A fool or a fool? (3)
The two of them fell into silence at the same time. But there was no embarrassment, some were just sweet. It seemed that they would not be uncomfortable without talking. Moreover, the tranquil atmosphere allowed the two of them to enjoy it.
"It's very late, I'll send you off?" Mr. Z broke the silence. He actually wanted to stay with the other person forever. However, it is inappropriate to let the beauty who he cares about come back too late.
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So, let yourself be this evil person.
"Is that OK?" Miss Q smiled, her eyes shining brightly. It seemed that she had already seen through Mr. Z's inner activities.
"The honor is so great." Mr. Z met the other party's gaze. [It's so good to be able to meet the other party's eyes openly...]
Throughout the night, even though Mr. Z was sending Miss Q home, neither of them mentioned the private calligraphy tutoring.
One man and one woman, tacitly understood.
After reluctantly parting, when the sweetness faded a little, Mr. Z's reason began to occupy his brain.
"How can I do this? She is my cousin's blind date! How can I be so unrighteous!" Mr. Z blamed himself so much. He even kept insulting himself to eliminate the strong sense of guilt in his heart.
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However, despite this, in the following days, when Ms. Q invited Mr. Z in the name of "discussing calligraphy private tutoring", Mr. Z would happily go to the appointment.
In this relationship, Miss Q is far more proactive than Mr. Z.
The relationship between the two is getting stronger and stronger. But in contrast, Mr. Z's guilt is also increasing. In the end, it explodes.
One day, when the relationship between a man and a woman in a relatively confined space was so strong that she finally couldn't help but kissed each other.
"Can't!"
"We can't!" Mr. Z seemed to wake up from a dream, gently, but he firmly pushed Miss Q away. Their clothes were already messy and were about to fade away.
At the critical moment, Mr. Z, who had returned to his sense of sanity, had a violent ups and downs in his chest due to the overcrowded guilt.
"So you still can't let go?" The woman with a gentle smile was filled with sadness in her eyes.
"Yes, I'm sorry..." Mr. Z's thought in his heart was that since he was destined to be fruitless, then why should he take away the other party's innocence despicable?
"I understand you, so my bet on myself is doomed to fail."
"Sure enough, I shouldn't have hope..." Miss Q, who sighed lightly, took care of herself after finishing up Mr. Z's clothes.
Mr. Z did not stop him because he felt that he could understand her.
"Be loyal to your own principles. If not, then you are not you~" Miss Q's eyes no longer felt sad. Instead, it was filled with playfulness.
"I, we can't continue like this anymore. Otherwise, there will be three people in pain..." Mr. Z, who had been silent for a long time, said this sentence with great difficulty.
"When I said this, I felt that the whole world began to collapse gradually. On the way back, I even found that everything had lost its color; including now." He raised his head and sighed
Mr. Z, tell me this.
"I understand, let's do it. Sometimes, possession is not everything." Miss Q smiled and turned around and left. After that, she never contacted Mr. Z again.
The most painful thing in the world is to meet the right person at the wrong time. Mr. Z, whose heart was broken into small pieces, deeply felt the heaviness of this sentence that night.
After that night, Mr. Z spent an extremely dark and terrible day for him. When he thought he could escape from suffering, the cruel reality told him that terrible
Days are just the beginning.
Because, he heard the news of Miss Q's death. Without any warning, the other party jumped down from the tallest building in the city. According to the people around her, before that, Miss Q had a little restlessness except for a short period of time.
Outside of the performance, everything is normal.
Her motive for suicide made the people around her puzzled, including her heartbroken parents and her brother who also loved her.
Because, she is so good, in all aspects.
Whether it is personality, family background, or personal comprehensive qualities.
But only Mr. Z knows why.
"Although it's not appropriate to say that, I still "lose" her. I thought I knew her very well, but in the end I realized that I was so outrageous."
"This is my story. A ridiculous, sad and ridiculous story." Mr. Z in front of me shook his head slightly, looking calm. It was as if everything he told had nothing to do with him.
"Do you regret your choice?" I pondered and calmly asked the other party the question in my heart.
"Don't regret it, because, as she said, if I make another choice, I will not be me. How can I be worthy of her like that?!" Mr. Z's tone was full of affirmation.
A kind of different persistence.
"This is destined to be a tragedy. Fate really likes to tease people." Mr. Z said with a smile.
"My story is over, teacher, thank you for listening to me~" Mr. Z, who said this, stretched out his right hand to me.
"By the way, we signed a confidentiality agreement." Mr. Z seemed to have thought of something again.
"Although I don't have much fame, I cherish my wings more. Professional ethics is one of the important elements that make up my wings." I held Mr. Z's hand stretched out.
"So, thank you."
"You're welcome, just help others~" I smiled slightly.
"The one who is about to die..." After Mr. Z left, he appeared in a mirror and sighed, giving the other party an evaluation.
"Fortunately, his parents are also his only son." I scratched my head depressedly because I didn't know how to help the other party. The most important thing is that the other party didn't want to change anything at all.
"What an inexplicable person. If you love, just love it. If you love it bravely, you are not even as good as a woman." The weaver girl, who pouted, was a little angry. She was angry at Miss Q's death and Mr. Z's inexplicable person.
pedantic.
"There are differences between people. Mr. Z is the kind of person who loves but adheres to certain principles very much. But the problem is that because of his persistence, it has become a plus in Miss Q's heart.
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"What's the solution?" I spread my hands helplessly.
Chapter completed!