Shen Ying was looking at the distance of the coast. The sky was now getting a little dim. After coming out of the campus, she calmed down her aura and flew towards the nearest coast.

And she was sitting on the beach, her hands around her knees, her face filled with self-blame.

She knew that she was not just here to play house with Xiao Yin. Her purpose was for the "original" in Xiao Yin's chest. She also knew that Xiao Yin's loss of the original would not affect him, so

Only then will she speak.

However, I don't know why, but in just a few days, she seemed to have experienced more things than before.

In the past few days, she has felt all the sealed emotions, especially around Xiao Yin.

She gradually changed from a closed person to caring about other people's feelings and became docile. From Xiao Yin's side, she also got to know many people. Although she said that she used Soul Dao against her roommates, those so-called

Friendship is what she has been longing for all her life.

She was envious, and after getting these things, she became a little confused.

However, she went too far, because she had never made friends, so she had not considered other people's feelings, and she would not.

But in the afternoon, when she saw Xiao Yin's hesitant eyes, she knew that she had gone too far.

Xiao Yin is a very gentle person. Although she has such a devilish father, her mother has successfully educated her children so that Xiao Yin will not be like his father.

Moreover, from the sea of ​​time, she had experienced the tenderness of that child, which also made her fall deeply in love with him.

However, the "God-hatred One" took advantage of the weak period of the fusion process of the two supreme gods in his body, used secret methods to occupy his consciousness, and used himself as a tool for revenge. In the end, he turned them against each other.

At that time, she would rather die than hurt that kind-hearted child, so she hid deeply, endured everyone's backstabbing, and endured the hatred of the person she loved, like a

He hid like a coward.

She even thought that she was not qualified to see Xiao Yin. Until one day, when she accepted the seal and went to the underworld, the bottom of the underworld, Juetian, who was also the eternal true god, told her:

"Xiao Yin asked me to pass a message to you, and he said 'I'm sorry'."

Now that I think about it, maybe this is why she can endure hundreds of years of loneliness in the underworld.

However, she didn't know how to face Xiao Yin. After all, Xiao Yin's father had brought real fear to her.

Therefore, unconsciously, she would also have a certain sense of fear towards Xiao Yin.

But when she thought about her experience in the Sea of ​​Time, she felt relieved because she knew that the young man was not the "God-hateful one".

To her, if Xiao Yunjie is a "person hated by the gods" in her eyes, then Xiao Yin is "a person cherished by the gods".

——That is the person she cherishes.

Therefore, after coming to the lower world, she seemed to have forgotten her mission and even her vows. She just wanted to be an ordinary girl, able to stay by his side and spend every day happily like a couple.

These few days were the happiest times in her life.

It's not the mutual support in the sea of ​​time, but the experience of being an equal couple trying to make the other person fall in love with you again.

This made Shenying feel unprecedented happiness.

However, she knew that she could not indulge in this happiness. She had more important things to do. Indulging in happiness would only make her unable to touch the reality.

She once naively thought that as long as she mastered the two supreme divine ways, she would be able to get closer to the so-called legendary existence——

"Original Will"

She just wanted to prove something to him, but she didn't even have a chance to see him, even though she had mastered two supreme divine ways!

The so-called "god" above the gods in this world has always seemed like an illusory existence. It was out of reach of her, let alone questioned face to face.

She once doubted the existence of gods, but she once saw that mysterious man in the sea of ​​time.

Not restricted by any laws, he can travel unhindered in the sea of ​​time, as if he controls both heaven and earth.

Three thousand blue hair, one in white.

He is above the gods, that is, "gods above".

And he is the ultimate goal that Shenying wants to achieve. She wants to defeat God and become the ultimate existence.

At that time, no one can restrict her anymore, and she will also gain the so-called "freedom".

As for myself and Xiao Yin, maybe this result is the best for both of them, right?

She knows that Xiao Yin will not take the initiative to look for her, and she will be separated from Xiao Yin because of this matter. Over time, she will gradually forget Xiao Yin, and similarly, he will also forget herself, right?

Shenying comforted herself in her heart, but in the corner of her eyes, there was a drop of cherry-red tears with her own anger. It was an emotion that was beyond her control and was revealed from her heart.

Painful, sad, sad.

For some reason, the thought of Xiao Yin forgetting her made her heart feel as painful as being torn apart. This kind of pain would make her cry uncontrollably, as if she was suffocating.

The breeze blowing by the coast and the afterglow of the setting sun are so beautiful, but all these scenes make Shen Ying, who is alone on the beach, cry uncontrollably.

She has never been a symbol of disaster, nor is she a god of hell that everyone hates. She is just a girl who longs for friendship, family, and love.

She is just a girl.

"It's really here..."

Just as Shenying's sobbing became louder and louder, a familiar sound came from behind her. This sound made Shenying slightly stunned, and her stiff face slowly turned behind her.

.

That was Xiao Yin, the person she loved.

"If this continues, this beautiful face will burst into tears."

Xiao Yin stepped forward slowly, gently brushed away the tears from the corners of Shenying's eyes, and then looked at her gently, without saying a word, just looking at her like this.

This was the first time Xiao Yin had paid attention to Shenying so carefully after healing her for the first time. Perhaps it was because she had closed her eyes before because of the injury. At this time, Xiao Yin discovered that in the pupils of Shenying

Among them, there is a light-colored cherry blossom.

Although it is difficult to detect, it is extremely beautiful.

That's probably what Shenying can subconsciously express her state of mind.

"...Why do you know I'm here..."

Shenying's sobs had stopped abruptly. She just turned red-eyed and asked in a low voice to Xiao Yin. However, Xiao Yin also walked to her side in two steps and stood down, with a doting smile on his face.

:

"Have you forgotten, I once promised you that if you can come out of the sea of ​​time, I will take you to see the real ocean."

"The Sea of ​​Falling Gods in the God Realm and the River Styx in the Underworld are not real oceans, so I guess that's why you are here."

"How many times have you looked at this sea alone?"

There was no displeasure in Xiao Yin's words, but instead they were like a couple talking to each other, and a slight blush appeared on Shen Ying's face.

"...I don't know, it's just that I'm the only one."

"I'm used to being alone..."

Shenying's voice was trembling, but she still reluctantly said it to Xiao Yin. She didn't want Xiao Yin to see her face at this moment. It must be an embarrassing face.

"you are lying."

However, Xiao Yin exposed her lie without hesitation, which also made Shenying tremble slightly. She was about to speak, but she didn't know what to say.

"Because you lied, you don't know what to say... You obviously came here for the original in my heart, but you look like you are enjoying our life. Ever since you came out of the Sea of ​​Time

From now on, you will never feel the so-called friendship again, right?"

"Obviously, as gods, we envy the love, hatred and resentment of human beings. However, we have never transcended the seven emotions and six desires as humans say. It is just a fool's joke to become an immortal without any desires or desires."

"The gods also have feelings. They have times of sadness, times of joy, and even times of despair."

"You have experienced all of this, right?"

Xiao Yin said, then looked at Shenying beside her. Shenying's figure was trembling constantly at the moment. She also buried her head between her knees, and these questions were all hammering her.

heart wall.

"...I've obviously started to lose all desires and desires. I've also experienced this so-called emotion..."

"I thought... I could let it go, but why did you come into my heart...!"

Shenying's face suddenly lifted up, and her pale cherry-colored tears were already very obvious, flowing down slowly like two streams of water. At the end, Shenying's voice also deliberately became louder, as if she was questioning Xiao Yin.

.

The thoughts she had accumulated for many years seemed to be liberated at this moment:

"Why, you were so kind to me in the Sea of ​​Time, but you stopped contacting me after leaving the Sea of ​​Time!"

"Why, you clearly didn't know the reason and you chased me like a madman!"

"Why, when I was escorted to the underworld, you refused to come to see me in person, and asked that old guy to come and give me a message!"

"Why, why, why...why haven't you come to me for so many years!"

Shenying said hysterically to Xiao Yin in front of her. She also turned to Xiao Yin and punched Xiao Yin one after another. And she, like a little girl who couldn't get the attention of her boyfriend, treated Xiao Yin

Telling the person you love the most about the grievances you have experienced for so long.

Her fist was very light, and Xiao Yin knew that she was afraid of hurting herself.

Until now, Xiao Yin knew that the divine cherry in front of him was never a prison evil god, he was just a victim.

And Xiao Yin also gently raised a hand and held Shenying's cheek. Those calm black eyes were looking at Shenying in front of him with the gentle gaze they once had, and his lips,

Also moved slightly:

"These years... you have worked hard."

After saying that, Xiao Yin leaned forward and kissed her gently on her smooth forehead.

This moment is an eternity.

Shenying finally couldn't help it, threw herself into Xiao Yin's arms, and cried loudly.
Chapter completed!