I think I have stood at a crossroads in my life. Maybe I am thinking about heaven, maybe I am thinking about hell.

I thought again, Qiqi no longer looks like the same Qiqi as before. He has changed, and he has become completely different. I don’t know what happened three years ago, and I don’t know what happened to his family three years ago.

He just "disappeared". I don't know if this compound now belongs to him or someone else, and I don't know who the men and women around him are... Too many unknowns, too many questions, make me change.

I feel dizzy and have a splitting headache.

However, I have already felt a strong danger signal in my heart, and I just want to leave this strange place safely. I am not suitable here, nor am I suitable for it. There is no life I want here.

I said: "Qiqi, as a brother, I want to ask you a question."

He said: "You can ask, and I will answer you no matter what the question is."

I said: "Uncle, aunt and uncle, are they okay?"

Qiqi's body trembled visibly, and he said slowly: "They are gone. I am the only one in this world." After speaking, he picked up the glass of wine and swallowed it in another sip.

I also picked up my glass of wine and said to him, "I'm sorry." Then I swallowed the glass of wine in one gulp.

I was already drunk. I just felt a "dong dong dong" sound in my head, which kept ringing.

I said: "Qiqi, you are my good brother. No matter what you do, I hope you are happy. If you choose the path you want to go, just go. If you don't want to leave when you get there, just go

Turn around."

Qiqi said: "I can't look back. Once I enter the rivers and lakes, it's as deep as the sea! It's as deep as the sea."

Seeing Qiqi say this, I couldn't answer the question, so I stood up and prepared to go to the toilet.

Xiaoguang immediately supported me and said, "Brother Mu, I will take you there."

I felt a little unsteady on my feet. With Xiaoguang's help, I walked to the toilet one step at a time. As soon as I closed the door and didn't have time to pee, I felt my stomach was turning upside down. I drank it with a "wow" sound.

I vomited out everything I had eaten, including tears. After vomiting, Xiaoguang quickly handed me some paper. I wiped it and said to Xiaoguang: "Thank you, brother." I wiped it clean and finished urinating. Xiaoguang returned to me.

He helped me back to the chair and sat up.

At this time, I suddenly felt a little cold, and my body began to tremble involuntarily, becoming more and more violent.

Qiqi said: "Hurry and help him to the west room, he is suffering from 'alcoholic cold'."

Although my head was groggy, I still heard clearly what Qiqi said. I quickly said: "I'm not drunk. I still have something to say to you."

Qiqi said: "You are drunk. If you have anything to say, wait until you sober up." After that, she muttered a few words in Xiaoguang's ear and I couldn't hear them clearly.

Xiaoguang waved to the woman in green, and the woman in green came over. The two of them helped me, one on the left and the other on the right, and walked towards the west room.

When we arrived at the west room, they helped me lie down on the bed. Xiaoguang said to the woman in green: "Sisi, Mr. Qi said you should take good care of Brother Mu tonight."

It turns out that the woman in green is named Sisi.

Sisi said: "Brother Guang, I know what to do."

Xiaoguang leaned down, smiled and said in my ear: "Brother Mu, have a lot of fun tonight." After that, he closed the door and left.

The room suddenly became quiet.

Sisi said: "Brother Mu, can I pour you some water?"

I struggled to sit up, but I couldn't.

Seeing that I wanted to get up, Sisi hurriedly came over and gently pressed me and said, "Don't get up when you are drunk. It's better to lie down and take a rest." After that, she bent down and took off my shoes and put them on.

He lifted his feet and put them on the bed.

Maybe she was suffering from alcoholism. She was groggy and wanted to sleep, but Sisi always felt a little inconvenient here. I said to her: "I'm fine, you go and rest."

Seeing what I said, Sisi didn't answer me, but just lowered her head. I thought he didn't hear, so I raised my voice and said, "Sisi, go to sleep."

Sisi stood up, turned off the light, and gently got into bed.

I blocked her with my hands and said, "That's not what I meant. I asked you to go out and sleep."

Sisi squeezed in, held my hand and said, "I have to sleep here tonight."

I felt really sleepy and tired, and I lost all my strength after pushing a few times. I couldn’t push anymore, so I just stopped pushing. After hearing what she said, I was a little confused and asked her: "Why is it necessary?"

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Seeing that I stopped pushing her, Sisi lay down and said in a low voice: "They arranged that I have to go to bed with you tonight."

I said: "Why?"
Chapter completed!