I thought about it, but I’m home now. My home is in a community, and it costs 800 yuan a month. I occasionally pay the electricity bill myself. I have many books at home, all kinds of

There are everything. There are also many pens and a laptop. In fact, I had a dream when I was a child. I prayed to God that a hero would come to save me, and I also hoped to find what people in the world call wisdom.

Anyway, I have been chasing these dreams for too long. Strictly speaking, I spent the first thirty years of my life before I got the extremely simple answer in the haze. The hero started from the moment I was born.

I just follow myself, because the hero is myself. And wisdom does not exist! Because based on my research on a large number of books, I have concluded that we humans are selfish, and so selfish that there is no so-called humanity at all, so I put

What the world calls wisdom comes from our selfishness.

There are definitely people who will say I'm a lunatic, but I don't care. Because I am undoubtedly a lunatic.

Now, I sit in my room, looking at these messy books in front of me, and then light a cigarette again. And my ashtray is very high-end. It was originally an incense burner, made of pure brass, with carvings on it.

It has five dragons and is very domineering. But now it is my ashtray.

Of course, as expected, now after I smoked a cigarette, I just lay on the soft bed, al, watching a Japanese movie first, and then fell asleep.

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Every time I fall asleep, I can almost enter another wonderful world, and after I wake up, I will remember most of the things and scenes in the dream very clearly.

Or maybe it's because God has mercy on me, a poor, wretched, and even disgusting soul of a myless bachelor. This time, a girl actually appeared in my dream.

I couldn't see clearly any of the scenery around me, because everything was filled with a very vague thing, like clouds and mist? Or maybe not, I couldn't tell anyway, but I knew that I was undoubtedly in a dream.

But there was a girl sitting in front of me. I couldn't see clearly what she was sitting on. Anyway, she was sitting in front of me. But I could see her appearance very clearly. She was so beautiful that she looked like a goddess. No! I

More people think that such a beautiful girl has never appeared in our Chinese myths and Western myths. To put it simply, it is the love that all humans have for beautiful girls in the past ten thousand years of human reproduction.

Your wild imagination has no meaning in front of this girl.

How beautiful is she? First of all, the skin on her face is flawless, so she is definitely not human. I have this feeling. The moment she looks at me with her big eyes that look like a fool

, I felt hairy all over, I’m sure I had goosebumps all over my body, and I swallowed subconsciously, and my heartbeat accelerated to the point where I was about to collapse.

I have also dreamed of several girls in my dreams, and they were all beautiful. Of course, I have studied special short movies from all over the world. What kind of beautiful heroines have I not seen? But at this moment, this girl,

This is really the first time I have met her. But I always feel as if I have seen her somewhere before. How can she be so familiar?

And she is actually smiling at me now? Yes, she is really smiling at me. In an instant, I found myself shaking all over. Is this scared? But then I thought again, anyway, I am in my dream now.

Here, it doesn’t matter what I do, right? In other words, I really don’t have the courage to touch a girl who can make my heart beat in reality. But now it’s really my time

in my dream, so I thought everything was under my control.

There are also many myths and stories in China, saying that Xu Xian’s wife is a snake, and Ning Caichen’s wife is a ghost. So as I thought about it, I felt bolder. So I suppressed the trembling all over my body, suppressed

Listening to his crazy and rapid heartbeat, he slowly and quietly walked towards her.

Although I know that this is really in my dream, but if I am not scared now? I feel that this really does not make sense. Because this girl is really too beautiful, and I also think that I am

My imagination is still very powerful, but in front of this girl, I instantly felt that my imagination was completely useless and rubbish.

The distance between me and this girl is less than meter, but I can't see clearly what the road under my feet looks like. Of course, all the surrounding scenery is filled with a special kind of cloud and mist, so I can't see clearly.

It's unclear. But this girl is special and I can see it clearly, so now I can't figure out what kind of ghost dream this is.

She has an oval face and very big eyes, but her eyes are full of joy like a fool. I can't figure out why. And there are really no flaws on her face. I even think that this girl's skin is...

Put it under the high-tech microscope of this world outside the dream, magnify it a thousand times or ten thousand times, and you may not be able to see any flaws. So I realized that this girl is definitely not a human being, and she is definitely not the imagination of all humans on the earth.

, this can be imagined. Anyway, I always feel that this girl is really like a fool, and I even think that this girl is not mentally retarded, right? Because that’s how she feels to me.

Now she is clasping her hands together in front of her chest? Is this praying? I started to analyze, which religion does she belong to? What is she praying like a lunatic? Anyway, I don’t believe there are gods in this world.

, because when I was a child, I prayed countless times to the extremely cold statues of gods.

But what I care about at this moment is not what she is praying to, but her delicate hands, which are almost the same as her face, and they are also flawless. This makes me feel that the woman I see now is actually

So unreal.

Oh? By the way, I'm in a dream! This is not real as it should be.

But at the moment when my whole body was still trembling, and the acceleration of my heartbeat had not slowed down at all, but became even more serious, the girl suddenly pouted and said: "Leopard, I want to get out of here."

In an instant, I felt as if I had been struck by five thunders! Every cell in my body was numb.
Chapter completed!