The future and the future

"If we go back to the past, we might still have the same choice." Ma Liang also sighed.

I don't know if Lin Fengyun can go back, but he really has to do it all over again. Although his life has begun to change, he really hasn't thought about how to choose in the future.

Will you choose to get married and have children?

Judging from my current state of mind, I still don't seem to be interested.

If the choice is the same as in the previous life, then what is the meaning of rebirth? Ma Liang was a little confused for a while.

Lin Fengyun took another big gulp and drank the remaining half of the can.

She suddenly clenched her fists hard and crushed the can immediately, trying her best to vent something.

With a hint of drunkenness, Lin Fengyun laughed at himself: "It would be really boring if I had to live my life again and still make the same choice, and I don't want it!

I won’t look for you stinky men anymore, they are all liars and none of them are good.”

"You can't knock down a whole boat of people with one stroke. There are still honest people." Ma Liang replied bitterly, but his words were obviously not so strong.

Who knows that he himself is not a good person, he is only slightly better than Dr. Zhao Da. After all, he is not married either.

Lin Fengyun glanced at Ma Liang in surprise, and the woman's sixth sense seemed to catch something instantly: "There are honest people, but you are definitely not."

"Why can't I?" Ma Liang asked angrily. Even after his rebirth, he hasn't had time to do anything bad.

Lin Fengyun smiled knowingly: "An honest student would sit and drink with the teacher like this?

I don’t know which girl who has a miserable life and is as blind as me would fall in love with a guy like you."

"Teacher Lin, we don't want to be so slanderous. No matter how bad I am, I will never let the woman I love hurt like you." Ma Liang protested righteously.

Lin Fengyun sneered disdainfully: "Who doesn't know how to speak big words? Do you think I don't listen enough?"

"This" Ma Liang was speechless. It seemed that he really had no way to prove that he would be able to do what he said.

Lin Fengyun opened another can of beer and took a sip: "This world is really unfair. It's obviously you men who have done bad things, but women have to bear the consequences.

Vixen, mistress, slut, these vicious words are all reserved for women, as if men have no responsibility at all.

The most ridiculous thing is that many women know everything, but they turn around and make things difficult for women.

You say, isn’t that ironic?”

"Indeed, this world is quite ironic." Ma Liang couldn't help but agree, thinking of the divorce cases he had taken on in his previous life.

Every one of them is extremely ironic.

Lin Fengyun suddenly asked: "Do you believe it? I have never thought about destroying other people's families."

"I believe this. With your brains, even if you get married to Zhao Bo, your life will probably be ruined by other women in the end." Ma Liang replied jokingly.

Although Lin Fengyun was already drunk and hazy, she couldn't help but glared at him angrily: "I am quite stupid, stupid enough to believe whatever others say.

When I realized what I was doing, I hated myself for not living up to expectations.

But so what, things have happened and the damage has been done, as if all the sins are my own.

But what did I do wrong?

Why are other people's first loves so beautiful, but I have to suffer such inexplicable and bloody things?

But even if I fall in love with someone for no reason, I don’t know he has a family!

After knowing the truth, I immediately cut off all contact with him. What else do you want from me?

Why can't God arrange a simple relationship for me? Why should I make things so complicated?

Even if I love someone, why is it so unfair to me?

Why."

At the end of the sentence, she even yelled out, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances and resentments she had accumulated before at once.

After the hysteria passed, I felt a deep sense of powerlessness, and even my tear glands began to lose control.

Tears fell down unconsciously, one drop, two drops, three drops... faster and faster, and she became a tearful person in an instant.

She didn't cry when she broke up with Zhao Shixin, she didn't cry when she was insulted and beaten in the office that day, and she didn't cry when she was alone in the dormitory, but she cried at this time.

Perhaps Ma Liang came to her rescue twice and did not persuade her like a moral guardian afterwards, which somehow gave Lin Fengyun a sense of security.

She had no one to share the grievances she had suffered during this period, not even her parents and family. She had to deal with all the pressure alone, and she was going crazy.

Ma Liang suddenly sat next to her, and she instantly felt the desire to talk, wanting to tell everything.

Whether you have resentment, grievances, or unwillingness, you can pour it all out to him.

Lin Fengyun's intuition told her that the boy in front of her would definitely understand.

"Perhaps everything is God's best arrangement, but your arrangement has just begun.

God is fair and cannot allow one person to take all the good things.

As the old saying goes, life has five flavors, sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty. You can’t live without any of them, and you will taste them sooner or later.

Some people are sweet first and then bitter, maybe you are bitter first and then sweet." Seeing this, Ma Liang comforted him with kind words.

Lin Fengyun looked at Ma Liang blankly with beautiful eyes, as if confirming what she just said.

Bitter first and then sweet? Is it true?

But why could the bitterness in her heart not go away for so long?

Subconsciously, I picked up the can and took another sip. Even the wine was bitter, with no hint of sweetness.

She couldn't blame the beer, even drinking sugar water was useless to her right now.

"Drink less. Being drunk won't make you feel better. It will only make you more miserable." Ma Liang snatched the beer from her hand domineeringly, preventing her from drinking any more.

But Lin Fengyun was unmoved: "Give it back to me" and snatched the wine away, continuing to drink heavily.

"Ma Liang, what are you doing?" A voice suddenly came from behind, it was Chu Jian, the second-rate roommate, "Uh, Teacher Lin!"

This kid came on stage to play and sing by himself. He really showed off his skills and won a lot of applause.

Although he seemed calm on the surface, this guy was so nervous that he almost peed on stage.

After the performance, I got off the stage and ran straight to the bathroom with my guitar on my back, releasing the stress and anxiety I had just suppressed on the stage.

After finishing, he was going back to chat with his roommate, and then he accidentally saw the figure on the steps. Ma Liang was sitting with a woman.

Chu Jian originally wanted to step forward to tease him, but he found out that it was actually his counselor.

Looking at Lin Fengyun who was a little drunk, Chu Jian felt that he didn't want to leave or stay. He was embarrassed and didn't know what to say.

Ma Liang asked for the guitar from Chu Jian, waved his hand and sent him back to the lecture hall.

While he was trying out the chords, he said teasingly: "You fools, if you have any love at all, you will die, so what's the matter?

When I look back ten or eight years later, I feel terrible.

What is past must be past, so why dwell on it endlessly. If you really like to play with the tune of love, why not start the next chapter directly.

After all, only love can fill the pain left by love.

If you don't mind it, I'll give it a try and help you cure the pain of love."

Poof. Lin Fengyun was suddenly amused, and the wine in his mouth spurted out.

She complained distressedly: "I blame you for wasting my wine. I don't have much left. Please compensate me."

"I can't afford to pay for the wine. I'll pay you a song, and you won't be allowed to drink anymore after listening to it!" Ma Liang had already become familiar with the chords and began to play and sing.

"The wind decides to go,

How to retain Yun,

Once entangled to death, let go of your hands!

Since you have no intention,

I should also let go,

Why bother to be stupid and pester endlessly!

Later in the future,

I hold other people's sleeves,

If we meet again by chance,

Also greet with a smile!”

Fortunately, there was no one around, so Ma Liang played a song that would only be released a few years later - "The Day After".

Good music can heal people's hearts far more effectively than thousands of words of persuasion.

Listening to the song and reading the lyrics, Lin Fengyun burst into tears again. This song completely reflected her mood at this time.

Maybe it's time to let go, and it's time to leave.

Although Ma Liang's playing and singing were not professional enough and had many flaws, every note deeply touched her heart.
To be continued...