205. Going forward and succeeding to avoid the limelight
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"The End of the Ninth Life of Hua Jing" movie set: Scene 193, Scene 1 - We are both fallen people in the world, so why should we have known each other before meeting.
Cao Bo, who was sitting on the rock by the sea, still did not let down his guard. He put his right arm around ten centimeters away from her, ready to hold her in case she slipped off the rock.
His actions are quite funny in the eyes of a third party. They will definitely think: This man wants to put his arm around his girlfriend's shoulders, but he doesn't dare, and then he stays in the air for so long?
Bai Zhenzhen turned a blind eye to the man beside her. She was still staring at the sea water and blurted out leisurely:
"Tell me! Who is it? Opened its bloody mouth and swallowed my man. The sea, the shark? Or the whirlpool?"
"Ah" he adjusted his glasses that had fallen on his nose, opened his mouth, and didn't know how to answer, so he asked her:
"You just said that your husband committed suicide by jumping into the sea from here?"
She took out the suicide note from her pocket, handed it to him and said:
“See for yourself!”
He held the tear-stained suicide note, which was very heavy in his hand. He read it twice from the beginning before carefully folding it and returning it to her.
In order to distract her attention, he started talking again:
"Is your name Zhenzhen? What's your last name?"
"Surname Bai——"
"Your name is White Pearl. It's such a good name. There is a bird called White Pearl. It has gray fur and is dotted with white spots like white pearls, so it's called the White Pearl Bird."
She withdrew her gaze, looked at him and said:
"Wrong, my name is Bai Zhenzhen."
"That's right, Zhenzhen is a pearl, a little pearl inside a pearl."
Cao Bo saw that she had withdrawn her eyes from staring at the sea for the first time, and it worked. He was a little excited and sang in a low and magnetic voice:
Tianzi is cherished
Bright eyes turn pearly
Lan Xin Huizhi is from a famous family
Wuxing Talented Girl——White Pearl
Dali also knows the book
Alternate Lord of the East Palace
colorful butterflies flying
The man with red sleeves and green beads is envious
…
She turned around and corrected:
"Wrong again, her name is Shen Zhenzhu, she is the heroine in the TV series "Pearl Legend"."
Cao Bo said seriously:
"No matter whether her surname is Shen or Bai, anyone named Pearl is a beautiful woman with bright eyes and white teeth."
"I am not a beautiful woman, I am a middle-aged woman and mother of children."
Cao Bo deliberately raised his voice, emphasized his tone, tilted his head and asked her:
"Are you a thorn-picking expert in the hospital who picks fish bones out of people's throats? Why do you like to pick out fish bones in people's throats so much? You denied me three times?"
"I...I'm a cashier in the supermarket."
Seeing that she was talking more, Cao Bo stopped in mid-air and finally lowered his stiff arms.
He took out a piece of chewing gum from his bag and handed it to her. She looked at it in her hand - the red particles were really beautiful. She looked at them and threw them in the air to draw an arc, like leaves and paper, silently.
Falling into the whirlpool at your feet without rest.
As soon as she made this move, Cao Bo's stiff arms were in a state of preparation for war again. Seeing that she was having trouble solving the knot in her heart, he opened his heart:
"Zhenzhen, avoiding may not mean you can escape; accepting may not necessarily be the most uncomfortable; gaining may not necessarily be the happiest... Just because there are many "not certainties" in life, we always have a way to go. These words
, my grandma told me when I was a child.”
"Brother, do you think I still have a way to go?" Seeing her staring blankly at the waves at her feet, he patted her shoulder and continued:
"Zhenzhen, there is no end to the road. God has closed a door for us, but it will always open a window for us. We will not always be breathless. If you know why I was so nervous at that time, you would jump into the sea.
? "
"Why?"
"Because I'm afraid of missing a precious life... again."
"Again? Did you witness a person's suicide?"
Cao Bo's eyes instantly turned red, he nodded, blew his nose, and continued:
"I was in the first grade of junior high school at that time, and I was already a half-grown boy. You see, I am not tall now, but I was definitely developing ahead of schedule at that time. That is because I was sensible beyond my years and developed beyond my years. My father made me
I thought it was time for him to leave, and since his death, my head has been forever fixed in the pain of that moment and all that followed."
Zhenzhen's eyes turned to the sea area again, and she asked quietly:
"Did you also jump into the sea? Why did you have to jump into the sea...why-what-?" Her emotions became excited again. He gently hugged her and let her head rest on his shoulder.
Get a moment of rest and support.
He said slowly:
"Instead of jumping into the sea, where is the sea in our area? If he traveled thousands of kilometers to jump into the sea, maybe seeing the rough and turbulent sea would not be able to calm his anxiety and broaden his mind...
…”
"When I was in fifth grade, all I knew was that my father had trouble sleeping and had to take sleeping pills for a long time. His overall mental state was not good, he was often irritable and emotionally unstable. At this time, my grandma always asked me to study in my room."
"Where's your mother?"
"She died of severe hemorrhage during childbirth when giving birth to me. So, everyone called me Cao Ke's mother. My father and grandma raised me, but who knew that I would never have enough relatives in my life. Later, I learned that my father had the disease.
Severe depression."
"When I was in the first grade of junior high school, I came home from school one time. When I was rummaging through things, I pulled out a roll of bloody gauze from my father's drawer. I recalled that my father's wrist had been evasive to prevent me from seeing it. The gauze in front of me made me
Trembling with fear."
"From then on, I paid special attention to my father's whereabouts. When he didn't come home on time, my heart was in my throat, and the roll of bloody gauze dangled in front of my eyes, so I ran out to look for him..."
"and after?"
"Later, also in the cold winter, after dinner, my father still hadn't come back. I ran out to look for him again. On his way to work, I couldn't find any trace of him in the square where he walked and exercised. When I came back feeling lost, I saw
There was a man standing on the roof of the tube building where we lived - it was Dad."
"I ran to the top of the building as fast as I could, and just in time to catch up - he was still standing there. He turned around when he heard the sound, called my name, and stopped me from moving forward!"
When Bai Zhenzhen heard this, she nervously grabbed his hand, fearing that she would miss him.
"I knelt down with a plop and kowtowed to him several times. I knelt down and cried: Dad, come here, go home! Grandma is still waiting for us at home!"
"I saw my father closing his eyes in pain, and his voice came sadly: Son, I have lived fourteen more years in this world! When your mother had a difficult delivery, I should have been with her and left her in the
It has been fourteen years in the cold underground. These nights, I often dream of your mother, standing far away, smiling and waving to me. When you grow up, grandma will leave it to you. I have been tired of the world for too long
Oh, living one more day is torture. I have to leave... Hearing this, I rushed to him on my knees and crawled to him. Just when I was about to grab his trouser leg, he... jumped down!"
When Bai Zhenzhen heard this - "Ah!", she shouted out, then covered her face with her hands and cried bitterly, choking and saying: Why... we have to... experience such a tragic thing?
Cao Bo's face was twisted in pain, and he said sadly:
"Can you imagine the pain I felt climbing on the top of the building? My loved ones jumped in front of my eyes and passed away in an instant. I could have touched them with my hand just now! From then on, my head will always be fixed in the grief at that moment.
middle……"
Cao Bo blew his nose again and continued:
"Neighbors and friends all started calling me Cao Bo. I no longer called me Cao Ke's mother. Maybe they thought it was a bad nickname - they also added "Ke Fu". But everyone was behind my back.
Talk about me - I have a tough life. When I was a child, I controlled my mother and father, and when I grow up, I control my wife and children..."
When Bai Zhenzhen heard this, she covered his mouth with her hand pitifully, shook her head and said:
"No, no. The lifespan and blessings of your parents have been left to you. You will be blessed and filled with descendants! Just like my daughter Niuniu, she lost her father when she was only seven years old. She will definitely inherit him.
Happy birthday to dad!"
When Cao Bo heard this, he burst into laughter:
"I was more than ten years ago, and now your Niuniu is really... We are all from the same world, so why should we have known each other before? And... I'm not married yet! The family you mentioned is full of descendants... I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you.
!”
Chapter completed!