When Mu Yi returned home, he felt a little heavy. He had a hasty meal with his brothers and went upstairs.

Standing in front of the big window, looking at the lonely mountain opposite, my heart felt a little ups and downs.

In Mu Yi's memory before today, Xu Beibei was still the little girl with pigtails who would wipe her nose with the back of her hand when she had a runny nose. However, today's Xu Beibei has grown up. Although she is not dressed up in a flashy dress, she still looks good.

A graceful and beautiful lady.

Seeing Xu Beibei's family conditions, and then looking at my own family conditions, it makes people a little worried. Although I just went to Xu Beibei's house with the mentality of "taking a look", but from the bottom of my heart,

When I saw Xu Beibei busy helping his father with this and other tools, I fell in love with him from the bottom of my heart.

In this small village, nothing can be kept hidden. Mu Yi believes that in less than a long time, Mrs. Xu will know everything about the situation of the Mu family. Just judging from what Mrs. Xu said just now, there is no way.

wrong.

Just imagine, which mother is willing to marry her precious daughter to the son of a very poor family? If "well-off life" is a description of a good life, Mu Yi feels that the life of Xu Beibei's family is a "well-off life". And he himself

There is no way to compare the life at home with the life at hers. Will Xu Beibei, who is used to living a good life, endure hardships with a poor boy like Mu Yi?

Thinking of this, Mu Yi couldn't help but laugh.

He is too funny! Whether Xu Beibei likes me or not is still unknown. I have been "fantasizing" here for a while. At this moment, maybe it is out of inferiority! Mu Yi actually hopes that Xu Beibei will refuse cleanly.

Himself. That way, he wouldn't have to think about these illusory things. The key is that when he thinks of these things, Mu Yi's head hurts and his belly hurts.

Mu Yi turned around and paced back and forth in his "square inch". The bamboo fence building kept making a "creeping" sound under Mu Yi's footsteps. I don't know if he was laughing at Mu Yi's poverty.

Still encouraging Mu Yi to take courage.

The sky gradually darkened, and the wind blew outside the window. The wind came in through the windows, tile gaps, and wall gaps. Mu Yi suddenly shivered because of the cold. It seemed that the weather was indeed a little cold.

But what was colder than the weather was Muyi's suppressed and sad mood at this moment.

He felt very tired, so tired that he couldn't stand up. So he lay down on the "bed". This "bed" was just on top of four cement bricks, with seven wooden boards placed horizontally and vertically.

Some straw. A blanket was laid on the straw, and a sheet was laid on top of the blanket. And this sheet was only one of the two sheets I had used during the three years I studied abroad. The same was the quilt. There was another set of quilts.

I took it to the mountain by myself.

With your eyes closed, you can imagine your own home with only four walls. Yes, it is a four-walled house with nothing to offer. If you add another sentence, it means you are short of money.

Think about the words of your parents again. "My family doesn't have the money to marry you a wife, nor does it have the money to repair your house. You have to rely on yourself for everything..." still rings in my ears.

Yes. Xu Beibei is a good girl. Her parents regard her as the apple of their eye. She is afraid of falling when she holds it in her hand and afraid of melting when she holds it in her mouth. How can she endure hardship with a poor boy like you? Even if she likes you, she is crazy.

I like you passionately, I like you obsessively. But can I like you as food? Can I like you as clothes? Can I like you as a house to live in?...

Money is the evil thing! When we were studying, the teacher told everyone that "money is not everything", but reality told Mu Yi that "without money, nothing is impossible." Mu Yi has not experienced the harm of having money, but without money

Mu Yi has clearly understood the harm.

It has been tested. Especially today, when faced with Xu's questions, Mu Yi has never felt so "weak". However, today he felt it. Although Xu's only "click and stop", it was enough to destroy Mu Yi

A fragile inner world.

Mu Yi was confused again. This is the most significant "confusion" he is currently facing after joining the work and solving the problem of "survival". Just like Sister Hao said, this is the only way in life.

Can Mu Yi not take this path? Be a "happy bachelor". "One person is full and the whole family is not hungry." "You can be as free as you want." "No one cares about this, and no one says this."

"What do you mean?" "No one asked you for a bride price, and no one asked you for a bride price."

Ask you to buy a house." "No one tells you not to smoke, not to drink, not to gamble, not to stay up late...and no one calls you daddy, and tells you to eat, drink, toys, and read." "There is no need to wash diapers."

“Don’t worry about teaching your children to read and write”…

A series of "benefits of not falling in love and not getting married" suddenly burst out in Mu Yi's mind.

Why do people "get married"? Is it emotional needs, the urge of reproductive organs, or is it to continue the family line?

Mu Yi's spiritual world was somewhat divided. It was as if there were three selves in his mind.

Tell yourself, don’t fall in love, don’t find a girlfriend, don’t get married, don’t have children... In short, it’s good to live alone. You can have a lot of time to do what you want to do. Don’t you like to see the scenery?

?Don’t you want to travel to the great rivers, mountains and scenic spots? Then why are you getting married? Are you making trouble for yourself? Your precious daughter will suffer with you.

What should I do if I'm tired? Do you have money to hold a wedding banquet? Do you have money to buy a house or a car? Do you have money to let your daughter, your future wife, and your future children live a good life? No! Don't talk about looking at the future. This

Everything depends on the present. You don't know what you will be like in the future, so how can others know? All that can be known is your present. At least you "don't have this condition" now.

The other self told myself that it’s not a big deal. What you don’t have now doesn’t mean you won’t have it in the future. What you have now doesn’t mean you will always have it in the future. As long as you are willing to endure hardship, work hard, and persevere, there is nothing you can’t achieve.

If you don’t have money, you can accumulate it slowly. I also have a salary of more than 400 yuan a month, so save a little

Son, if you save two to three hundred yuan every month, you will have two to three thousand yuan a year. I am only eighteen years old now. When I get married at the age of twenty-four, I still have five or six years, and I will have at least ten thousand yuan by then.

It’s a lot of money. Plus the salary will increase, right? Then the money will be a little more than I expected. Judging from the current situation, the work on the mountain

There is not much content. On average, everyone has about ten days of rest time down the mountain every month. Some people even have more time to play. If you can find a part-time job down the mountain, in that case, you will increase your income.

.If you can meet a girl who understands you, if the two of you are of the same mind and create together, at least you will accumulate

The money will double. And the cost of living will also drop. You can also accompany each other to cope with the boring and lonely days. Marriage, house, and children are no problem. As long as two people work together with one heart and one mind, they will be able to overcome

These difficulties, and it is not worthwhile for me to go to this world. I can also enjoy the happiness of family.

The last self may be the most authentic self. He is neither blindly confident nor belittle oneself. He just quietly examines his external environment and his inner world. He only asked himself three questions: Do you like her?
Chapter completed!