Some reflections and miscellaneous notes

Sometimes, even in a very ordinary life, inadvertently, that little girl, the goddess of destiny, will always remind you of her existence in her unique way.

In fact, it is undeniable that in 2008, my overall fortune so far, except that my new book sales have been pretty good, has been in a state of bumpy luck. Every month, there seems to be one or two.

Major accidents happened that made me feel strenuous and exhausted. Some of them only lasted for ten days or two and then disappeared. Some of them have affected me to this day. I thought that my fortune would be better in the second half of the year, but in June and

Two things that happened one after another in July almost completely turned my life around.

As for the Olympic month of August, it seems to be calm for the time being except for some minor bumps. But I know in my heart that the two accidents in June and July that seemed to have calmed down have been affected. For me, the bigger

A storm is brewing. In addition, I am ready to face and endure the known storm that is coming.

How can I put it this way, these personal turmoils and incidents are nothing more than trivial matters to the society and the country as a whole. Face it with the attitude that there is no big thing in the world, and that the best is nothing.

Just go with the flow.

In fact, the insights I want to talk about today are not the above. Those are just some small complaints about me because the goddess of destiny always has something to do. I can't get her anyway. Since she wants to rape, let her rape her.

Just think of those complaints as the painful and pleasurable moans I made when being raped by the goddess of destiny.

What I really want to say today is a small thing that happened yesterday, which gave me some insights. It was an unpleasant and pleasant thing that went hand in hand. I watched the Olympic Games until three or four o'clock in the afternoon yesterday. I couldn't help feeling sleepy, so I fell asleep.

It was already midnight when I woke up. Due to the lingering effects of the previous day's events, my mood was relaxed and I decided not to prepare to code for the entire waking day, so I was lazy for the day.

I was casually wandering around and chatting online, and I met the editor-in-chief by chance. After chatting and chatting, I suddenly had a strong desire to code, and I was in high spirits. So I drove the editor-in-chief to bed, QQ, disconnected the Internet, and prepared cigarettes.

, prepared coffee, and even filled a bottle of whiskey... (It's weird, right? I rarely do this, but I seemed to be really interested in it yesterday. I usually just prepare cigarettes and coffee.)

After listening to the saxophone and piano music for a while, I started immersed in typing. After finishing a chapter for about two hours, it was already past two o'clock in the morning. Here, a turning point seemed to begin to happen. The excitement seemed to have calmed down a bit.

I originally wanted to code another chapter and post the two chapters together.

However, at this time, my thoughts changed. It seems that I haven’t watched JJ’s Dragon Snake Story for nearly a month, so I decided to watch Dragon Snake and finish the Dragon Snake chapter before continuing to code. After logging in, it was

I found that the remaining starting coins in my account were no longer enough to pay. Here I want to despise the Agricultural Bank of China. The good online payment card was stopped as soon as it was said to be stopped. I have to go to the business office to issue a certificate. A lazy person like me has been dragging it out for months.

, which makes me unable to recharge now. In desperation, I followed the example of the majority of book friends, uh, and started doing the well-known things. Anyway, JJ is one of our own, so we can ask him to do something that can make people feel good.

Just happy activities.

Okay, the tragedy started to happen. Because the laptop broke some time ago, I sent it for repair and it has not been returned yet. Now I am using a temporary desktop computer that I just started to tinker with. I don’t have any protective measures and I am just running around naked. Searching here and there.

After searching, I found a Trojan horse and the machine started to run slowly.

In fact, it’s nothing. The most important thing is to format the C drive and re-copy the system into it. I don’t know if it’s because of the whiskey, or if it’s just too careless. The very simple activity of formatting the hard disk with software was done directly by me.

I deleted the C drive. When I reset the C drive, well, I found out very sadly that I couldn’t copy the system no matter how I copied it. The system prompted that there was a problem with boot disk booting. It was probably because when I deleted the C drive partition, even the original

The boot area has also been removed.

Because my level is really bad, after using various ancient DOS software for half a night, not only the boot area was not restored, but all the partitions behind me were also wiped out...

At this time, the optical drive, which could be ejected by poking it twice with a needle, was also struggling with me. No matter how hard I poked it, it refused to eject it. I found a screwdriver in a fit of fire.

I pried the optical drive tray out directly. Of course, the poor optical drive was completely destroyed by me.

Now it’s better. I had some hopes of being able to install the system. It was already seven o’clock in the morning. I had no choice but to go have breakfast and prepare to buy another computer when the computer store opens.

Use the machine. Because god knows when they will get that damn notebook back to me.

Just when I was drinking soy milk and eating fried dough sticks, I suddenly thought that I still have a very old computer. It was the second computer in my life, and it was also the first computer I bought after making money. Because it is more commemorative, so

I have never been willing to throw it away, and the computer seems to be in good condition.

After breakfast, I didn't care about anything else. I dug out the old computer, removed the optical drive and hard drive, and installed them on my current relatively ancient computer. Fortunately, the optical drive and hard drive were not there.

The hard drive was all safe and sound. After tinkering with the system, I felt like crying when I re-entered the operating system. Grandma, I spent most of the night and it was done in half an hour.

Grandma's Dream Machine, Grandma's Dragon and Snake Romance, I won't stop watching you today. I didn't even install the sound card driver and the Sogou Pinyin, so I immediately rushed to read Dragon and Snake in one go.

The words are so cool. Here, I want to say that JJ’s Dragon and Snake Romance is really good. Anyone who hasn’t seen it can check it out. Of course, don’t imitate me. ^_^!

After I finished watching The Romance of Dragon and Snake, I was already a little sleepy and wanted to sleep. But inadvertently, I went to look through my old hard drive with only 10G. In addition to two pornographic movies with a long history

.I was surprised to find something, something that had been sealed in my memory and would never be remembered without this incident.

Some of the things I wrote when I was only in my twenties, because I was full of longing for the writing profession, were strange but seemed to be full of original passion. Those bits and pieces were not complete.

The words reflected my eagerness to pursue a career as a writer.

I used to have some noisy thoughts, but when I read through these childish but passionate words, my heart gradually calmed down, and the memory of that time also changed with the words.

I turned it over. At that time, I was full of desire for life and full of confidence in my ability to build a better life. As I turned over the memory, I discovered that long, long ago, what I originally thought I had forgotten.

Moved and even distressed appeared before my eyes one by one.

It took me several hours to digest these things, and I had regrets and joy. Unfortunately, according to the description of my memory at that time, the things I wrote scatteredly back then were far more than these. But most of them have disappeared. I'm afraid that in this life

, can no longer be found. Happily, after being raped by the goddess of fate all night, I finally got an unexpected reward. When I looked through those things, it seemed that it really took me back to the place full of youthful excitement and ideals.

Era.

The longing that I had forgotten about being a writer has now surprisingly become a reality. I sleep until I wake up naturally every day, and only need to spend a small part of my time on creating, and the rest of the time I just do whatever I want.

What are you doing? This kind of life has happened to me inadvertently for several years after I put down other jobs!

I don’t know how to be blessed when I’m in the midst of blessings. Perhaps besides enjoying the feeling of raping me, the goddess of fate wanted to give me some unexpected thoughts as I gradually become numb to life?

Blessings come with misfortunes, and misfortunes come with blessings. Every gain must come with a loss, and every loss must come with a gain. When I was feeling sorry for myself and suffered a series of unlucky things this year, that girl seemed to want to remind me. Let me think about it carefully.

, in those disturbances and events, who gained first or lost first?

It doesn’t matter whether gains come first or losses come first. But when I really think about it, it’s almost balanced. It can even be said that despite a lot of losses, I seem to gain more. This can probably be understood as the goddess of fate.

When you ravage me, you usually give me some compensation...

To give a simple example, two days ago I got very angry and published a statement. After losing a very small proportion of readers, I gained a large number of steadfast readers who were extremely caring and supportive of me.

Readers, brothers and sisters. Here, I really want to thank you all. I was very touched that night...

I also hope that everyone can face any difficulties and dilemmas calmly like me. I also wish all book friends to be happy and have a good mood every day.

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

night

Arrogant and impermanent
Chapter completed!