316. I am hurt
Lin Shuang was slightly shocked and looked at her in surprise: "You haven't... talked about it?"
You have never been in love in your 24th year. Lin Shuang doesn't believe it.
Cheng Miao nodded, shook her head again, and said, "I didn't lie to you."
Lin Shuang was really shocked. If Cheng Miao was telling the truth, then he couldn't deal with it so lightly.
It's really strange. It is said that the relationship between men and women in modern society has become quite casual. Only an ordinary introvert like me can maintain a complete emotional blank.
How could Cheng Miao be chased by no one?
No, it shouldn't mean that no one is chasing him. Cheng Miao should mean something else, such as the standard is too high?
Tutoring too strict?
Or do you have an absolutely strict life plan?
For example, if you don't get a gold medal, you won't fall in love. If you get a gold medal, you can of course wait for a wealthy man to pursue you. This is her condition.
Or maybe there is someone you like, but you don't have that...
"Then how do you usually refuse?" Lin Shuang asked softly.
Cheng Miao was stunned for a moment, and her face that had just flushed turned pale again.
Lin Shuang sighed quietly: "I think whether two people can be together is a very mysterious thing...it seems that we shouldn't just look at their faces."
"I'm not...."
"Actually, I was very fat and average-looking before, just a passerby..."
Lin Shuang reached out to fiddle with the running water and wanted to say that he became a male god through hard work, but he was really not that shameless.
"No one liked me at that time. You must be different. You are a national-level athlete and the sports goddess in everyone's heart. You are also good-looking... You must have been outstanding since you were a child..."
Cheng Miao lowered her head and knocked her chin on her knees a few times. Her thoughts seemed to be carried away by Lin Shuang...
When I was a child, studying, training, and going from the city team to the provincial team to the national team, my emotional life was really blank. There were reasons for being picky and self-management.
But if you like Lin Shuang, you can't say it's because of sex. That's too superficial, and Lin Shuang will definitely not like it.
As for which one I like specifically, I seem to like them all.
"I think many people should like you..."
Lin Shuang looked at the water in front of him, "What do you think about these people who like you?"
Human desires have many shackles and are not easily released.
The environment does have a great impact on people's psychology. During the day, Cheng Miao was quite calm, and her confession seemed very rational. She just wanted to say what she wanted to say, and she was basically able to control herself during subsequent filming.
But now...it has escalated from saying it to wanting to respond.
On a beautiful night, and being alone in such a deserted corner, people's self-control can easily be defeated by desire.
When the moon generates tides, people's physiological desires will also be amplified. He can feel that if he doesn't refuse, Cheng Miao will definitely do something... He can understand it, but it is not convenient to accept it.
Lin Shuang even suspected that it had to do with the fact that he had increased his charm points at night. People would fall in love with this face if they stared at it for a long time, but now it was better, the two of them were alone under the moon.
Switching roles, if Lin Shuang is a woman and Cheng Miao is a man, it is called playing hooligan.
But this matter is a bit unfair to Cheng Miao. The goddess should be reserved, but she lost to the cheat. We have only known each other for a few days!
Cheng Miao muttered: "I didn't think much about it, I just ignored it..."
"But I think the best way is... to get along as friends..."
Lin Shuang looked at Cheng Miao, "It's not good to reject others abruptly. It can easily lead to conflicts. And if you think about it carefully, people have to deal with so many kinds of emotions in their lives. The most beautiful thing is not necessarily love. No matter from the shelf life
Or speaking of probability...it is not as good as family affection, not as good as friendship..."
"Emotions sometimes fade away with each passing day. Really, this is based on science. The reason why love is precious is that it is difficult... I think it is like a radioactive isotope. Do you know what a radioactive isotope is?
..."
Cheng Miao couldn't even nod her head, silently looking at the reflection in the water.
Although I think what Lin Shuang said makes sense, it may be just another way of rejection.
"So my decision is..."
"Huh?" Cheng Miao tilted her head.
"Can we just be friends first?"
"oh..."
Cheng Miao was still weak, feeling that her spirit had been hollowed out, and leaned against Lin Shuang.
"Why are you so unhappy? I don't have many friends!" Lin Shuang laughed and lightly knocked Cheng Miao on the shoulder, knocking her back to her original position.
Cheng Miao flattened her mouth and did not show a happy expression. The corners of her eyes were already moist. She wiped it, wiped it again, and simply closed her eyes. There were glistening tears on the edges of her long eyelashes.
Lin Shuang could feel the deep self-pity emanating from the sister next to her, and she couldn't bear it.
He knows the pain of not being able to love something, a bit like a former top student who suddenly fell behind in the exam and failed to start a business, with a huge debt of millions:
"I think...life is about pursuing happiness."
"Um?"
"Otherwise why live, if you feel uncomfortable all the time..."
Lin Shuang said quietly, "From this principle, scale is very important. For example, if you like this kind of thing, it must be controlled to a level that both parties can feel happy."
Cheng Miao looked at him: "Are you... unhappy?"
"Actually, I'm also happy. It's like I know there are many people outside who like me, but I won't ask them to like me forever. After all, emotions are fickle. People like you today, but they may not like you tomorrow for some reason, so I don't want them to like me at all.
It doesn’t matter who they are.”
Lin Shuang glanced at Cheng Miao: "The same is true for people around me. If you say you like me, I will be happy today, but then you won't like me tomorrow..."
"I won't...."
"Can you promise never?"
"Can...."
"Who can promise forever? Anyway, I think instead of saying sorry to your face that you don't like it anymore, it's better not to say it now. After all, it's not a basic need."
"Some people say that compliments are the lowest-cost investment. A simple sentence can make people happy for a long time. In fact... relationships are a bit like venture capital. Once you invest, you should be prepared to lose money..."
Lin Shuang hesitated for a moment. He didn't know whether it was right to compare feelings to investment. He glanced at the silent Cheng Miao from the corner of his eye, feeling that his words might hurt his heart.
"For example, I am not short of money now, but someone insists on giving it to me, and then goes back a few days later, saying that he no longer wants to give it to me, and that he plans to give it to another person... Then why bother?
I may not be happy when you give it to me, and I will definitely feel uncomfortable when you take it away, and I will wonder if you are playing with me!"
"Don't talk about money, just compare feelings to gifts. If you like someone, give him a gift. But if you turn around and feel that you gave him too much and want to take it back, the other person will definitely be in a bad mood. If
He has already started using this thing, so...it's...you know?"
Cheng Miao looked lonely. She seemed to understand. She seemed not to want to understand. She suddenly crossed her legs and shrank up.
Sure enough, those who take the initiative to love will become humble. Lin Shuang's heart trembled and he looked down at Cheng Miao's injured foot:
"Anyway, think carefully about whether what I said makes sense. Many things in life are more interesting than falling in love."
"Lin...you don't believe in love?"
"No...just for now..."
"I have nothing to promise..."
"I'm not that scumbag..."
"Then before you..." Cheng Miao turned her head and raised her chin, her eyes dropped slightly, "Well...is that what you meant?"
Lin Shuang rubbed his forehead: "It's really not...you misunderstood, I..."
"I know,...it doesn't matter, I..."
"I pulled my hip straight today and got a little injured, so it's more sensitive there."
Lin Shuang's tone became serious, and his expression began to transform into that of an old Chinese doctor.
Cheng Miao opened her mouth slightly: "Ah? Are you injured?"
"It's not a strain, it was crushed when it hit the ground."
Cheng Miao's mouth was half open with a shocked expression.
Of course she knew that Lin Shuang had a habit of cheating. That style looked cool, but it was also really easy to get hurt. It was okay for women, but men's physiological structure dictated that they should never go too fast.
How brutal do you have to be to suppress yourself when you go to the ground...
"That...."
"It was fine at the time, but..."
Lin Shuang felt that his reason was very strong, and even if he was taken for an injury examination, it would be found that he was seriously injured.
"I'm sorry,..." Cheng Miao felt deeply guilty. It seemed that she had caught her a little too harshly.
Chapter completed!