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Chapter 1,112 A sense of security(1/3)

It is not easy for rough people to love, but the love of refined people is actually similar.

Because as long as people have the need to love and be loved, they will inevitably have troubles about love.

For example, a girl as outstanding as Yin Yue doesn't just have a secret admirer like Hardman.

Su Jin, who, under the guidance of his father, could make brocade patterns on silk and satin, and his tailoring skills were no less than those of famous craftsmen, was actually the one who fell in love with Yin Yue even earlier than Hardman.

However, as a person born in the 1950s, his views on love have a special brand of the times and cultural background.

From the time they were born until they became sensible, his generation received a closed education, and any generation after it was more "open" than his generation.

Therefore, Su Jin’s love and marriage received very traditional influences.

Love must be dedicated and marriage must last.

These concepts, which have been increasingly diluted by people in the future, appear to be very stubborn and persistent among people of his generation.

It is especially unfortunate that people of Su Jin's generation, at the age when they should most fall in love, have gone to all corners of the motherland to repair the earth.

And many people have a fixed idea - not to return to the city, not to fall in love or get married.

Therefore, for Su Jin after returning to the city, he has already missed the most important stage of love growth.

Not only did she have no experience in falling in love, but she took it as a matter of course to follow the laws of nature and eliminate human desires.

Moreover, he lacks practical experience and has extreme idealistic ideas.

I have determined that love is pure and innocent and should not be contaminated by the secular world and the philistine.

This kind of historical limitation caused him to only dare to fall in love secretly. Even if he realized that his feelings were budding, he never dared to act or reveal them.

Especially the emotional problems he faces are so unusually complex.

The Yin Yue he fell in love with was a strong woman, not only his leader, but more importantly, Yin Yue seemed to already have her heart set on it, and she studied accounting and Japanese for a man.

And the man she admired with all her heart and looked forward to every day was the benefactor who rescued Su Jin and many poor families in Meishi Street.

This made Su Jin even more confused about what to do and couldn't see the direction of his emotions at all.

In fact, Su Jin almost fell seriously ill when he first discovered this.

During that time, he no longer dared to go to Tianqiao Department Store to look for Yin Yue.

The management work of the street factory also lacked energy.

When he gets home at night, he often doesn't even have the appetite to eat and just lies down to sleep.

The name Yin Yue became the word he least wanted to mention.

But even if he didn't want to think about it, he couldn't stop the name from popping up in his mind.

As long as he lay on the bed, all he could see flying around in front of his eyes were Yin Yue's voices and smiles.

And it's so clear and three-dimensional.

It was playing back in his mind non-stop like a video. He couldn't watch it even if he didn't want to, and he couldn't stop even if he wanted to.

The video played automatically and cruelly, reminding him that the depths of his heart were actually different from what he thought.

He struggled again and again, unable to get rid of it, and finally had to succumb.

He sat up and refused to sleep. He simply opened the curtains and looked at the night sky outside the window, allowing himself to fantasize like a fool, and was cut into flesh and bones again.

The memories in my mind play like a video of the amazing moment when the two first met in the factory.

Thinking of Yin Yue maintaining an elegant demeanor from beginning to end at work.

And he never had any suspicion or prejudice against him, and even actively provided help to him, often supporting his decisions against all opinions.

Thinking about how Yin Yue really helped him plan the factory's production, even feeding back the sales data of best-selling products, and heartfelt praise for his work ability and achievements, the sweetness that struck his heart is still memorable.

Su Jin suddenly thought that in his life so far, the only woman who could treat him so sincerely, appreciate him, trust him, support him, and understand him, apart from his deceased mother, was probably Yin Yue.

In many aspects, even her own sister is inferior to her.

This made Su Jin sweat profusely, feel ashamed, and regret so much that he just wanted to fight for the ground with his head.

He hated Yin Yue a moment ago, but now he couldn't help but ask himself, what qualifications did he have to hate Yin Yue?

Liking for Yin Yue is just his own business, but his unrequited love for a flower is completely his own failure.

How could anyone feel sorry for him?

All they did was regard him as a trustworthy work partner and trust him completely with the factory.

Not only was there never any suspicion, suppression, or restraint, even when the street was considering adding an older deputy to him, Yin Yue rejected the decision on his behalf, allowing him to enjoy full control of the factory alone.

It can be said that people spared no effort to support him, allowing him to unleash his talents and achieve success in his career.

To put it another way, at least I was kind to him.

Thinking of this, Su Jin, who was enlightened, raised his hand with his eyes straight, flicked his fingers in the air a few times, and finally slapped himself hard in the face.

And of course he felt sorry for Ning Weimin.

Because the origin of all this is because Ning Weimin founded a street sewing club and invested money to help the street establish a clothing factory.

Ning Weimin was the benefactor of countless families throughout Meishi Street. Without him, he would not have been able to escape poverty and let his father and sister live a prosperous life today.

But in the end, he even blamed Ning Weimin. He was really not a human being.

What else could he say to these two people?

The two of them are talented and beautiful, a perfect match.

What else can he say besides blessing?

To put it bluntly, what does it have to do with two people?

I'm afraid people may not need his blessing.

Only then did Su Jin realize that he was wrong, wrong.

He couldn't stay on the little bed any longer, and after getting off the ground, he began to wander around in circles.

After wandering around like this for an unknown amount of time, his eyes focused on the sewing machine next to his bed.

At this moment, an idea flashed in his mind, as if he saw an exquisite piping satin cheongsam.

The soft texture glows with a faint dark color under the reflection of the light.

Flickering and flowing, overflowing with infinite gentleness, it reminds people of light clouds and mist, and moonlight as broken as residual snow.

Oh! Why doesn't he make a wonderful cheongsam as a compensation for his own introspection and as a blessing to his two benefactors?

True love can last forever, but it is definitely not about taking something for yourself, it must be selfless and considerate of the other person.

Therefore, if he truly loves Yin Yue, then he should be happy to see Yin Yue achieve happiness.

Just like Li Ke in the movie "Casablanca" who did not leave his lover behind in the end, but chose to give up and instead sent his lover and her husband to a safe place.

No matter what, he at least hoped that he could do something so that Yin Yue could get married in the wedding dress that he had sewn by himself...

As for himself, it should be considered a kind of happiness to be able to see the person he loves often and silently watch her achieve the perfection of life, right?

Is it painful to do this?

To be honest, maybe so.

But he was satisfied.

He met such a worthy person in his life.

You can like it from the bottom of your heart, unforgettable, completely pure, and forever.

For him, this is much luckier than never meeting or loving someone.

Thinking about it carefully, he was once lucky enough to spend a lot of time with his colleague Yin Yue in the street factory.

During that short period of time, he was reluctant to be late, leave early, and be absent from work. He became a model worker because of his love for Yin Yue.

A person only spends about ten hours awake every day, and among these ten hours, he can actually spend more than eight hours with her.

Although Yin Yue has left the factory now, he still has the opportunity to meet with him often because of his work.

Maybe they will always maintain a superior-subordinate relationship - God has been too kind to him.

Therefore, although his love is just unrequited love, he should not be sad about it.

…………

Maybe it's because men and women are fundamentally different, maybe it's because there's a big age gap, or maybe everyone has their own unique understanding of love.

Although the emotional situation is quite close, Su Jin's view of love is completely inapplicable to Qu Xiao.

This girl is not as open-minded as Su Jin, nor is she as easy to laugh at life.

As someone who has clearly understood that the person she loves already belongs to her, she is equally grateful to Ning Weimin.

However, from the moment she found out that he fell in love with someone else, Qu Xiao never recovered from the emotional blow.

So after confirming that her mother was recovering from her illness and learning that Ning Weimin would soon return to China, Qu Xiao chose to flee far away in order not to see her again and for fear that he would visit her again.

She is a strong girl, and of course she does not want to take advantage of Ning Weimin in her personal career.
To be continued...
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