"don't want!"

"Bastard! I will kill you!"

"Fu Ling..."

"Yu'er..."

Just like watching a drama on the stage, Zhang Xi was very submissive and quickly watched all the pictures stored by the white jade wrist guards.

His brain is still easy to use, with a sense of immersion in the picture and a sense of familiarity.

It was just passed that time.

He recorded all the above interpretations intact and engraved them in his mind as his important information, and played them all over and over again in his mind.

Perhaps because he was retrieving the lost memories through the playback screen, it may be that the screen playback speed was too fast and the time was too short. Most of the content that Zhang Xi chose to engrave into his mind was chosen by him, and he wanted to engrave it into his mind.

The mission that should be completed, the things that must be done, and the determination to survive...

He has many, many thoughts.

If you have time and brain, you will indeed occasionally, at least in his own cognition, you may be tired, and there will be a reason why you can't remember too much.

He will selectively etch some pictures into his mind over and over again, and also selectively skip some pictures that seem to be of little help to him.

The scene without much help includes the fact that you have lost your cultivation.

When he didn't know that he had lost his cultivation level by Huang Tianyun, when he paid more attention to the accident with Huang Tianyun, the injured Yao Yu, the disappearing Ouyang Jiajia and other girls, and Shangguan Lu's lurking...

There is something about pain, he wants to remember.

He was still feeling guilty when facing the ability to suffer.

Watching again as an outsider, but he is the protagonist in the picture after all, and his strong sense of inclusion prevents him from putting himself out of the world.

Through the wrist guards and so much oil, he still feels pain and embarrassment.

In addition, the scene of Shangguan Lu being killed in the battle with Huang Tianyun.

It was considered that he skipped the fragment of his cultivation being destroyed.

After some of the memories that he had changed from a practitioner to an ordinary person, Zhang Xi frowned tightly when he did not impersonate the prerequisite for him to transform from a practitioner to an ordinary person.

He accompanied Yao Yu in the cave and depended on each other for his dullness, so that he left her choice.

He regarded it as a kind of powerless escape from him at that time.

He is too incompetent.

He was afraid of being beaten by Huang Tianyun, so he became a crossing rat, so he had to surrender to Huang Tianyun's power due to Huang Tianyun's power and could only live a life of hiding from all over the world and escaping.

When Yao Yu disappeared, he worked alone in farming.

He was all over his self-evasion behavior after skipping the key segments.

He is still escaping himself.

Even after accidentally obtaining a body bone with certain strength, even after accidentally obtaining thirty powerful puppets with strange power.

He still dared not.

What exactly is he afraid of?

Zhang Xi clenched her fist and gritted her teeth.

There was a nameless flame in my heart that was rising and burning with his emotions.

He can't blame anyone for getting to this point today.

He took everything from his own fault, his incompetence, his cowardice, and his fear of facing, which created everything he is today and his situation at this moment.

Escape, fear of facing, for those promises that he cannot fulfill at all, those who cannot protect, those who cannot fulfill.

It doesn't make much sense to keep it.

Because he is a coward, a coward who is so cowardly that he cannot protect even the closest people he is.

He will only make excuses for himself.

He can only make excuses for himself!

Zhang Xi spread her hands, slapped her hands in the shape of a palm, slapped her face one by one.

He was feeling ashamed of his incompetence, shamelessness, and even though he was obviously a evasion, he still called it a kind of behavior that kept it in his heart.

Losing all memories, retrieving them by watching the clips, standing from the perspective of a bystander with a strong sense of substitution, Zhang Xi hated the former self.

The one who has a little achievement is complacent and dares not make too much progress, even from the perspective of a third party.

He was actually satisfied with himself at that time.

Will he be complacent about the small achievements he has achieved for a moment?

That's right.

Stagnant and obsessed with tenderness were his satisfaction with the current situation at that time.

As a first-angle experiencer, Zhang Xi cannot feel much.

When he jumped out, he felt it again.

He then had a completely different new understanding.

hateful……

The biggest enemy is not the enemy.

The biggest enemy is himself.

The one who appeared and the other who had kept it deep in his heart in order to escape his mission was actually because of the embarrassment and thought that the mission was difficult to achieve, so he slowed down.

So, try not to achieve it.

Everything is just an excuse to escape.

Those small achievements were nothing more than the constant paralysis he tried to keep himself moving forward.

That's why he's here.

It is precisely because he relaxed himself that he began to become lost in his goals that he fell into such a situation.

Almost forever forgetting the goal, forgetting the people and things he should and must care about.

"Bastard!" Zhang Xi slapped herself hard again.

He couldn't feel the pain. As the hot oil passed by, the oil greatly cushioned the force of his slap.

More is to slap yourself in the face.

He wants to remind himself.

When should you relax?

When shouldn't relax?

He should not relax at any moment before he gets revenge.

It is a blessing in disguise. By losing memory and then retrieving the memory that belongs to you through watching, letting Zhang Xi have a clear and objective understanding of his past.

He began to gradually find his clear and objective self.

Stagnant, content with the status quo, and continue to persist without really letting himself be in a difficult environment as a bargaining chip for self-deception. He has gradually involved himself in such a difficult situation.

No one can blame.

You can't blame the enemy for being too powerful.

If you want to blame, you can only blame him for being too weak.

He Zhang Xi, don’t be a weak person.

He is a descendant of Black Flame.

He has three supreme bloodlines in his body and ten sharks of Yangguang.

The only one who can defeat him is himself.
Chapter completed!