The most confused person during this Spring Festival is probably Xiaojie. Although he still has a smile on his face, his heart is very bitter. Seeing that his eldest brother has already married and established a business on his own. His father seems to have put all his

My thoughts were devoted to Brother Jun. In comparison, I seemed to have become a dispensable idler whose father did not care for his mother, whose brother and sister-in-law could not rely on him, and who had nothing to do all day long, eating and drinking.

Xiaojie was really fed up with this kind of life. A friend also asked him to go puttying with him. He said that although this business is a bit difficult, tiring and dirty, it is very profitable. Excluding the cost of materials, he can earn two to three hundred yuan a day.

When business is good, you can earn almost seven to eight thousand a month, which is equivalent to what some ordinary workers earn after working for a year.

My friend also said that he sometimes does some "wall projects", but because he doesn't read enough, he can't calculate the amount of work when the contractor calculates it, which is quite a disadvantage. If Xiaojie can get along with him, he will be able to do it in the future.

If you open a company and recruit more "putty craftsmen" like yourself, you will be able to get more projects. In that case, you may earn more.

Xiaojie was also tempted. But he quickly gave up the idea. He felt that after all, he had gone out to study for a few years, and in the end he was not as good as this friend who had not studied, and he had to work under him.

You have to eat, but you can’t keep your own face.

The key is that my father is a very good-looking person who likes to brag and show off his abilities. He brags about his abilities in front of others. So sometimes others suddenly ask him: "Hey, Xiaojie, listen to you.

Dad said you were doing well in Shanghai and became a manager, right?" Xiaojie was so embarrassed. It was really indescribable, and he just had to find a crack in the ground to crawl under.

So, even if you go to beg for food, you can't do it at home.

I have passed all the exams that should be taken. However, I have not been able to get into the interview. Facts have proved that the civil service examination cannot just rely on luck. You must first have considerable strength before you can gather various people from there.

Among the many candidates, among the many candidates who have racked their brains to compile the test questions, only those who pass the written test can enter the interview. Then, after passing the verbal interview, they have the opportunity to enter the physical examination and inspection. After passing five tests, six are the best.

Only after becoming a general can you enter the ranks of civil servants.

The written test results of the last exam will be announced after the Lantern Festival. Xiaojie knows very well that he has no hope. The competition in the exam is too great. It is simply self-torture. Xiaojie knows in his heart that he has no chance to be a civil servant.

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There is a jingle that goes like this: Only when you get to Beijing do you realize that you are a junior official, not until you get to Shenzhen do you realize how little money is there, only when you get to Shanghai do you realize that you are not well-dressed, and only when you get to Chengdu do you realize that it is too early to get married. I have been to these places, but where

They can't find their own direction in life.

Where to go now? Go to Tibet! A voice rang in my mind. Why go to Tibet? Because it is the place closest to the sky. There are blue skies, white snow-capped mountains, pure holy lakes, golden palaces,

Temples with red walls, simple smiles...

Some people say: Heaven is on the left and Tibet is on the right. Tibet is known as the last pure land on earth. Only by truly setting foot on the land can we truly understand the meaning of life.

The greatest charm of Tibet for Xiaojie is the conversion of his soul. He wants to go to Tibet, a place that is peaceful, simple, not frivolous and impetuous, to purify his tired spirit. He wants to go through the thick smell of butter, mixed with

With the smell of beef and mutton, and the smoky streets, I quietly passed by the pilgrims, monks, and tourists passing by, letting the sound of prayers, chanting, wind, and rain drift past my ears, and quietly facing Tibet

, looking up to Everest and dedicating one’s soul to heaven.

Friends who have been to Tibet say that in addition to the beautiful scenery of snow-capped mountains, Tibet also has landslides, mudslides, blizzards, and altitude sickness... It can not only give you the ultimate beauty, but also make you breathless, nosebleeds, dizzy, and vomiting.

He may even lose his life and bring you close to death. But Xiaojie is not afraid. He thinks that if that is really the case, then it must be like this.

However, he still doesn't know how to tell his parents about this important decision he is about to make. After all, his parents have not yet repaid their kindness in raising him. Where he really wants to go, it is a matter of life and death. In case he cannot come back, his parents

What should he do? He wanted to tell his elder brother his thoughts first. However, no matter what the elder brother said, he would not change his decision. He was not going to listen to his opinion, but just to inform him out of respect. As for Jun

Brother, forget it.

Xiaojie came to the eldest brother's house. The eldest brother had not got off work yet, and only the sister-in-law was at home with her niece.

"Xiaojie, have you eaten?"

"Sister-in-law, not yet. Have you eaten?"

"We haven't eaten either yet. We won't eat until your elder brother comes back."

"Little Lele has grown up a lot. This kid is really good at things."

"Come on, Xiaojie. You hold Xiao Lele and play for a while, and I'll wash some meat and cook it."

"Sister-in-law, don't bother me. Just eat whatever you have."

"No trouble. No trouble. It's rare for you to come down here. I won't feel sorry if I don't cook some meat for you."

Jin Lily handed Xiao Lele to Xiaojie to hold and went to the kitchen to cook bacon.

After cooking the bacon and cutting it, Muyi came back from work.

As soon as I opened the door, the smell of cooking bacon wafted into my nose.

"Wow! It smells so good..." Before he could finish his words, he saw Xiaojie.

"Brother, you are back."

"Well. Xiaojie, why are you down here?"

"Brother, what are you talking about? Can't Xiaojie come down and play if nothing happens?" Jin Lily choked.

"That's not what I meant."

"Brother, I just miss you. Come down and see Xiao Lele."

"Let's eat."

"Report." Mu Yi suddenly shouted a report.

"What's going on?"

"It's rare that his second uncle is here. Can you apply to buy two bottles of beer?"

"Oh. Okay, okay, I don't care how big a deal it is. Go buy it quickly."

"Brother, let me go buy it."

"Well, you sit down and I'll buy it."

Mu Yi hurriedly ran downstairs to buy two bottles of beer and one fresh orange and brought back more. Jin Lily put Xiao Lele on the bed.

"Come on, come on. Xiaojie and I will drink beer. You can drink more oranges."

"Forget it, I'll just drink the soup. There are many preservatives in fresh oranges. I'm afraid it won't be good for little Lele." Jin Lily is still very taboo.

After drinking these three glasses of beer, Xiaojie was ready to tell his big brother about his decision.

"Brother, I have something to tell you."

"What happened? Just tell me."

"Look at me eating and drinking at home all day long and not doing anything. If I keep staying like this, I'm afraid I will become a useless person."

"Xiaojie, you can't say that. You have helped us." Jin Lily comforted Xiaojie.

Mu Yi said nothing, just looked at Xiaojie and motioned for him to continue speaking.

"I was just thinking that when the results come out, my parents should be worried. I'm going to go out and have a try."

Mu nodded. "Where are you planning to go?"

"I haven't thought about it yet. I have traveled to many places, but I don't really like them. I can't find the feeling that I can stay forever. I always stay in one place for a long time, and I feel bored and want to leave.

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Jin Lily silently served Xiaojie some food.

"Thank you, sister-in-law. Come here, sister-in-law, let me toast you. Ever since you came to my house, you have always treated us like brothers."

"That's right. We are a family. To you, of course, we are brothers."

"My brother has a bad temper, but he has a good heart. It's just that he speaks too directly. Many times, I know that what he says to me is right. But it's just unbearable.

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"I'm not doing that for your own good. If I still have to beat around the bush when talking to you, my brother, then why would I call you a real brother? Good medicine tastes bitter but is good for the disease." Mu Yi said excitedly.

"Look, you're here again. What Xiaojie said is right. What you say is hard to hear. It's obviously a caring word, but it turns into a scolding word. How can you make people endure it?"

"Okay, okay. I was wrong. I won't say it again. Okay?"

"I'm not asking you to stop talking. You still have to say what you need to say. If your brother doesn't say it, then who will talk about him? It's just that you have to say it in a softer way. That way, it will be easier for everyone.

accept."

"That's right. Sister-in-law, you are right. My brother is just too straight."

"Then where are you planning to go?" Mu Yi asked again.

"I want to go to Tibet."

"Tibet?"

"Tibet?"

Mu Yi and Jin Bai exclaimed at the same time.

"Hmm. Tibet."

"Tibet is so big. Where do you plan to go to Tibet?"

"Let's go to Lhasa first."

Jin Baihe asked: "Going for a trip? Or doing business?"

"It shouldn't be considered a trip, right? I plan to stay there for a while. Think about how I should go in life. Once I figure it out, I will know how to go."

Hearing what Xiaojie said, Mu Yi fell into deep thought. Mu Yi had never been to Tibet. However, he stayed in Zhongguozhuang for three years. The altitude of Lhasa is 3,650 meters, which is comparable to Zhongguozhuang Varado Township.
To be continued...