"Yan? Is that you?"

Hearing this very familiar voice, Lu Yan couldn't help but turn his head to look at the hand patting his shoulder, and then looked up at the owner of the hand!

Wow! What an acquaintance!

"Beef cow! Bah! Paul! Why are you here? Tnd, I thought you had fed the devil! I went back to look for you at that time, but you were gone!"

Paul's serious face couldn't help but smile, and he said:

"Not long after you left, a convoy came to the Villa Fort! Several of us were recruited by the convoy to fight defensive battles in a military fortress! Fortunately, we all survived!"

When Lu Yan heard this, the smile on his face showed that he was very happy! But after laughing for a while, Lu Yan couldn't help but smile and said:

"Hey! Paul, you're not going to tell me that you brought Ski's oil bottle again, are you? Do you feel that your life is not happy enough and you want to do something exciting?"

"Hey! Yan! I know you don't like Ski very much! But you don't have to be like this! Ski is just not suitable to be a professional! I have already arranged a retreat for him! Don't worry, he and Lin

No longer a professional!"

"Come on, let's have a drink together. We've never had a good chat. If we meet today, let's have a good chat!"

Lu Yan patted Paul on the shoulder and said:

"Okay, but I'm treating you today, so don't argue with me, okay? Paul!"

"Okay! Listen to you!"

Lu Yan and the two walked to a corner, called the waiter, ordered two glasses of wine and sat down!

"When will you come to protect the land Paul?"

“It’s been almost a year since I came to the Guardian Land! At the beginning, I joined the Guardian Legion and came here, but I soon found that I was not suitable to fight in the Legion! So I paid all the fees I owed to the Legion.

After everything is done, come out!"

"What about you? Yan! I didn't expect you to come to the Guardian Land! After all, with your mage level at the time, you were definitely not qualified to come here! And except for the spaceship a year ago, no spaceship has ever come to the Guardian Land until now.

!How did you come to the Guardian Land? Is it that spaceship?"

"Me? I'm a special guest! I didn't come to join the legion. After all, I was not qualified to join the legion at that time! I came here with a card! You must have heard of that kind of volunteer card!"

"Yeah! I've heard of it! I know about the cards that big forces use specifically to train newcomers! I just didn't expect that you could get such a good thing!"

Lu Yan took the cup and clinked it with Paul, looked at him seriously, and asked:

"Paul, tell me the truth, why do you want to come to the Guardian Land? I know you very well, Paul! You are a very passionate person! But being a passionate person does not mean that you are willing to come to the Guardian Land!"

"I see integrity, bravery, and a sense of responsibility in you! But I see more caution! Unless necessary, you will never take risks! This is why I don't understand why you came to protect the land.

?Because this is not your character!"

"Are you cautious? Why don't you say I'm afraid of death?"

"A person who is afraid of death will not stay behind every time! But you are the one who cuts off the tail every time to give us a chance to escape! Tell me, which person who is afraid of death would do this?

Why don't you ask Ski to come and show it to me once?"

"Hey! Yan! Sky is just a little afraid of death. It's not as bad as you think!"

"Sky has such a bad temper, often because he feels fear!"

"His spiritual sense is much stronger than that of ordinary people, so many times, he clearly feels danger, even death!"

"Actually, it's also my fault. If

If I hadn’t pulled him onto the path of becoming a professional! He wouldn’t have had such a hard time!”

"You know? When I told him that I wanted him to return to his hometown and be an ordinary person, he cried! He cried with joy! He cried like a child!"

"When he told me everything! I was so frustrated! I was so upset about why I took him down the path of becoming a professional!"

"Did you know? Every time he goes on a mission, fear devours him every minute!"

"He can sense the danger in every place, but he must go through that place!"

"Every time he attacks an enemy, he can feel the enemy attacking at will, which can kill him! But he must bite his gums and attack the enemy with all his strength!"

"He told me that he is the one who knows best what it means to live like a young man!"

"In the more than ten years he has been with me, he seems to be living in hell every minute! He even thought about committing suicide!"

"But he just couldn't let me go, otherwise he would have left long ago! And if I let him go this time, it would be like pulling him up from hell! Do you understand how I felt at that time, Yan?"

"I feel very tired! Very, very tired! I don't want to walk around like before! Experience one place after another in a hurry!"

"I want to find a place to settle down!"

"But I'm just a low-cost professional. I know nothing except killing demons and monsters!"

"And I used to hang out among low-level professionals. They, like me, are a bunch of poor people living in today's world!"

“And he’s also someone who can’t find a way out!”

"So the only place I can think of is the place of protection!"

"Actually, the low-level guardianship place doesn't have anything to fear from me!"

"Do you know? Yan! In fact, I could have been promoted to an intermediate knight a long time ago! But I suppressed the desire to promote! Because I can't do this!"

"Sky was still young at that time, so I had to take him to hang out in the lower levels! Let him be familiar with all the situations in the lower levels! When he can live on his own, I will find a place to upgrade!"

"But I didn't expect him to be so hopeless! At the swordsman stage, it took him 10 years, but he only reached the sixth level of swordsman!"

"And once I leave, he is likely to die in the next mission! So I still can't leave! I have to take him further! I just didn't expect that I would hurt him and me by doing this!"

"So after sending Sky off, I was promoted to the intermediate level, got on the spaceship, and arrived at the Guardian Land!"

"After that, I led a small team in the legion and fought non-stop defensive battles!"

"But I find that I am not suitable for the Legion. Every time I see my team members die in front of me! I feel very guilty!"

"Because as long as I can get in front of him and block the blow for him! Then he won't die!"

"But I can't go! I have to be responsible for more team members!"

"Once I leave, the fighting spirit shield formed by the team members will never be able to withstand the attacks of monsters! So I must stay and stay for more team members!"

"But I can only watch helplessly as the team members on the edge of my fighting spirit shield die one by one!"

"This makes me feel very incompetent! All I feel is my guilt, which scolds me every day!"

"So I don't want to stay in the Legion anymore! Otherwise, if I continue like this, I really can't face myself! I feel like I'm going crazy!"

"This may be a habit that has been formed before! Just like you

I mean, I protected Sky so well back then! I have formed a habit of wanting to protect my teammates! Otherwise, I will face the blame in my heart!"

"You know? Sky told me that he felt that I was like his father a long time ago! A caring father!"

"But I feel that I can only be a failed father! Because I don't even know what he wants!"

Paul took a deep sip of wine and said:

"I'm sorry! Yan, you have to listen to my ramblings for so long! But I think I will feel better if I tell you! And I really can't find anyone who can let me talk to you! So when I saw you, I had to look for you.

, Yan! I’m so sorry!”

What can Lu Yan say? I can only say that I really didn’t know there were so many crooked things in you! Is the fear of death innate? Is it impossible to change it in the rest of your life? It’s really hard to say!

This is a magical world to begin with, and there might be one or two gadgets with superpowers! Not to mention this kind of rubbish superpower! Fear amplifies superpowers, and it can only deceive your own superpowers! Just listen to it and you will know how it is.

It’s unreliable!

"It's a pleasure to hear you talk. At least in such a vast world, we have the fate to meet again! It only proves that we are not so alone! We are comrades-in-arms and we are brothers.

! What a blessing it is to hear your brother talk to you! This proves that we are all alive and well!"

Lu Yan looked at Paul, raised his glass and responded sincerely!

After hearing what Lu Yan said, Paul responded somewhat unhappily:

"Hey! Yan, you are a little too pessimistic! Why do I feel that you are more depressed than me? Yan, you haven't told me how you came to the Guardian Land? You are doing pretty well! If things don't go your way,

If so, just come to my team! This team I just formed has not been integrated yet! You are just right!"

When Lu Yan heard this, he smiled! Since Paul has been here for a year, it cannot be a newly formed team! Paul wants to take special care of himself!

But I am no longer the little mage I used to be, and I need special care from others!

And now I am very awesome, very awesome!

Now you should take care of others, rather than others taking care of yourself!

(I'm a little confused! Do you really think you are awesome? You are just a real man for a minute now, and after the explosion, you will be a weakling. You really think you are so awesome, look at what you can do now!)

"No need Paul! If you need it, we can cooperate! But I will not join your team! I have a few loose teams in the Galinta District. I can form a team at any time if necessary!"

"Man, you don't need to take special care of me! Really, I'm not weak! I can even be said to be very strong! I am very happy in the Guardian Land. I came to the QR code tower area to participate in the item exchange meeting! See? You

Do you think I’m having a bad time?”

When Paul heard this, his face brightened! For a person who has always looked serious, his smiling face could be said to be very ugly! But his happiness was completely written on his ugly smiling face!

Paul's smile slowly narrowed, he stretched out his left hand, patted Lu Yan on the shoulder, and said sincerely:

"Brother, this is the best news I've heard in a year!"
Chapter completed!