38. Life
"After all, you have to walk the road of life by yourself. Other people's choices are just references, not impulsive determination. So when you regret it in the future, you don't even know where regrets should come from."
Zhou Zijin looked at Su Che and chuckled, "Maybe you think I've been preaching to you, but you are teaching you what I only know and can help you. Like the adoptive father, we may have a lot of things we can give you, but you will always grow up and you have your own choice."
Su Che held Lan Ren's hand and used a little force. He felt that the other party's words were full of profound meaning, but he could not understand it after all.
Zhou Zijin didn't say much, took the water bag and hand towel and went to the inner courtyard.
Su Che looked at the sunset in the sky, and it was a little bright red, like a fire.
He stumbled, feeling that in this situation, he could recite two poems or recite the words of his predecessors, but although he had thoughts, he had no ink to express it.
"But the sunset is extremely beautiful, why should you be sad about the near dusk?"
Aside from the side, a pretended old-fashioned and deep voice came. Su Che looked over, but Su Qing stood in the corridor with his hands behind his back, looking up at the setting sun in the distance.
"Are you full of affection just now, but there is no poem in contrast?" He smiled flat and grinned happily.
Su Che nodded and asked, "Is this poem written by my brother?"
This is not a profound poem. He can feel the meaning revealed in the sentence. With such literary talent, how can the person in front of him get the unbearable reputation outside?
After all, Su Qing was still shameless. He coughed dryly and said, "This is what I saw in my father's study earlier. It should be a poem he wrote."
"This is a poem written by Yan Cong."
When Su Che was surprised that Su Dingyuan was so elegant, Su Dingyuan's voice came faintly from the corridor.
Su Qing shrank his neck and pretended not to see it, turning around and leaving.
Su Che jumped off the railing, "Father."
"Can you understand this poem?" Su Dingyuan asked with his hands behind his back.
Su Che thought for a moment and nodded.
"The mountains and rivers are magnificent. You are in a mood and in your heart, but you can only be dumbfounded." Su Dingyuan said: "When practicing martial arts is like writing poetry, martial arts is the ink in your heart."
Su Che seems to understand but not understand.
"A literati knows literature and writes, and is familiar with poetry and books, so they are respected and called a gentleman. Martial arts are vulgar, and although they are chivalrous and righteous, they also show their courage for a while, and are often despised by people." Su Dingyuan said: "So later, when practicing martial arts, they were called practicing. What they practice is not only martial arts, but also human virtues."
Su Che nodded, indicating that he was taught.
"Hundreds of innocent people in the Yan family were not displaced, but they were also in a downfall. Yan Cong's wife died early, but he still had two concubines outside. Now he has entered the Jiaofangsi and Yushu has also entered the palace. Yan Liu and others have been executed together."
When Su Che heard Su Dingyuan say that although he knew not, he was still angry when he heard about it, but he didn't know why he said this.
"Do you know, what is the cause of these lives?" Su Dingyuan asked.
Su Che said: "Because Uncle Yan is greedy, he has implicated his family."
"Think about it again." Su Dingyuan said.
Su Che was stunned. Could it be that there was still internal information about this? He suddenly felt a little active in his heart. If there was really internal information, maybe Yushu...
"Is it someone who framed the blame?" His eyes lit up.
Su Dingyuan looked at him and knew what he was thinking. He shook his head and felt a little disappointed.
When Su Che saw it, his eyes lowered.
"Yan Cong was able to have such a disaster because he was not capable." Su Dingyuan looked at his youngest son who looked up and looked straight at him, "No need for his cultivation to be high. As long as he breaks through the armor for eight or nine, he will not end up now."
Su Che frowned slightly. He could understand this sentence, but he didn't understand that such words should not be said from his father's mouth.
Even from the perspective of Uncle Yan’s friend, he might have regrets and hatred, and wished he could stop him from doing evil, rather than making excuses for Yan Cong and finding excuses that he could avoid as he is now.
Su Dingyuan looked at his expression and felt satisfied, but still said: "As long as a person is strong enough, the dream is not out of reach."
Su Che nodded obediently, but did not agree.
"Then tell me now, what is cultivation?" Su Dingyuan asked.
Su Che blurted out the answer, but he thought about it repeatedly and thought for a long time before saying, "Cultivating is cultivating one's life!"
Su Dingyuan looked at him silently for a long time before nodding, "Very good."
The father and son looked at each other, and after a while, he asked, "What do you want to do in the future?"
Su Che was silent this time.
"Let's take the martial arts exam." Su Dingyuan said.
Su Che was stunned.
"Your brother is going to take the imperial examination. You take the military examination, every literature and every martial arts is just right." Su Dingyuan said.
After taking the martial arts exam, he will become a member of the court from now on. Su Che thought that he would not be able to use his sword to the world.
But he looked at the earnest gaze in front of him and finally nodded, "Okay."
Unexpectedly, Su Dingyuan's eyes were filled with enthusiasm and shook his head. Su Che was a little confused. Did he say something wrong? Or was this answer not satisfied with the people in front of him?
"Yan Yushu wanted to practice martial arts and swords. He yearned for the world because the Yan family had never had a practitioner. He was curious. The emergence of the Mo family and the long-standing praise of the Mo family satisfyed his fascination for the people in the world, so he wanted to be a hero. He had a chivalrous heart, but he was still studying and learning literature because he knew that he could not learn martial arts and would still have to write literature in the future and enter the officialdom, just like the Yan family has been a member of the generations."
Su Dingyuan's tone was solemn, with a majestic and solemn look between his eyebrows that he had never appeared in the mansion. "But what about you? If he wants to be a hero, you will accompany you. If I want to take the martial arts exam in the future, you will want to take the martial arts exam. Now that he has entered the palace, you think he will never be a hero again, so you want to go to the world for him. Will I die in the battlefield in the future? After hearing this, you, Daxia Su, will rush back to Beijing to join the army for your deceased father and kill the enemy, and wrap the body with a horse and a horse! "
Su Che's body trembled, not entirely because of Su Dingyuan's tone and heavy words, but also because of the other party's eyes and expression at this time, the disappointment and hatred were even worse than when he saw Su Qing that day, and it was unprecedented, like a sea and abyss.
It makes people feel bored and speechless.
Su Che's nose felt sore, but he forced himself to endure it.
"Answer me!" Su Dingyuan shouted in a deep voice.
Su Che's mouth sagged and he held back, but he didn't know what to say.
Su Dingyuan looked at him and then stretched out his hand, a little slow, but Su Che felt like the mountains were falling and the rivers collapsed. This is a kind of power that you cannot avoid. You can only bear it. If you can't bear it, you will die.
But this is not an illusion. It is like a light on the back and the evil ghost is staring at it, as if he will face it in the future and will never escape.
This finger hit Su Che's forehead and staggered him.
"People are influenced by sweet words, but not every time they are just a lesson, sometimes they will die." Su Dingyuan said: "I don't want you to become stupid. Think about it carefully. Is this life for others or for yourself? What is its meaning?"
After saying that, he left and passed by Su Che.
Chapter completed!