Chapter 117 Insecure
Rong Zhixing didn't know how to explain, and had a headache, "Xiaoxiao, I can't sleep with you just because I like you very much. I'm a normal man. I'm not a god. There are times when I can't control myself. You're too much.
Be good, little one, go to bed."
"So what's the matter! I'm almost twenty-one years old, I'm not young anymore! You always use this as an excuse!"
Jiang Xiao didn't want him to always look at her like a child. She also wanted to be a mature woman who could stand beside him in front of him.
Although she can't prove herself yet, she is so stubborn.
"That's not what I meant, but I can't do it now." Rong Zhixing just wanted to protect Jiang Xiao. Although he said he would not give her a chance to escape, he still respected her in his heart. She was still young and had a choice.
There are many, and it doesn’t have to be him.
If she regrets it in the future, he will not complain, he will only think that he did not do a good enough job.
But Jiang Xiao had no idea what Rong Zhixing was thinking. She had already been prepared to give everything to him, and she was convinced that he would never fall in love with anyone else in this life.
"Rong Zhixing!" Jiang Xiao was really angry. The ignorance in the fox's eyes disappeared. At this time, her angry eyes were slowly occupied by possessiveness. She said nothing, like someone waiting for prey.
The hunter aimed at the target and kissed him directly.
The passionate and restless kiss swept over him, and Rong Zhixing's heart beat wildly. He survived the unbearable surge of love, and finally indulged in this gentle and fertile soil.
Something in his body seemed to be breaking out of the cage, and a wave that could no longer be suppressed swept over him, washing away his sanity.
After kissing deeply for a while, a ray of cool breeze hit Rong Zhixing's body, reawakening his reason. He quickly pulled himself away, looked at Jiang Xiao's ambiguous and hazy eyes, and said in an apologetic voice: "I'm sorry, Xiao
Xiao, not now, three months later, if your mind has not changed, we will talk about this again."
"So you have always suspected that my love for you is not firm enough?" Jiang Xiao was lying when she said she was not sad, but she was more distressed. What she didn't know was that Rong Zhixing turned out to be such an insecure person, and she
It didn't give him much sense of security.
Rong Zhixing held her face and placed a gentle kiss on her forehead, "No, I'm afraid you will regret it."
Jiang Xiao raised her head and looked directly at him. Those eyes were so open and clear. She said firmly: "I can't."
Her eyes were slightly red, and she continued: "I know you think that I am young and immature in everything I do, and my love for you is only three minutes of passion. But my character is not like this. I only need to be correct about everything.
, there is perseverance and determination. Just like I like the piano very much, I have also persisted for such a long time."
Rong Zhixing shook his head, "But the piano is a very interesting thing. If you keep in touch with it for a long time, you will find that I am a very boring person. You will slowly become disgusted with me until you become estranged and leave me."
Jiang Xiao didn't know what factors caused Rong Zhixing, who was supposed to be superior, to feel so uneasy and inferior when it came to relationships.
"I know you can't believe what I say now, but I will prove it with my actual actions." Jiang Xiao recognized him from the beginning. Now that his dream has finally come true, of course he will not let go easily.
He grabbed his hand tightly.
Rong Zhixing had never seen Jiang Xiao say anything with such a serious attitude, and he couldn't help but feel a little touched in his heart. Did he... want too much?
"Okay, I'm going to sleep. Close the door for me." Jiang Xiao stepped away freely and got into the quilt obediently.
Seeing the smile blooming on her face, Rong Zhixing felt more uncertain in his heart.
She is such a bright and bright girl who smiles all the time and never hides her mood. In this way, she should always live under the sun and live purely.
But he never felt that he was a good person. If he were a good person, he would not have led Rong to this day. But even so, he still wanted to do his best to protect this girl's innocence from being destroyed by anyone, but now
He was a little timid, and he didn't know how long he could protect him.
Jiang Xiao naturally knew the gap between himself and Rong Zhixing. They were not from the same world. It was just a coincidence of fate that brought them together.
But God thinks they are a perfect match, so why should she give up?
The moment the door closed, Jiang Xiao opened her eyes and looked at the dark room, her brain running rapidly.
Rong Zhixing, who came out of Jiang Xiao's room, did not go back to his room, but went to the balcony.
There is still a bit of cool wind on summer nights, not to mention the location of the old house in a shady place. There are also gloomy winds at night, rustling the trees and flowers outside the window, and he is at this time.
The mood is the same, extremely depressed.
After blowing the cold wind for a while, the hot breath in his body was finally suppressed a lot. He breathed a long sigh of relief and prepared to light a cigarette.
Just when the cigarette was in his mouth, the lighter made a sound, and suddenly an old but powerful voice came from behind: "You're up so late at night, why are you wandering around here?"
"Grandpa?" Rong Zhixing put down his cigarette and walked over, "Why didn't you rest?"
"I ate too much at night. I wanted to go out to eat, but I didn't expect to see you here. Are you worried?" Grandpa Rong saw through it at a glance.
Rong Zhixing hesitated for a moment when he picked up the cigarette, but finally didn't put it in his mouth again.
After all, he didn’t want Grandpa Rong to worry, so he said: “It’s nothing, I can’t sleep and come out for some fresh air, so I’m going back first.”
As soon as he took two steps, Grandpa Rong stopped him, "Is it because of Xiaoxiao's incident?"
Rong Zhixing paused in his steps, originally he didn't want to say anything.
Grandpa Rong continued: "The air is good now. Do you have time to sit down and have a cup of tea with me?"
Ten minutes later, the servant made a pot of tea and brought it to the balcony. The grandfather and grandson sat down opposite each other at the rattan table. A few dim lights under the beams shone on the two of them. The night was dim and uncomfortable.
"It has been many years since we, the grandparents, have sat down to drink tea and chat like this." Grandpa Rong sighed as he took a sip of the fragrant scented tea.
"Ever since you went abroad, the family was in turmoil at that time and we didn't have much chance."
Grandpa Rong looked at the branches swaying in the wind outside, "Yes, after so many years, you are already thirty years old. At the age of getting married and having children, I will soon have a great-grandson."
Rong Zhixing couldn't help but laugh: "Where is this? You may have thought too early."
Chapter completed!