Mu Yi suppressed the sadness in his heart and tried hard not to let Jin Lily see any sadness. He wanted him to accompany Jin Lily to see a doctor for the first and last time, leaving all the memories in Jin Lily.

There are no sad images.

Mu Yi's calmness made Jin Lily feel a lot relieved. She was scared to death just now, fearing that her father and Mu Yi would fight. If a fight broke out, no one would be hurt. Fortunately, it was just the two of them.

Finally there was no fight.

Mu Yi took Jin Lily to the doctor. The doctor first took a thermometer and took the temperature. She had a slight fever. Then he asked Jin Lily to open her mouth and shout "ah", and checked that the tonsils were not inflamed, and then checked with a stethoscope.

.I prescribed some medicine and told him to take it back, rest, and drink plenty of water.

After taking a tricycle to deliver Jin Lily to her door, Mu Yi waved to Jin Lily, although they didn't say a word. But Jin Lily understood that Mu Yi wanted her to go back and rest quickly. Thinking about the scene that just happened

She couldn't hold back Muichi any longer, so she waved her hand.

The moment Jin Lily turned around to go home, Mu Yi couldn't help but shed tears. He silently blessed Jin Lily in his heart. He decided to let go and let Jin Lily live a better life. Indeed, he

My family conditions are so bad. I don’t have enough ability to solve these practical problems at the moment.

When Jin Lily returned home, the atmosphere was inexplicably depressing. Although Jin's father put the TV on, he had no intention of watching TV. The ashtray in front of him was already full of cigarette butts.

"dad."

Jin Lily called out cautiously, but Jin's father ignored her.

Jin's mother was resting in the bedroom, because she wanted to use this little free time to rest. She had to get up at night to steam, make boxes, pack tubes, and steam. It was very hard. From Duimu, Jin Lily went to Watang to see a doctor.

I didn't know what happened on the way.

Seeing that her father didn't want to care about her, Jin Lily picked up the thermos bottle, refilled her father's tea cup, then poured a cup to dry and prepared to take medicine. After washing and hotting her feet, she took the medicine and went upstairs to rest.

Jin's father sat alone on the sofa and continued to smoke. He still didn't understand his behavior today. How he became such a person was really unbelievable. However, after venting like this, he became depressed in the past few days.

My mood seems to have been released.

Mother Jin estimated the time and then got up rustlingly. When she opened the bedroom door, a choking smell of smoke hit her nostrils.

"What's wrong? Lao Jin, has something happened? Smoking too much is bad for your health."

Dad Jin didn't even raise his head, and said to himself thoughtfully: "I don't know if I am doing the right thing."

"Isn't that right? If you don't go to rest yet, tie up your waist and steam it for me."

Jin Lily took the medicine and fell into a deep sleep.

As soon as Mu returned to No. 57, he lay down on his bed and looked at the ceiling. He felt as desperate as he wanted. He forgot to eat and drink water. He just lay quietly and stared.

The ceiling was wet with tears. The more he thought about it, the sadder and angrier he became. He felt that it was necessary to write a letter to Dad Jin.

So he sat up and wrote.

Dear Uncle Jin and Madam Jin: Hello. Please forgive me for writing to you so presumptuously. Because maybe there will be no chance to communicate in person again, right? Although in my heart I want to be your son-in-law and Sayuri's husband.

.But Uncle Jin is right, the conditions of our family are really bad. If people's happiness is due to economic conditions, I really won't be able to give Jin Lily happiness for a while.

But, I want to explain a few points. Please read on patiently. My family is a bit poor. But, that is not my fault. I have no way to choose my own birth. I have no reason to blame my parents.

I want to thank them. They gave me life. They also tried their best to cultivate me. This allowed me to grow up smoothly. Although there are many regrets and many unsatisfactory things, this

This is my home.

When I started to like Jin Lily, I just simply liked her. I didn't know whether she was a girl from the Zhang family or the Li family. I didn't know whether she was a rich girl or a lady. I just simply liked her.

From the beginning I liked her to the time I love her, I love her sincerely. There is no hypocrisy at all. It is not just for fun. It is wholeheartedly. I think no one in this world will love her more than me.

I am willing to die for her, and I am also willing to fight for her. But maybe I have no chance to fight other than death, right?

I think Uncle Jin and Sister Jin are both well-educated and sensible people. I have also heard people say that Uncle Jin is the smartest person in Datang. In fact, through these few months of contact, I have found that you are indeed well-educated and sensible people.

.You are indeed a very smart person, but you are also a very stupid person. Sometimes in order not to offend others, you always appear as a "good old guy". Let me tell you that I am not afraid of offending you. I think this is too hypocritical. However,

Everyone has their own principles and considerations in doing things. Maybe what I said is wrong. But what I want to express is actually that I hope you don’t live in other people’s opinions. Let’s give an inappropriate example.

Bar.

Suppose a thousand people come to eat at a lively nine bowls, but only two people are getting married. These thousand people come to eat nine bowls, and they may say a thousand words, or even ten thousand words. Among these words

There are good things to say and bad things to say. So how can you take everything into account? The two people living together are not the two married people. Others happily eat nine large bowls, say something like this and that, and pat their butts.

Let's go. Could it be that just because others said some bad things, the lives of these two people will not go on?

Let me talk about the issue of family conditions. My family's family conditions are indeed poor. However, I have a strong fighting spirit. I am not stupider than others. And I work very hard. I don't want to compare myself with other people who have better family conditions.

Speaking only for people of the same age who have similar family conditions to mine, my graduation from school and my step-by-step journey to where I am today are all a result of my own hard work. I have no other meaning when I say this, nor am I bragging about myself.

I just want to tell you that if you give me a chance and give me some time, I think that through hard work, I will have a house and a car. However, it is not possible for now. However, it does not mean that it cannot be realized in the future.

.

Finally, what I want to say is that Jin Lily is a good daughter. You should be happy for giving birth to her. If you hear anything bad about my family or me from others. In fact, I personally think you should laugh it off.

, don’t take it to heart. There are not many people who think you well in this world, but there are also many people who want to see your jokes. I don’t want you to be laughed at by others. I once wanted to be nice to Jin Lily all my life. But

, now it seems that I don’t have this chance.

Thank you for giving birth to Golden Lily. I had the opportunity to meet Golden Lily in my short life. She gave me warmth and allowed me to go through the most difficult dark years. But please don’t worry! Jin Lily and I

Everything is innocent between us. So please don’t look at me through colored glasses. I’m actually very good. It’s just because I love Golden Lily so much. So I don’t want her to be in a dilemma between us. I choose to quit. I

Let it go. Are you happy?

One more verbose sentence: After I leave her, please be kind to her, find her a good husband and a good husband, and make her happy! Otherwise, I will not let you go even if I am a ghost.

After writing the letter and putting it in the envelope, Mu Yi wrote another letter to Jin Lily.

"Dear Sayuri: When you receive this letter, don't be sad. You must live well. I left. I went to a far away place. Don't look for me, don't miss me, forget me.

.If you can’t forget it, bury it in your heart. Farewell.”

At dawn, Mu Yi went to work dejectedly, as if he was saying farewell. Not only did he care about everyone, but after everyone left, he also wiped the office windows, glass, desks and chairs clean, and wiped the floor clean.

After making it spotless, I reluctantly left the office.

He rushed to Jin's main road with two letters in his arms, but he did not go directly to Jin Lily's house. Instead, he handed the letters to Jin Lily's cousin Jin Yanli.

"Sister Yanli, please pass the thin letter to Jin Lily and the thick letter to her parents."

Jin Yanli saw that Mu Yi's face was very pale and in a bad mood, so she asked.

"Mu Yi, what happened? Tell me."

Mu Yi said calmly: "It's nothing. Please."

After saying that, he turned around and walked away quickly.

After walking out of Jin's main road, Mu Yi drove back to No. 57. He wanted to make some final explanations.

Mu Yi, who returned to No. 57, made an exception and had a big meal. Then he called his father who was far away in Chengdu.

"Hey, Dad. Have you eaten?"

"Eat. Boss, how about you?"

"I ate too. I ate well today. What about you?"

"We still had a good meal. It's already twelve today and it's time to burn rice paper. Don't go out to play at night. It's not clean."

On the other end of the phone, his father told Mu Yi that it was "half-July" and not to go out at night for fear that he would run into a ghost. But what Mu Yi thought about was that he was about to become a ghost. He couldn't help but burst into tears.

Flowed down.

"It's getting cold. You and your mother should take care of your health. Xiaojie, Junge, you all should be well."

"Chengdu is still very hot. Everyone should protect their bodies."

"That's it. Dad, no matter what happens, you all must be well."

"Okay. You should also be good."

Mu Yi was afraid that if he continued talking, he would miss this world, so he hung up the phone in a hurry.

After hanging up the phone, he took out the money, divided it into two parts, and put them in two envelopes. One was written for Jin Lily, and the other was written for Mude Qian. Then he put the office key into the envelope and wrote:

Please return the key to the Office of Work Safety Supervision Bureau.

Looking again, there are no other places to commemorate. He drank the remaining half bottle of liquor in one gulp and walked out of No. 57 without locking the door. He planned to jump into the West Turtle River and let the water take him away.

His body also took his soul with him.

After receiving the two letters from Mu Yi, Jin Yanli felt that something was wrong. After thinking about it, she handed both letters to Jin Lily for fear of causing problems. When Jin Lily saw this, it was like a bolt from the blue! Bad!

It's broken. Something big is going to happen! She dropped the letter and rushed out of the house without looking back. She ran towards Longzhong. She wanted to get to No. 57 as quickly as possible. Because according to her knowledge of Mu Yi

I understand that this person likes to finish things from beginning to end. He will definitely give his final explanation before ending his life.

It was already nightfall, and every household began to light incense and candles outside the gate to burn windshield paper. Muyi looked at the candles all over the street and the flying paper money and ashes, and he still felt a little unwilling, thinking that no one would give him money in the future.

Burning the paper, no one would pay homage to him, and he was just a lonely ghost. Muyi shed bitter tears again. However, he no longer had the courage to live. He was desperate...

Jin Lily was panting and rushed to No. 57. Seeing every household burning traditional paper, she suddenly felt very frightened. She silently prayed to God, hoping that everything would not be too late.

At the intersection of Wuqu Street and West Street, if Mu Yi walked a second faster or Jin Lily walked a second slower, we would be separated forever.

The light of the scented candles and the fire of burning rice paper illuminated the street very brightly at night. Jin Lily took a quick glance and saw Mu Yi stumbling towards him, and immediately hugged him tightly. She asked with tears in her eyes: "Brother

.Where are you going?"

Mu Yizui looked at Jin Lily with confused eyes: "Fool, you shouldn't have come. Go back quickly. It's not clean outside."
Chapter completed!