After dinner, Bai Lu seemed to have something to say and wanted to talk to Mu Yi alone.

"Mom, you go back first. I'll play here for a while before coming back. If it's too late and you can't wait for me, you can go to bed first."

Bai Lu's mother glanced at Bai Lu, didn't say anything, just smiled and left.

For a moment, there were only two people left in the room. Bai Lu didn't say anything, but took the initiative to wash the dishes.

The two closed the door to the outer room and came to the inner room. Bai Lu picked up a book and read it casually for a while.

"Mu Yi. Thank you for taking care of me these days."

"Thank you for nothing. I didn't take much care of you."

"How many years have you been working here?"

"I came here in August 2000, almost three years ago."

"These three years have been neither long nor short. Do you think you have gained anything?"

"Maybe not."

"Then what strength has supported you to stay here for so long?"

"The work here is stable."

"Then have you ever thought about whether you can accept it if you stay here for the rest of your life?"

"I really haven't thought about this problem."

"If it were me, I really couldn't bear it. I feel that the past few days here have been too uncomfortable. There is no TV to watch, let alone entertainment, and there is no place to take a shower. I always have to go to the toilet.

It feels like someone is peeping. Anyway, there are problems everywhere. This place is too backward, too primitive, and too unsuitable for human survival. If I hadn't been with you, I think I might have gone crazy.

"

"Is that such an exaggeration?"

"Really. It's not an exaggeration at all. Let me tell you the truth. I saw that when I come to work here, the monthly salary is less than 500 yuan. You have been working for three years, how much is your salary?"

"Let's go to 512."

"Let me tell you, I sell cosmetics in Dali. I get a salary of one to two thousand every month. If there are holidays, I will get more."

"Why did you go to sell cosmetics after learning computer science?"

"This is really a coincidence. After I graduated, I went to Kunming to play with my second and third sisters. It turned out that the ultraviolet rays there were much stronger than those in Chengdu. My skin is already very good. The skin of our Sichuan girls is better than that of Yunnan girls.

It was so much better. When I went to Dali to play, the weather happened to be very good and the sun was very bright. I was going to buy some sunscreen. But guess what?"

Mu Yi didn't guess, just looked at Bai Lu seriously.

"People asked me what kind of cosmetics I use, how I take care of it, and why my skin is so good. I just said that I just graduated and came here to play and didn't use any cosmetics. I just came here to buy a bottle of sunscreen. But their manager said

They came out to chat with me, and while we were chatting, they asked me if I would like to work here and help them sell cosmetics. I thought, OK. I don’t have a job anyway. I can work and play here at the same time. It’s the best of both worlds. It’s great.

Yes."

"Then why do you come here to work again?"

"I told you everything. It was my family who forced me to come back."

"Then when you take the exam, just do it randomly. Otherwise, you won't pass the exam. They will have nothing to say."

"When I entered the examination room, I also wanted to see what my level was like. As a result, I passed the exam. Alas..."

"I hear what you mean, you don't want to work here anymore?"

"Not entirely. Unless there's something particularly worthy of me staying."

"for example?"

"For example, if I find a man who loves me, he asks me to stay with him."

Bai Lu's seemingly joking words touched the most sensitive nerve deep in Mu Yi's heart. Mu Yi did not continue to answer her words. Both of them fell into silence.

The more silent, the more depressed. I don’t know how long it took before Bai Lu started to enlighten Mu Yi.

"Muyi, please tell me what's on your mind. Am I beautiful?"

"pretty."

"Then don't you have any thoughts about me?" After saying that, she stretched. I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, but it pushed up her proud breasts. In this dim light of 110 volts

Next, it seemed particularly ambiguous. If Mu Yi had not experienced this relationship with Yun Ruoyue, he would not hesitate to step forward and hug Bai Lu.

However, his love field has become deserted since Yun Ruoyue left. He feels that he can no longer plant a seed of love.

"Bai Lu. I once loved a woman."

"She must be beautiful, right?"

"She is not as beautiful as you. It's just that when she left, my heart died."

"Then you hate her?"

"I don't hate her. She gave me the happiness and beauty I once had. It's just that I can't give her what she wants."

"You can't give her a marriage?"

"No. Someone else transferred her down."

"Oh. Then she is quite realistic."

"So. I don't dare to fall in love with anyone anymore."

"Then have you ever thought that maybe she left to let someone who loves you more come?"

"I haven't thought about it. I'm afraid of hurting others. My family is very poor. I have two younger brothers. One of them has already gone out to study, and the other doesn't know yet. But there is a high possibility that he will still go out to study. If I love

I fell in love with a woman, and I felt that I was harming her. If she didn't get along with me, but got along with someone else, she would be able to live a better life. She wouldn't have to worry about not having a house to live in, or having children in the future.

A toy, but I don’t have any extra money to buy it for her. Don’t worry, I just like a beautiful dress but don’t have the money to buy it..."

"It's not what you imagined. Not all women are so realistic. Just because something doesn't exist now doesn't mean it won't exist in the future. As long as two people are close to each other and cherish each other, I think even in a difficult life, there will still be something.

Fun.”

"I've thought about the question you just asked me. I still can't accept it if I stay here for the rest of my life. I can't accept it, not because the environment here is difficult, but because the environment in this country is not suitable for me to survive.

I'm afraid that if I continue like this, one day I will become what I originally hated."

"You mean going with the flow?"

"Don't you think I'm being left out?"

"I can see it. By the way, although you smile on the surface and give people a very happy feeling, but in fact, you are very depressed, very painful, and very unhappy on the inside."

"Um."

"You lack an opportunity, an opportunity to leave here."

"Actually, I have all kinds of thoughts about you."

"Really?" Bai Lu's eyes suddenly lit up.

"Really. But I don't dare to think about it. I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that in the future, either you will change your mind or I will."

"I will not change my heart. Although I have never met Yun Ruoyue, I can see that you are a very affectionate man. She is a silly woman who does not know how to cherish. I am Bai Lu, not the second one

The clouds are like the moon."

"I know you are Bai Lu. But what if I leave in the future? If I keep you here today and leave again tomorrow, wouldn't that be harmful to you?"

Bai Lu smiled bitterly. "It seems that our fate is destined to be just this little. I'd better go back to Dali. Dali is very beautiful and is developing very well. You can come to Dali to play with me in the future."

"You really want to leave?"

"No one wants to keep me."

The two of them were silent for a while. In fact, Mu Yi simply thought, "To love someone, don't love her, let someone with better conditions love her. That way you won't let her suffer and suffer with you." He sat there for a while.

, Bai Lu suddenly stood up.

"Mu Yi, please hug me."

Mu Yi looked at Bai Lu hesitantly.

"Fool, just hug me. Maybe, I will go down the mountain tomorrow. From now on, we will be separated from each other." At this point, Bai Lu's voice was choked with sobs.

Mu Yi did not expect Bai Lu to suddenly say that he was going down the mountain tomorrow. He was very surprised.

"Have you really decided to give up this job?"

"You are the only reason why I stay. But..."

"If you decide to give up, I suggest you not to leave quietly. In that case, it will be bad if you are fired by the organization. It will be recorded in your personal file forever. You can write a resignation letter.

That way, if the organization approves your resignation, nothing you do in the future will be affected."

"Yeah." There were tears flashing in Bai Lu's eyes. At this moment, the electricity suddenly went out. Maybe the engine of the power plant was overheated, because water was not a problem during this period.
To be continued...