Chapter 54: Farm Time 3
One time Qing'er was being scolded at his house and was still crying secretly when he came over to do his homework. I asked him what was wrong.
She just said coldly: "Nothing."
I felt something was wrong with this sister. She didn't want to say it, and I couldn't force her to ask. So I gave them tutoring on their homework. However, Qing'er, who usually studies most seriously, was frequently distracted today.
After studying, Feifei and Ruru went back. But she had no intention of leaving, so she stayed to have dinner with us.
After dinner, the brothers went out to play. Only Qing'er and I were left at home.
Qing'er asked me: "Brother, what is the outside world like?"
I said: "The outside world is very big. I don't know about other places. I only know places like Deyang, Mianyang, and Chengdu. I have only been to Haichang once. These places are more developed than here. The roads are very wide, and they are all
There are basically no stones or mud on the cement road or asphalt road. Their houses are basically high-rise buildings in the city, and they are basically red brick houses in the countryside. Unlike us, most of the houses with mud walls are here. Transportation
It’s also very developed and has a lot of cars.”
She said: "I want to know about people out there, do their parents treat their children well?"
I said: "I don't know about this. When I was studying, the parents of my classmates sent them to study. They would buy them many things and give them a lot of living expenses. They should be very good to their children."
She said: "I'm not happy."
I said: "Everyone will be unhappy sometimes. But it will be fine if you have a good time."
She added: "I'm very sad."
I said, "What's going on? Tell your brother."
She said, "You don't know. I'm not liked by my parents at all." As she said that, she started crying, and the tears kept rolling down her little face like broken pearls.
I said, "If you want to cry, just cry. There is no one else here, so it will be better if you cry."
After crying for a while, she stopped crying and slowly said to me: "Brother, you are the only person I trust in this world, and I will tell you a secret."
I looked at her and nodded.
She said: "They all don't like me. Feifei said, it's my fault. My father loved her very much in the past, and he often bought her sweets, beautiful clothes, and often played with her. It's my fault that my father was so angry when I came to this world.
Things have changed. Dad doesn’t like me, and he doesn’t even like Feifei anymore. Feifei blames me. Mom doesn’t like me either. Every time she’s unhappy, she blames her belly for not living up to expectations. She gave birth to my daughter, leaving dad without a son to carry on the family line. Dad
I don’t love my mother anymore, and I don’t care about the family anymore. My mother blames me for being born in the wrong fetus and that I shouldn’t have been born into her. Ruru doesn’t like us either. She said that her father is hers alone, and we took her father away from her.
Lost it, she hated us for coming to her and her father’s home..."
I didn't expect that a little child would have so much unhappiness in his heart. His relatives might appear harmonious, but he would actually have "hate" in his heart.
She continued: "You don't know, when I was five years old, my biological father actually took me to the train and lost me. Fortunately, my mother was vigilant and followed my father all the way to the train station, and saw my father taking me on the train.
I saw the train was about to leave again, but my father was the only one getting off the train. He didn’t see me, so my mother ran like crazy after the train. Fortunately, the train had just started and wasn’t going very fast. My mother jumped up and down while running.
At the train window. The passengers in the train pulled my mother from the window into the carriage. My mother searched next to the carriage and finally found me at the toilet door of a carriage. However, I didn’t know that I had been abandoned by my father at that time.
When I saw my mother, I asked her why she was here. But my mother hugged me tightly and burst into tears without saying a word. At the next station, we got off the train and caught a bus before returning home.
Later, my parents divorced. Later, we came here."
After saying this intermittently, Qing'er started crying again.
At that moment, my heart was greatly shocked. I never thought that there was such a father in this world. I also couldn’t figure out what “sin” a child had when he came into this world. If it must be said that there is
, shouldn’t it be his parents? It’s said that he was “reborn in the wrong child”. If a child could have a choice, wouldn’t he want to choose to be reborn into a “rich and wealthy” family? Does he have to be reborn into a poor family like yours?
Qing'er is still too young, but life does not give her a tender side because she is young, but makes her face the ugly selfish side of human nature. The harm between relatives will subtly affect a person's life.
Chapter completed!