Chapter 68 Ome's Epiphany, The Crisis of Heart Rain
After drinking and eating, Qingmei took Huzi home. Huzi said he wanted to sleep, so Qingmei gave Huzi a bath, put him on the bed and covered him with quilt, and he fell asleep.
Qingmei took out her mobile phone and prepared to delete all contact information with Yan Dong. Many past memories of their relationship came to mind: watching Huzi running wildly on the grass in the park, watching Huzi practice Taekwondo together, eating and drinking together, and laughing together.
Looking forward to the future together, the wonderful feeling of Yan Dong peeking at her affectionately from behind, especially the warm and safe feeling when Yan Dong held her that night. Thinking of these seems like yesterday, and in the blink of an eye, there is nothing. Qingmei
I couldn't help but burst into tears.
No matter how Yushu enlightened her or Xinyu and the others comforted her, she had to face an ironclad reality: she had to face an empty and cold home, and she had to face the loneliness of late at night.
In the past, when she left Lao Lin, she was not very sentimental, because she still had many beautiful ideas for the future, so she used her beautiful imagination to spend money, time and energy, and even her enthusiasm, to support Yan Dong.
She wanted to use everything she had to cultivate a man who she loved and who loved her, until her husband. However, she failed, just as she tried her best to make a bowl of exquisite soup, but it was poured on the table when she brought it to the table.
On the way, the blow it gave Qingmei was not only sad, but also her disappointment in men and love. In the past, when she looked at the future, she saw a bright future; now when she looks up, she can't see any light. The most important thing is
She became hesitant, she didn't know where to go in the future.
She thought about it and still didn't delete Yan Dong's contact information, but she changed his name and contact number to "Flying Fish". Before, she didn't understand that Yan Dong would have such an online name, but now,
She finally understood that, in fact, Yan Dong also longed for a chance to make a comeback. Unfortunately, he did not have the excellent qualities to support the opportunity God provided him.
In the past, Qingmei didn't understand why the reading volume of novels dropped sharply after Huang Xi died and Yan Dong took over writing novels. Later, when she had nothing to do, she read the two parts of the novel carefully. The first half can sing.
It was written and revised by Mu Mu, and the second half was continued by Yan Dong. She discovered that Yan Dong had almost completely changed the fate of all the characters. The characters in the work gradually became selfish and intrigued. On the surface, the story seemed more interesting.
However, it shows the evil side of human nature. Qingmei also raised objections to Yan Dong, but Yan Dong said: "Realistic human nature is like this. Writing this way is closer to reality, but there are fewer and fewer readers."
Qingmei finally understood that the author's worldview affects the level of his work and the health of the theme. It ultimately affects the number of readers of the work, proving that readers still have discernment.
Qingmei felt that she should find some meaningful things to do in life. She decided to continue writing Huang Xi's other two books herself, so that her life would be more fulfilling and maybe she would stop thinking randomly. She had already thought about what she should do in the future.
With the pursuit of life and the confidence in life, she went to bed.
Qingmei fell asleep, but Xinyu couldn't sleep anymore. She found that Zhang Qianli had been getting farther and farther away from her recently.
Beilin came to engage in social practice, and the theme she established was to investigate the reasons for the high divorce rate in Beijing. Originally, a group of classmates did this investigation. Because she could not return to Beijing in time when she returned home, their group changed the theme, and she could only
To do this investigation by myself, because Zihao and Xinbao are men of science and engineering and do not understand these things, and Jiaxin is not involved, so they put it off again and again. However, when they were in the Northeast, Jiaxin made a guarantee to Beisen.
, However, when they came back, they found that it was quite difficult. After much deliberation, they only asked Xinyu for help. Xinyu thought that they were all friends, not to mention that Beilin was also gentle and quiet, with a childish look on his face, which was quite cute, so she agreed. But.
When she asked Beilin what preparations he had made, Beilin said that she had done nothing.
Xinyu was about to make a work plan for the new year and was so busy that she had no time to eat. How could she have the mind to help Bei Lin? She had to entrust this matter to Zhang Qianli. Since it was arranged by Xinyu, he did not dare to neglect it.
, from the activity plan to the interview plan, from the interview outline to the unit contact, Zhang Qianli helped her do it. Beilin was only responsible for pouring tea on the side, giving likes, and praising Hua Qianli.
After finishing the copywriting, Zhang Qianli took her to interview one unit at a time according to the plan. After the interviews, she compiled and analyzed them, and finally formed a results report. However, for Zhang Qianli, this was just a piece of cake. Everything was done.
This was so admirable that Bei Lin was so impressed that he finally felt respectful and completely worshiped Zhang Qianli.
What made her admire Zhang Qianli even more was that her social survey report was rated as the best social practice activity report and won the award. She took the initiative to call Zhang Qianli to express her gratitude and invite him to have a meal with her.
During the meal, Bei Lin said that there was an American blockbuster today, and they went to watch it together. Zhang Qianli did not refuse, and they watched "Pumping Heart" together. Under normal circumstances, Bei Lin should invite Xin Yu to have dinner with him, but she didn't, and neither did Zhang Qianli.
Thinking of avoiding suspicion, Zhang Qianli didn't come back until 10:30 pm after watching the movie.
Xinyu asked him where he had been, and Zhang Qianli did not hide anything and said that Beilin's social practice investigation report had won an award, and invited him to dinner and then watch a movie.
Keep it in mind.
However, what happened next made her feel abnormal. Beilin had already worshiped Zhang Qianli as his teacher. When Xin Yumian called him "teacher, teacher" in a very intimate way, Xin Yu felt uncomfortable. However, she couldn't say anything, and she would say "Teacher, Teacher" from time to time.
He asked Zhang Qianli to go out to watch movies and sometimes eat. Xinyu also warned Zhang Qianli, but Zhang Qianli said seriously: "Xinyu, what are you talking about? I am still a child, so don't think too much.
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However, Xinyu found that Zhang Qianli had changed a lot. First, he paid more and more attention to his clothes; second, he checked his phone from time to time and responded to Beilin's messages at any time; third, he no longer revolved around Xin Yu, and sometimes he just dealt with sex.
Let’s make out with Xinyu.
Zhang Qianli didn't take Bei Lin seriously at first, but whenever he helped Bei Lin do something, Bei Lin would always give him enthusiastic praise and thanks. Gradually, he felt that Bei Lin was really good, no.
Like Xinyu, no matter how good he does, he will still be criticized and nagged by Xinyu. What Zhang Qianli enjoys most is Beilin's innocent and admiring eyes. He allows Zhang Qianli to regain the confidence of a man.
, especially every time when watching a movie, Beilin would always stretch out a hand to Zhang Qianli, and Zhang Qianli would caress and squeeze her warm, soft, fleshy little hands while watching the entire movie, creating endless fantasies in his heart.
This feeling is wonderful. Watching a movie with Xinyu is a happy feeling that I have never experienced before.
Every time Bei Lin sees Zhang Qianli, she always has a warm and beautiful feeling, that is, she feels very happy. When she goes to class, sleeps, and eats, she only thinks about Teacher Zhang.
Chapter completed!